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Sorry...

Sorry for being a burden.

Sorry for being clingy.

Sorry for being such a mess.

Sorry for having no self control.

Sorry for being insensitive.

Sorry for being thougtless.

Sorry for being heartless.

Sorry for being unempathic.

Sorry for overestimating.

Sorry for not grasping cues.

Sorry for being emotional.

Sorry for overthinking.

Sorry for being distant.

Sorry for being manic.

Sorry for being depressed.

Sorry for being arrogant.

Sorry for hating myself.

Sorry for bothering you.

Sorry for dissapointing you.

Sorry for making excuses.

Sorry for being suicidal.

Sorry for telling you about it.

Sorry for staying.

Sorry for opening up.

Sorry for saying all that.

Sorry for apologizing.

...I'm sorry.

Ripped into a thousand pieces

Left with a hopeless mess

Spend all my blood on the way

To find a place to rest

And I swear I'm trying my best

But it drags me down

Again till nothing's left

Nothing's left to be found

People ; written by me

Hurt ; a poem by me

Broken ; a poem by me

just another manic monday

He's starting to understand my feelings towards him texting his ex. I know its my fault, but ive dropped every guy that had ever dated, even if they were my friends before this. I don't think he knows this but i don't ever want him to know. I don't want him to compare me to her. I don't want to seem like another 'her'. Oh man i wish it wasn't so goddamn hot in room so i could self harm. Or i might just go to the bathroom for a bit. Take a bath ya?

Ill make sure he never finds the cuts.

I really am so alone. I just want to die. I am meaningless. No ome actually cares, so why would I?

Im sitting outside, alone. All i have are my thoughts, but they arent very nice. I hope that the boy in my house would come out and talk, but I know he wouldn't want to talk to me. Who does? All i am is a horrible person and i don't deserve anything.

I love you so much, but you wont ever know that.

What would you do if I came at you with a knife? Would you run away and cry? Would you scream and hide? Or would you tell me to kill you, basically committing suicide?