I realised that i don't love him ,all i wanted was feel something.
POV : he made you laugh so hard you snorted and he was whacked in the face with the "oh, its them. I want it to be them"
dumbasss also doesn't realise you fell in love like a year ago.
i did this in 2 hours i can't express how much i was POSSESSED with this idea and the facial journey he'd go through. I am so in the court if "you fell first, but he fell harder" lane with leo. But in that way where it's not that he loves you less but in how hard it hits him all at once and he can't react to the intensity of it beyond the "oh, oh. OH. Oh okay. Yeah, no." and im going insane on this here day thank you
I love how Harry's first thought about Sirius when he looked at his parents' wedding photo with Sirius in it was "he looked so goddamn handsome, i like his smile", then when he met Sirius he was like "not as handsome as before but maybe bc he's a convict, if he gets free and I can go and live with him, maybe MAYBE he will become charming again and HOLY SHIT I HAVE A HOT GODFATHER????" Harry is such a raging bisexual.
And when he entered snape's memory, he just passed on james like "oh there's my dad, looking like me", "there's lupin, he's uhmmm... presentable?" "Oh that's petigrew yuck". BUT WHEN HIS EYES LANDED ON SIRIUS "OH MY GAWD GODFATHER YOU HAVE NO REASON TO BE THAT HOT, also his hair falls elegantly over his eyes sent me, woah so many girls looking at him IM LOOKING AT HIM TOO"
Harry saw Regulus' photo and immediately "meh he's okay, maybe it's the black gene thing but still, not as hot as my godfather"
Harry met Sirius when he used the ressurection stone is still one of my favorite. He looked at james and still "there's my dad, looking like me", "mom and her red hair is chef kiss", "lupin looks younger tho congrats", "OH MY GAWD GODFATHER YOU STILL LOOK HOT- I MEAN TOO HOT FOR A MAN IN 22s BUT GODDAMN YOU'RE LIKE A MICHELIN MEAL, ALSO THE WAY YOU WALK? PERIOD."
Yeah just Harry's raging bisexual thoughts and his Sirius-beauty-standard bar he uses to describe everyone. It's like- man looked at Sirius once and his mind kept thinking about how could a man be that gorgeous.
MY HEART
No 🥺 Veltins-Arena, Gelsenkirchen, 31-07-2024 @iinchicore
To be clear
requested by ducky-is-dead-inside
anyone up to kiss and cuddle and fall asleep in each other's arms as friends
I feel this on a spiritual level.
staying up all night
being woken up early the next morning
I hope my followers don't expect anything of me, I'm only here to be insane.
I just want Diluc, why it's so fucking hard
I have a disease that makes me play video games