Sorry For Being Depressing - Blog Posts
A little poem I wrote
Tw sh mentioned
Tap tap tap
All I hear is tap tap tap tap
It changes as it gets louder click clack tap click clack tap
I want it to stap to sound makes me want to rip out my heart as I'm begging it to stop
It grows louder click clack bang tap tap tap tap
I can't take it and I find my escape
The cold silver that will take it all away
A new sound it made
Slice
The noise stops and all I hear is the hum of the van every since theat day I slice my skin to make the noise go away
Me: skipping meals to be thin and have a perfect body.
After losing 7kgs of weight:
Me: "goals"
Also me when my tities got smaller due to the fat loss: NOOOOOOOO
Me: eating aggressively just to throw up
Tfw you hate yourself so much it makes you nauseous.
Tfw everything's your fault.
Tfw you're too afraid of death to want to die but highkey wish you never existed.
Yk tf?
i think im feeling it now
jst like u do
literally my healing era rn:
(im switching from being completely healed n from being on the verge of su1c1de <33)
Constantly switching between healing and complete self destruction
my intro !!!
charlie!!
they/them [non-binary, afab]
pan aroace [demiromantic+aceflux]
in a relationship!! my amazing dear darling wife: @vodozemacc350
teen [not comfortable w sharing my age, but my age range is 13-16]
4nor3xia, depression, anxiety, sh add1ct (cvtter) + other undiagnosed mental health illnesses (undiagnosed autism n borderline personality disorder)
im chronically ill, but i dont like talking abt it a lot
i talk a lot abt my sh n 4nor3xia, so if u feel uncomf w seeing that, block me, dont report
scene + indie
please use tonetags 4 me ToT
my dms r open, talk to me please TvT
u can ask if u want any of my other social
DNI LIST:
p3dos, z00s, any other ___phile (this is a kinda-dni, im ok w interacting w u as long as u dont say/do anything bad bcz i have trauma from multiple p4rapl1les i met in the past)
h0mophobes, r4cists, tr4nsphobes, m1sogynist, ect.
ESPECIALLY trump supporters
fandoms:
arcane
mouthwashing
pjo
hp
icp
fear street [both books n movies]
mlp
sally face
scream
+ many more that i dont remember rn-
my 4n4 info!!
hw/sw: 45 kg
cw: 44.6 kg
gw1: 42 kg
gw2: 40 kg
ugw: 38kg
thatz it <3 bye ^^