Ruf Rambles - Blog Posts

HELP- I HAVE SEEN THIS POST SO MANY TIMES, BUT EVERY TIME I SCROLL PAST, I STILL LAUGH AT THIS- 😭😭💀💀💀 /pos

this is so khori coded

like. look at the way he LOOKS AT HER!!!!! AGGAGAHEHEHEHHRHGGGH

I’m finally showing my recent Murder Drones art that I have drawn in the past few weeks.

Fun fact: after I fully watched Murder Drones, It has become my main and only current fixation at the moment lmfao- 💀💀💀

I’m really sorry if you might have followed me for something else. The things that I’m currently interested in changes constantly and I don’t have a consistent thing that I dedicate all of my art on. So you’re probably not gonna see any Tadc content until I get burn my self out with MD or episode 4 of Tadc comes out lmao- 💀 Also for my SaD stuff, I have no idea when I’m gonna get back into that, so I’m also really sorry for the people that followed me for SaD as well lol. 😭💀 /gen

OOOKAYYYY I’m gonna stop yapping now BYE-

I didn't get to post this here yet.

Fun fact: this is actually my first ever attempt at "properly rendering" a drawing in my entire art journey so far.

I'm honestly really impressed with myself with this.

For instance, here is a not too old drawing of also Jax from December 1st, 2023:

I'm putting the drawing under the cut cause it's CRINGE ASF-

And to think I was struggling with even just simply shading something not even a full year ago... holy SHIT I'm proud of myself.

That's it bye lmfao-

I'm gonna share my LGBT headcanons for the tadc cast bc I'm bored and I apparently have nothing else better to do. 💀💀

Please be nice about my opinions btw, I don't wanna start drama- 💀

Pomni:

Bisexual and Demi-Aroace

Pronouns are (She/Her)

Ragatha:

Leabian

Pronouns are (She/Her)

Jax:

Pansexual

Pronouns are (He/Him)

Gangle:

Polysexual

Pronouns are (She/Her)

Zooble:

Genderfluid, Agender, and Lesbian

Pronouns are (They/Them)

Kinger:

Straight Ally

Pronouns are (He/Him)

Caine:

Aroace

Even though my favorite tadc ship is Showtime, I don't ship Pomni and Caine romantically in my canon. They are instead just friends! ^^ (Platonic Showtime LESSGOOOOOOOO-)

Pronouns are (He/Him)

I have a mini theory that I just thought of now…

At some point in the show, Pomni could form a friendship with Caine.

The way that my thought process is going is that since it is already implied that Pomni is a very sympathetic person, and has said to Gummigoo in episode 2, “I guess I just don’t want you to feel like you’re nothing… I don’t want anybody to feel like that.”

Because of this particular quote that she said, I think it wouldn’t be impossible for Pomni to sympathize with Caine with his problem with feeling like he’s bad at the only thing he’s good at. This implies that he thinks that he is not good at anything. This could lead up to the topic of someone thinking that they are useless and good for nothing.

So basically what I’m saying is that we could have some kind of platonic Showtime in the canon story. This could be in the form of an emotional comfort scene like with Gummigoo in episode 2, or even just a straight up friendship.

At this point in the show it has already been heavily implied that Caine is the thing making everything dysfunctional in the circus.

Even though it is very unlikely that my dumb little theory basically about platonic showtime that could happen in the show just because I’m desperate for more Showtime content that I can actually view because I’m a minor will become an actual scenario, but It’s still a cool thing to think about I guess lol.

If you have come to this point in my insane rambling, thanks for reading my thoughts!

They are for each other

Aw he’s a lefty.

Once again, I’m bored so imma give you a random lazily rewritten version of an SaD one shot I wrote a year ago. It was originally a comic but I’m not comfortable with sharing it.

TW: Contains angst, hurt/comfort, and probably cringe.

Btw just a few fyis, “Noah” is one of the ghosts of the missing children if you were not aware. The missing children in SaD are not the same exact kids from the original fnaf. I’m apologizing in advance for my terrible writing skills. I re-use worlds like “said” and “asked” way too much. Also I made Springtrap have claws because I said so.

Anyways here it is.

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It’s almost 6 o’clock in the evening, and Harry was strangely not home from school yet. Springtrap’s separation anxiety has recently been getting worse due to his abandonment issues, and he was starting to get a little anxious. “How is Harry still not home yet??” He thought to himself. Noah was looming over Springtrap’s shoulder as usual. “You’re worried about him aren’t you?” Asked the ghost. “N-No…” Springtrap replied. Noah chuckled. “You're such a liar.” Springtrap turned around and gave Noah a very annoyed look. “Whatever…” Said Springtrap. “Chances are he probably forgot about you like Deliah.” Noah said. Springtrap visibly flinched. He remembered the time he almost hurt Deliah. This instantly triggered a panic attack. “NO HE DID NOT!” He yelled at the ghost. Noah giggled. “Wow… you’re that in denial that you’re refusing to believe that sometimes people don’t like you!”. “Shut up!!” Springtrap’s claws dug into face as he panicked even more. Just as he was overthinking everything, he heard the front door crack open. “Hey, Spring! Sorry I’m back so late.” Harry said, standing in front of the door with his backpack in his hand. He tossed his bag aside. He was going to explain his reason but was cut off by Sprigtrap hugging him. “Please don’t leave me alone that long again…” he said. Harry regained his balance and hugged back. “It’s okay… I won’t.” He replied. Springtrap suddenly burst into tears. “Hey, Hey, Hey! Wait! There’s no reason to be upset! I’m home now.” Said Harry. Springtrap could barely speak. “B-But I- I was alone… I was panicking!” he said, crying harder. “Stop being stuck on it. It's over.” Harry replied. They both pulled away. Springtrap sat down on the floor at Harry’s level and avoided eye contact. “Hey, look at me. You're okay now.” Harry reassured. Springtrap sighed. “I’m sorry…” “Don’t be sorry! Just calm down.” Harry replied. Springtrap wiped the tears off of his face. He sighed. “O-Okay…”

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Thank you for reading my dumb story lmfao

I’m bored again so imma explain my SaD light ending continuation/au.

TRIGGER/CRINGE WARNING: This story will contain a little bit of swearing and A LOT of angst, hurt and comfort.

This story only focuses on Springtrap and Harry. The main story line will be focussing on Springtrap moving on from the events of the story in the original comic. It will probably not have that many chapters but I’ll try to add as many as possible.

DISCLAIMER: Deliah and Nick are not going to be included in the story. Their side of the story has basically come to a close so I won’t be continuing it any further. Why? Because I don’t want to.

•Character info•

ANOTHER DISCLAIMER: All of the personality traits for the characters are based off of head cannons or theory’s from analysis.

Springtrap

Like I said in this post, Springtrap is depressed from losing Deliah’s friendship. Just like in the light ending in the original comic, Springtrap agreed to stay at Harry’s house instead. Over time, Springtrap became extremely sensitive and very anxious all the time. He has breakdowns more often, and his abandonment issues and self esteem gradually got worse. He lost all confidence in himself and is basically always crying. All his life he has never shown any sort of weakness to anyone, so he is especially embarrassed about crying in front of someone. He constantly hides his emotions and shuts down a lot.

•Personality•

Even though it obviously doesn’t seem like it, but he secretly is a very big goofball and can have a sassy attitude at times. He does get angry and frustrated very easily though. He has a very small amount of ADHD but was never treated or acknowledged for it when he was alive. (Don’t ask how that works lmfao. This is fnaf logic we’re talking about here. Half of the actual fnaf lore technically doesn’t make sense anyway)

His text will look like this when he talks.

Harry

Harry is very worried about Springtrap and wants to help him. (I don’t really know why he cared so much in the first place in the original comic but I’m just gonna roll with it lmao) He’s not much of a comforting type, but he tries his best to calm Springtrap down during a panic attack or a breakdown.

•Personality•

He has a very chill personality. When he’s really excited or happy about something he does his usual thing of acting cool about it. He doesn’t really like to show off the other side of his personality, but when he does, he can be sarcastic and a bit of a smart aleck when he jokes around.

His text will look like this when he talks.

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Would anyone even read this story anyway?? I don’t even know if I’m gonna post it on tumblr yet, but really want to though so I guess I will. It’ll probably be on my Wattpad too if I get the chance to post it there. (I’m really sorry for some reason I can’t figure out how to share my Wattpad account so I can get the link. If I find out how later I will link it) I am aware that I can post it on AO3, but I don’t have an account there and I don’t want one.

Thank you for reading this.

Uh- It’s currently midnight. I literally started writing this post at like 9 O’clock tonight. This took way too long lmao.

TRIGGER/CRINGE WARNING: cringey angst and a lot of annoying yapping about character analysis and character writing.

If you’re naturally very impatient I suggest scrolling off because there is a lot of text to read. I’m a huge nerd and I really enjoy character analysis. I’m not sorry

>:3

I’m bored so I’m just gonna do an extremely small doodle dump of SaD Springtrap stuff.

Now for the explanation and analysis.

DISCLAIMER!!! This is all my PERSONAL OPINION!!! I’m not trying to change people’s minds about stuff. I’m just sharing my thoughts.

Sooo… basically I like to put a lot of unnecessary angst on this dude lmfao. In my continuation/au, I wrote Springtrap to be depressed, anxious and sensitive because I wanted to make him act like he feels guilty about his past.

In the actual comic he sometimes feels guilty about his past and then he switches to not feeling bad about it and is instead proud of it. I noticed a pattern of him going back and forth. tbh when I first saw the comic I was very confused on where the direction his character was going. Like- “are you redeeming him or are you going to continue portraying him as a villain??” His situation kinda reminded me of an anti hero. It still confused me a lot at first though lol.

So basically the short answer is that;

I rewrote Springtrap in my au to actually show remorse because I thought it didn’t make any sense for him to switch back and forth from evil to good. Unless he was intended to be an anti hero or something idk.

I also wrote Springtrap this way partly because I personally thought that he can’t be extremely remorseful at the same time as proud of being evil. It just didn’t make sense to me. I could honestly go on for hours about how his character writing kinda sucks. So here’s how I see the rules for character arcs;

For example, if you want to make a character have a redemption arc, first, they are completely on the evil side. Then, throughout the development and the story, they slowly move closer to the good side by constantly contemplating their evil choices and gradually start to feel guilty and regretful about it. Here is where the mistake occurs;

You can’t make the character turn good, but at the same time, making them feel proud of being a villain.

For a villain arc this is vise versa.

If you reached the end of this post and actually read it, I genuinely thank you for listening to my thoughts and opinions. I would love to hear yours!

This took so long to write help-

Edit: I just realized I spelled “Awkward” wrong lmaooo.