They Even Listed Elite Universities! And Believed Me Capable Of Getting A Ph.d. And They Know How Hard It Is - Blog Posts

2023 2023 has actually been an amazing year for me! i lost weight in 2022 and i kept going this year!! i’ve lost about 10 lb since january which doesn’t sound like a lot but now i’m back to what i weighed in 2019!!!!! i look and feel how i am supposed to and it is amazing i spent much of january-may very happy and i was in a better place mentally than i’d been in a while i had a job that i sometimes enjoyed (or at least was content with) and made good money until i left in august summer was painful but i got through it!! i realized more about myself and who i want to be throughout the year! and chose a career path I STARTED COLLEGE!!!!!! i am finally there! i am a science major working towards my degree! my grades are great and i love college my professors like me and two have even recommended universities with good astronomy programs to me they even listed elite universities! and believed me capable of getting a ph.d. and they know how hard it is i’m improving my time management skills and work ethic so homework is a lot easier to do now i’m motivated! i’m happy! i am succeeding i have spent more time with my best friend and it makes me so so happy. i love him more than anything i’m getting back to that last fall-spring mentality of ‘everything is beautiful. there is so much light. i am always happy’ it feels great i still have much to learn but i realized in september i’d become what i wanted to be a year ago! :) this has actually been my best year since… 2018? maybe 2014. damn ‘i’m doing better than i ever was’ – taylor swift; call it what you want i feel so much better about myself. i know who i am and i love the world absolutely wonderful year