Sucidal Thoughts - Blog Posts
0. Traumatic events Always Weighs down Enough to kill-
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Chapter.0
You are purple
Batfamily x Teen!Spiderman Reader x Spiderverse
Strictly platonic (for now)
Teen reader will be a neglected in the Batfamily.
The batfamily cares , they know your presence , your name and Awards they just dont care enough to make time for Reader
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Reader was a child no older than 10 Who was the youngest child who had an older brother and they both had two Parents, their Mum and dad suprisingly they had a healthy marrige and they loved their two children, all in gotham but on its outskirts.
Life for reader wasnt perfect-perfect sure there were bullies, thiefs, murderers and other what-nots running around. They were in constant fear if ever they were left alone or in the night. Even then their Childhood was eventful but in a good way Reader Had made many friends in their kindergarten and daycare due to their nature of being blunt but sweet and due to their wild imagination and politeness.
In truth Reader were raised to be polite and mannered but that didn't mean they weren't stubborn and were a doormat for people to stomp over them. They were fierce and strong in their beliefs and had an open mind for others thoughts and ideas
Reader was 10 and had a brother who was older than them by 6 years so he was 16. Like any other sibling They got along and they didn't. When one gets in trouble the other one would be there to help out but not always because pettiness sometimes wins many of the times.
Both of them got into arguments lots of times but mostly they made up after awhile and start with playing pranks on eachother with putting ice cubes in eachother's shirt and pants, or making a drink a terrible one at that and giving it to the other 'lying that it tastes good only to record their sibling spit and cough it out while the one recording laugh and hold off the raging one or simply roasting eachother and reader canonically Talking their older brother's ear off even when he was shoving then out or even when he tried to duct tape their mouth shut.
Readers and Their brother's Dad was A strict and Kind Father who took parenting seriously and was extremely understanding and loved spoiling his Wife and two children. He had the abilty to talk to strangers and made them feel comfortable , the self confidence he had made reader wish they had it. He let the reader paint and draw on him , nothing major though if he had nothing to do or go out then yes he would let them do whatever and Eat whatever the reader made in the kitchen as an experiment to see if it tasted good or not. He encouraged Both his kids to pursue their hobbies and made them pick up other things as well like sports , reading,, swimming , music. He didnt force it and he kept the timming s and classes moderate so that Reader and their Older brother could be happy and still have their energies.
Now Readers and Their brother's Mum was everyones favorite as she made extra snacks and school lunches for her kids friends often inviting them for lunch in holidays and for dinner. She liked to sing classical songs and listen to them. She made food taste like a bomb of flavours which was perfect if you could tolerate spice if not everyone still ate everything on their plates. The craziness and unhingedness definately came from her Dna. She liked messing around with her husband playfully and it never made their children gag (sometimes tho).
Their parents did quarrel but they made sure to keep their voices minimum because they wanted their kids to be happy. They knew all too well the effects of arguments on young minds. Both of the parents discussed on problem at a time and resolved. Mum and dad trusted eachother and whenever Dad was away for work , dad called atleast 3 times a day on in the morning, second in the afternoon and third at night. Mum and dad sometimes talked for more than an hour acting like a young couple, a happy one which would make anyone smile.
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Life would never be the same again, Not ever
Fate was cruel
when it took their parents away in a fire, The fire Taunted the readers vission when it engulfed their home, eyes Darting everywhere hoping like any child and person would to spot their family , they could imagine their bodies withering and burning from the fire , their screams and the sharp sound ringing in the readers ears. Yet that day they didn't see them , soon darkness and undeniable Pit formed in the child's heart as they hugged the blanket around them tighter they blurred out the firefighters and everyones voices out , their mind reeling and their breathing stopped they couldn't breathe not when they searched and searched for their Brother , Mum and Dad.
All The child had grabbed was their Lovable Stitch stuff toy and their backpack which had all kinds of odd trinkets and accessories, papers , DVds , colors, and a thick picture album filled with them and their parents and brother. They hugged their bag close to their chest fearing that someone might take it away from them.
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Local News: A FIRE HAD BREAKED OUT ON ---_-__- MAIN STREET BURNING AN ENTIRE THREE STORY BUILDING DOWN-------------- THE NUMBER OF Deaths ARE -THREE intotal
1.M/N L/N
2. F/N L/N
3. B/N L/N
LEAVING THEIR YOUNGEST CHILD ALIVE, NO OLDER THAN 9. OUR CONDOLENCES REACH FAR OUT TO YOU LITTLE SURVIVOR.
The camera zoomed in to The child sobbing from fear just calling out for their Mom , Brother and her dad running away from a firefighter lady to search for their family. Unaware of the truth.
No child should ever experiance the loss of their family.
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Child Reader Was sent to an orphanage due to not having a gurdian to look after them.
The orphanage was Terrible to describe atleast due to this They gave their belongings , their backpack to the counter lady more like they took the keys and hid their in a storage closet under the floor board while sniffling with a runny nose and puffy eyes , but what unsettled most was how mechanical they were and how dead they looked. Their eyes Voidless , not eating , not talking , not sleeping.
They instead gave their food to someone else making Peace with the other orphans to keep them out of their shit and problems.
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Meanwhile in The wayne's Manor.
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It was just one of those days For the Wayne's where everything was going slow and no one had nothing better to do.
Very unlikely,indeed.
The T.V was on , Local news was playing in the background. Few of the people who were there Focused there attention on to the news focusing on the scene of a fire breakout and how A child was looking everywhere for their family running to anywhere with their Bag pack hauled on their behind , even when the firefighters told and physically stopped them that their family is gone.
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Its been almost three months now, and The child which was in news was still lingering in Bruce Wayne and in few others minds. That what did happen with reader?
Bruce Wayne or Batman the man of the shadows made a decision.
For the. Worst or best?
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For Reader Had made few friends within the orphanage , their names were_-
Felicia a child who is 6 but wasn't adopted due to her being half blind in one eye. She is a brunette and has a brown eye the other eye covered by an eyepatch. A sweetheart and very Curious of the world. She likes listening to You reading outloud The secret garden to her for bedtime
Riley who is 10 , she had a rough attitude to strangers , she is dirty blond and has brown eyes. She cares alot and is very shy and Funny once you become friends. Ooo and she loves making paper planes and playing hopscotch. She too loves story time!!
Margo She is 11, she is the cool and Strog one who keeps everyone safe from the rowdy ones. She loves sweets and playing charades and listening to music, she is the older sister to us.
T h e y all tried to cheer Reader up and it worked few times making them smile and joke around a bit , Felicia Knew that they tried to hide their pain but she knew that it is normal their grief and anger. Reader had significantly lost weight and was severely underweight.
Margo Gave food for reader to eat and coaxed them through it and atleast it helped to keep not malnourished.
Reader got better a little by little yet They still couldnt believe that their family is actually gone , it took alot of willpower for them not to vomit everything out and why?why-why-whyWhy?WHY-?
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And one faithful day- or rather unfortunate more likely
An elderly Man shows up to the Orphanage counter , requesting Reader/Name.
They caught wind of it and went dashing to their friends Not from Joy No from fear and devastation.
They jumped onto Margo as they saw her first, hugging her tightly while crying and repeatedly saying against her-
Reader:- "No no I dont want to go- they are gonna take- t-ake me away. I want to stay Please-pleas- I want to stay Home- im sorry im sorryIm-sorry- i didnt mean too_--"
Margo Hugged her back being set aback but she too hugged back as Tightly as you did , she sniffled as if? She was crying too
Margo:- "Its gonna be okay- We'll go together? Okay?? You ,me and Felicia? how about that? You did nothing wrong- We will see eachother again and we'll play , eat , listen and dance to how much ever music we want, Us against the World all over again"
Margo said , to convince you and her that everything is going to go back to normal like before, Where Riley Never Was adopted First , where Felicia and she wasn't adopted either and You werent either
Reader:- "You and Felicia are going too-?? Yeah-..I want that to happen, So You and felicia know- The place right?- Remember please- because if i can I'll always be there-..Just don't forget Me, You are my best friend anyone could have ever asked for-!"
You cried silently even more now , your words comming out in short huffs and words all in a jumble
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The Escort Lady came in knocking sharply on the door having a stern and scowl on her face , she was the worst atleast We'll be free from her presence and bullying , she ruined Our Heartfelt Goodbye.
She strictly Ordered us both to Pack up our things and tidy thyselves up Left.
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Pt.2 coming soon! Please drop constructive criticism and do give suggestions on how i can do better!
And i am confused that should I refer to reader as 'they' 'them' or 'you' 'yourself'??