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Esa parte sinceramente me asustó. Yo realmente creí que el mundo se iba a acabar. Quiero decir, quien va a jugar un juego sin una historia que contar? Que va a pasar después de cerra la última página? No sabía que pensar, pero lo que si que era verdad, es que para bien o para mal este ciclo loco debía acabar. No podía rendirme, no debía rendirme, y parece que nuestro pequeño mascarita sentía lo mismo.

Y luego tenemos a Scarfboy que no tiene ninguna idea de lo que está pasando. Apenas despertó y ya le anuncian que se acerca el apocalipsis. F por Scarfy.

I love this.

We're all clones, Timbolt did NOT die and there is a clear explanation, and uh-

If we stop this hero cycle the world ends.

Now there's some stakes!

I'm a fan of when the stakes to begin with seem to cut and dry and 'expected' and we get a shift toward the end that reveals much more real stakes.

I don't have some in-depth look at the pros and cons or nothin', I just think if a game has 'fair' stakes (Defeat the big bad because the good guy sword said to and promised riches! Okay that's fair!) but then goes and flips it on its head for real dangerous stakes, I dig.

Kinda like when a game goes "There's a big bad!... no wait a bigger more evil bad that's actually caused very real damage to the world instead of just a threat!" You're willing to invest on the big bad, but it's nice when the bigger bad appears and adds 'real' consequences to failure.

Is it obvious I have more or less woken up and started playing a game without letting my head declutter? lol.

Stag Confession: The Realization

It wasn’t long after I caught her cheating. We were sitting in bed, talking about the affair, and figuring out how to work things out. Out of morbid curiosity, I needed to know exactly what had happened between them. I wanted to hear every detail. Kat didn’t really want to tell me about it, she said she didn’t see the point in dredging up the past if it was over. I insisted. As she related the story of how she met him in the parking lot at Walmart, and told me how she sucked his cock in the front seat of his car, I found myself completely aroused by hearing her tell the story. She kept asking me if I was sure I wanted to hear the details, and I said yes...that I needed to hear all about it. At one point, as she was telling me how big his cock was, and how she gagged on it when she took him all the way into her throat, I had to reach down and adjust my hard-on in my pants, as it was getting uncomfortable. 

“Do you have a hard-on?” she asked. I shrugged and said yes, that I was strangely turned on by hearing her story. “That’s kinda fucked up, don’t you think?” I shrugged again. 

“I guess so, but hearing you describe yourself sucking cock is fucking hot. I can't help it. I never told you before, but whenever you used to mention your old lovers, or tell me about past sexual experiences, I got hard then, too.”

“That is REALLY fucked up,” she said with a wry smile. “You may not have told me, but I knew you got hard when I told you about Ed. That was obvious...we were naked at the time and I could see your reaction.”

My cock twitched just thinking about that story. I rubbed myself through my pants, and I could feel the precum leaking from it in my underwear. “Yeah, I figured you chalked that up to me being ready for round two.”

“No...I could tell it turned you on to hear how huge he was.” She was right. Ed was the one lover from her past that I would give my left nut to watch fuck her. She described his cock to me one time when I’d asked which of her exes had the biggest cock. She’d asked me if she was limited to exes or just the biggest cock she’d ever had. Ed had been a one night stand, so she didn’t really consider him an ex.

“Would you tell me about him again? I'm not sure why, but I think I’d like to hear that story again right now...” I said as I absent-mindedly stroked my cock.

“Sure. But why don’t you lay back while I tell you about that night,” she said as she moved my hand from my lap and began gently stroking me herself. “It was my freshman year at college. My roommate Aimee was trying to date this guy Steve, and he’d invited her to his house for dinner. He was a senior and lived off campus in a rented house with another senior, named Ed. Aimee asked me to come with her and we’d do a ‘double date’ dinner. The boys would cook, and we’d bring the wine. I wasn’t too happy about the fact that I’d never met Ed, but she was my roommate, and I didn’t want her to have to go alone.” 

As she unbuckled my belt and began to unzip my fly I said, “You can skip the dinner and get to the best part if you want.”

“Oh, no...you’re going to hear it all again. Help me take these off.” I hooked my thumbs under my belt and lifted my hips as I shucked off my pants and underwear in one pull. She took my hard cock in her hand and began rubbing in the precum that had accumulated. Her hand stroking my cock made squishing sounds as she pumped it. “When we got to the house, Ed met us at the door and invited us into the kitchen, where Steve was making pasta. Ed was about 6′4, and handsome. He was broad-shouldered and toned, but not jacked. He had a really nice smile, and the brightest blue eyes. The first chance I got, I whispered to Aimee that I was glad she’d asked me on the double date. We sat in the kitchen and opened the box of wine. After a few glasses, I was feeling a little tipsy, but I recovered myself as we ate dinner and I got some food in me. Aimee and Steve were seriously flirting all night, and I was glad things were going well for her. Ed was trying really hard to be charming, but I didn't really feel a strong connection with him. He was cute, and had a really nice body, but I didn’t really see it going anywhere.” My cock was throbbing as Kat stroked it gently, not jerking me off...she wanted me to last for the rest of the story...so she just gently stroked me as she spoke. I reached out and touched her breast, and ran my fingers over her t-shirt to feel her erect nipple.  

“After dinner, Aimee asked if she could use the restroom, and Steve said he’d show her where it was. They disappeared down the hall, and Ed and I made small talk, with a little flirting on the side. When they didn't come back after ten or fifteen minutes, Ed and I figured we knew what was going on in there. He made a pretty lame pass at me, basically asking if I wanted to go into his room while they were getting busy in Steve’s. I hadn’t really considered it, but I figured ‘what the hell, he's cute...why not?’ and moved closer to him on the couch so we could make out. If he was a good kisser, I thought, maybe I’d go inside with him and see where things went.” At the thought of her leaning over to kiss Ed, and picturing her lips touching his, thinking about her arms wrapped around him while he groped her perky young boobs, and knowing what was coming next in her story, my cock pulsed again as more precum flowed from the tip.

“When I ran my hand across his chest as we kissed, he rolled toward me and leaned on top of me. He was a decent kisser, and his hands were all over me. I wrapped my arms around his neck as we made out, and one of his hands moved down to my thigh. He started to go for my crotch, and I pushed him off, but he was persistent. I opened my thighs a little, and he rubbed me through my slacks. It felt nice as he kissed me, and when he reached up to go under my waistband to touch me, I didn’t resist. His fingertips found my panties, and slipped under the fabric, over my trimmed pubes, and followed the heat to my vag.” I was harder than ever now, and felt like I might cum at any second. I tried hard to think of something else, like baseball or my bank balance or the fact that the fireplace needed cleaning, but I couldn't concentrate on anything other than her voice, telling me how his fingertip slid over her clit and found its way inside her tight pussy. Hearing her imitate the moan she let out that night so long ago, and hearing her describe how his second finger slipped in alongside the first, and how he wiggled them inside her, driving her wild on the couch, was driving ME wild. I begged her to stop stroking me, but she kept going. 

“Since he was fingering me, I figured I’d reach down and at least rub him while we made out. As I felt past his belt buckle, I found the bulge in his pants, and followed it down his leg...he was HUGE. I didn't know exactly how big...but I knew I’d never felt anything like it before. He was semi-hard, and it went almost to his knee before I reached the tip. He stopped kissing me and asked if I wanted to go into his room now. I nodded as I felt the length and girth of his half-hard cock.”

“I love this next part, but you’re going to make me cum before we get there!” I pleaded. She grinned again as she stroked even faster, and I exploded in her hand, shooting cum everywhere on her, me, and the bed. “God damn it! I wanted to last until the good part.”

“Don't worry. I’m not done yet,” she whispered, as she leaned down and kissed the tip of my cock, which had already shrunk to its flaccid state. She took me into her mouth and sucked gently, and the feeling of her tongue teasing the supersensitive head of my dick made me jump. She stopped moving her tongue, and just held me in her mouth, as she caressed my thigh. She spotted a glob of cum on my belly, and released me from her mouth, as she licked up the cum and showed me her tongue, coated in white jizz. She leaned down again and sucked gently on my cock, as she swallowed the cum in her mouth. After a few minutes, my dick began to stiffen, and she sat up again, holding me in her hand and helping me get hard again. 

She continued her story, “We went into his room and sat on the edge of his bed. We were making out still, and I was stoking his cock (like this) through his pants. I wanted to see it so badly, but I wasn’t sure if I could handle it. It felt so freaking big,” she teased, as she rubbed my dick back to life. She was going to do everything in her power to tease me as she told me about the biggest cock she’d ever fucked. “You know the big dildo we have in the bag in the closet? Not the 8″ one. Not the big, black, 10″ one. The really BIG one. The one as long as your arm. The one I can’t get my hands around. The one with the head as big as a baseball. Do you know that one?” she teased. I nodded my head slowly. “Well, he was bigger than that! I was honestly frightened by it when he pulled off his pants and his half-hard cock stared me in the face, its purplish head right in front of my mouth. He’d fingered me a little, and I was pretty wet, but there was no way my 5′0″ frame was going to handle over a foot of man meat.”

I was writhing beneath her touch, as she described the gigantic cock she’d once had, and my heart was racing with excitement. “I tried to get my hands around it to stroke him, and I literally couldn’t get them all the way around it. I rubbed his precum around his head, and he began to get harder. It wasn’t like most other dicks I’d had before...they usually curve upward when they’re hard, but his was so big, it was like it couldn't fill all the way with blood, and it bent downward slightly when it was fully hard. It was just. Frigging. Huge. I was shaking as I told him I didn’t see how he could possibly fit inside me. Clearly, he’d heard this before, and said he would be OK if I just blew him. So I licked his head and tasted his precum. It was thick, and warm, and salty flavored. I licked his head and ran my tongue around the circumference of his giant tool.”

My cock was throbbing again as she described her mouth’s “first contact” with Ed’s massive cock. She demonstrated how she licked him by running her tongue around the head of my cock. “Kind of like this,” she said, “but he was SOOOO much bigger than you. I’m telling you...it was MASSIVE. I tried to get my lips over his head, but I couldn’t open my mouth wide enough. I could only get about half of his head into my mouth. I flicked my tongue on the tip of his cock as I tried to suck him, but my jaw just wouldn’t accommodate him.

“So I stood up and slid off my slacks, and he reached out to help with my panties. When they fell to my ankles, he slipped his fingers inside me again, and my knees buckled as he rubbed my g-spot. I was wet now, and my pussy was quivering. I wanted him, but I was scared.” She leaned down and deep-throated my cock easily, and continued, “there’s no way I could have done that to him.” 

I knew what came next in her story, and I wanted to hear her tell me again. I’d jerked off to the memory of this story hundreds of times...and here she was stroking my cock as she was telling me the story once again, but this time making me a part of it as she rubbed and licked and sucked my dick. “He laid me down on the bed and got between my legs. He fingered me some more, and licked my clit. I was so nervous, I wasn’t sure I could cum, but he was certainly trying hard. I was dripping wet from his saliva and my juices, and my clit was swollen and sensitive. I wanted to cum so badly...but I couldn’t. I guess he decided I was wet enough to try though, so he knelt between my legs, and I asked him about a condom. He shook his head, and said they didn’t fit. I asked him if he had any to try, and he reached over to the nightstand for a magnum sized rubber. I tore the package and put it against the tip of his cock. As I attempted to roll it over the head, it ripped as it got past the ridge of his purple knob. I was on the pill, and it wasn’t the first time I'd be having sex without a condom, but I usually dated the guy for months before that...”

“I know...it was over two months before you’d let me cum inside you when we first dated. I loved the first time I came inside you flesh to flesh.”

“Shhh,” she whispered. “I’m in the middle of a story. Let me continue...

“So I threw the ripped condom on the floor next to its wrapper, and told him to pull out when he came...if he could even get his cock inside me. He grasped his cock about mid-shaft, lining up the head with my tight pussy. I reached down and wrapped my fingers around the head of his giant cock, and rubbed it against my clit. He let me use him as a dildo for a few minutes, but the urge to get his dick wet was too strong, and he started to line up with my hole again.”

“Oh my God, I love this part...” I mumbled. She grinned and said, “me too. It was AMAZING.” She let go of my cock, and licked her palm, coating it with her saliva. She made a circle with her thumb and forefinger, and slowly lowered it onto my dick so that she was holding me like a cow’s udder in her hand. “I wanted to feel him slip inside me like that. I wanted to swallow his giant cock with my pussy. I wanted to feel him split me apart with his massive tool.” She stroked me like that as she told me how much she wanted another man’s cock inside her. I was in heaven, and my heart was racing again. She pulled her hand away, and my cock was left throbbing as she looked me in the eye and said, “but he just couldn’t fit inside me...”

“We tried. We tried so hard. He had lube in his nightstand, and we tried that. He almost got the head inside me when we’d lubed him up with KY, and it was messy and slippery and felt wonderful, but he couldn’t get it inside me...I was just too tight for him. He laid on his back and I mounted him. He sucked my nipples and squeezed my boobs as I pushed myself against his hard cock, trying to guide it in myself with one hand as I pressed against it. But we couldn’t do it.”

“Tell me what happened next, but keep touching me...please!” I begged her as I pushed my dick toward her hand.

“I laid back down on the bed, and he started fingering me again. But this time, he had two fingers in my pussy when I felt the fingers of his other hand start to go in. Before I knew it, he had two fingers from each hand inside my wet pussy, covered in KY and stretching me to my limit. He was fucking me hard with his four fingers, and I began to feel the first stirrings of an orgasm. Finally! His hands were working in and out of me relentlessly, and the heat from my pussy emanated throughout my belly, my thighs, and then on throughout the rest of my body as I came violently from his touch. I needed to be filled by his huge cock, and when my body had relaxed and my orgasm subsided, I got on my knees and told him to try again.”

“Oh my God. I LOVE this part. Tell me more!” I begged, as she stroked my cock. 

“He got behind me, and pushed my shoulders down as my ass stuck up in the air. My face was buried in the sheets, as I felt him press the tip of his cock against my dripping pussy. I wanted him SOOO badly, and I relaxed completely, as my pussy felt his head pressing inward. I concentrated on relaxing my muscles and my hips. I completely surrendered myself to his cock, and I felt the pain of his head stretching me. I winced, and he stopped momentarily, but I made a gesture with my hand that indicated he should keep trying. He grabbed the KY and lubed up his cock again, then squirted some right into my pussy and stuck a finger inside me to spread the lube around inside. I felt him press against me again, and I pushed back on my knees as he grabbed my hips. He was stretching me more, and although it hurt, I felt like any second he might get past my lips and be inside me. I rocked back and forth against him, and felt his grip on my hips tighten, and he suddenly thrust his hips forward as the head of his humongous cock pushed past my lips and invaded my body. I bit the sheets and screamed in pain, as his cock stretched my pussy well past its limits. Just the head was inside me, and I felt like I couldn’t take even another inch.”

She was stroking my cock faster now, as she was getting excited herself about the story. I saw that she was touching herself with her other hand as he jerked my cock. “I tried rocking forward to get some relief, but he was inside me now, and wasn’t going to give that up. I really didn’t want him to, either, but the pain was as intense as the pleasure. He paused, and his hands caressed my ass as he waited for me to indicate that I was OK. He asked if I was alright. I gave the smallest of nods with my head as I grunted and pushed back toward him slightly. He gripped my hips again, and slowly, carefully, and gently pressed his hips forward. His shaft was still covered in KY, and now that the head was inside me. he was able to slip deeper inside me as he slowly pushed forward. The pain was subsiding, and I felt completely full. I didn’t think I could accommodate any more, when he pulled backward so that his head was pulling against my opening, and suddenly he thrust his hips forward and impaled me on his giant cock.”

She squeezed me hard as she said it, to imitate what Ed was feeling as his cock filled her tight pussy all those years ago. She was rubbing her clit faster now, and was getting short of breath as she continued to tell me of her biggest lover. Her brow was moist with perspiration, and she was rocking back and forth as she rubbed her clit and my cock.

“He thrust forward and I felt the tip of his cock slam against my cervix. It was a new pain, but I loved the feeling of complete fullness as his manhood stretched me wide open. He began thrusting his hips back and forth, forcing me against the bed, and I was yelping with pain and pleasure with each stroke, as he grunted with satisfaction on every forward thrust. I don't think more than half of him was inside me, but there was no place else to go. He was completely filling my pussy, and slamming into me harder and harder with each thrust. He slapped my ass hard with his right hand, and then he grabbed my hair in his hand, pulling my head back. My tits were flat against the bed, my ass high in the air, my pussy filled with his huge cock, and he was pulling my head back like a rider controlling a horse by its mane.”

“And you were loving every second, weren’t you?” I panted. She was pumping my cock wildly as she looked me in the eyes and nodded.

“Fuck, he was amazing! I wish he was inside me right now...I wish I could fuck him now. He was so fucking big...I need a big cock like his sometimes. I’m sorry, hon, but sometimes I just need to fuck a bigger, thicker cock than yours.” I reached between her legs and pushed her hand aside, as I slipped my fingers inside her. I put three fingers in and began fucking her with my hand as she continued pumping my cock. 

She continued, “He was pounding me hard, when I felt myself start to cum again. My legs began to shake and I was quivering all over. It sent him over the edge, and he quickly pulled out of me, grabbed his shaft, and stroked his cock as he let it explode all over my ass and back. I could feel the ropes of hot cum hitting me from my ass to my shoulders, covering me in his cum. I was still cumming myself, and my pussy was quivering wildly as my body shook in convulsions of pleasure.”

She began to cum from my fingers, and as she threw her head backward and squealed with delight, my cock began to spew once again, as I came hard and shot my second load all over my belly and covered her hand with my jizz. She leaned forward and collapsed on my chest, each of us still touching the other, and panting from our workout. “You really are fucked up, you know that? You really do like to hear about this stuff, don’t you?” I nodded and panted out an “uh-huh.”

“Hearing about you experiencing pleasure like that...getting fucked...hearing you describe how big he was...it's amazing. The only thing better than hearing about it would be to actually get to see it.” I couldn't believe that I had spoken the words, but in the heat of the moment, it just seemed appropriate. 

“Really? You wouldn't be jealous? After what we just went through with Tom?” she asked incredulously. 

“Do I look like I’m jealous? I just came twice listening to you tell me about the biggest cock you ever fucked...after getting a hard-on because you were telling me how you sucked my best friend’s cock. I think I could handle actually watching you fuck a big cock. In fact, I would REALLY like to do that.” 

It was after that day that we began talking about what we would later make into a whole new lifestyle for us. It wasn’t long before we embarked on a series of adventures, some of which you’ve read about in her stories. I love that she shares them with you. I just wanted to give you MY perspective and share how it all began for us. I look forward to sharing her with you some more.

---G

Jesus Christ is coming Soon!!!

The hard truth is, He is coming for His people whose Garments are Pure White, Spotless, Without Wrinkle, and Blameless!

Just recently I posted a picture depicting Jesus Christ and His character. I got a very large amount of likes and reblogs which I never got before HOWEVER some of these people who liked this post about Jesus had many perverted things on their blog along side vanity and Christian content!

"Not everyone that says unto Lord, Lord, shall enter into the kingdom of heaven but he that does the will of my Father which is in heaven." - Matthew 7:21

Evidence that you truly believe in Jesus is shown in your conduct! If the Holy Spirit lives inside of you then you should be bearing fruit and learning from Him! And living Holy! You will suffer trying, yes, but do did Christ suffer for us when He was crucified for our sins!

Listen, as long as we are breathing we still have a chance to get right with God!

If we confess our sins and forsake them then God will forgive us and we will be back in the path of life. If we sin again then we go back to the path of death! "He who endures unto the end, the same shall be saved." - Matthew 24:13 Amen.

Jezebel in the Greek is another word for false doctrine. This doctrine basically says "Your number one, don't let anything stop you from getting what You want! You be happy, you be glad, I (False Doctrine) will get it for you.

Revelation 16:15 (NKJV) - “Behold, I am coming as a thief. Blessed is he who watches, and keeps his garments, lest he walk naked and they see his shame.”

Y'all...Baymax is literally the nurse version of Castiel

Las marcas de mis manos, reflejo del tiempo. #hands #blackandwhite #myself #revelation #lights #shadows #water #shower #body #time #loneliness #reborn

i put it in tags, but; eerrmm... the magnus archives

anyways i think i can be trusted with an axe and should be given one for free

I felt like designing the four horseman, so this is the first I have done, Death.      (I know I’m starting with the last one, but I was really happy with the design so here it is)

“When the Lamb broke the fourth seal, I heard the voice of the fourth living creature saying, “Come.” I looked, and behold, an ashen horse; and he who sat on it had the name Death; and Hades was following with him. Authority was given to them over a fourth of the earth, to kill with sword and with famine and with pestilence and by the wild beasts of the earth.“

"Shek" is my favourite romcom. It has been since I was a child but I realized this just recently 💚

Jessie J - Price Tag ft. B.o.B.

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God or No God ? No God.

Well, No GOD !

no Existence no Love no Science no Atheism no Self no Facebook.

…so well then, GOD.

Lies Of There gods. Am sorry !? NO, but a god that tells me to do what's real to me differs not from a marriage that encourages me into a threesome or worse a gang bang.

Part 6: 🦾🐚As they swim through a narrow tunnel, a massive boulder shifts above them. Ren's quick thinking saves them, but the boulder blocks their path. Using his tail, Ren attempts to move the boulder, but it barely budges. Exhausted and frustrated, he wants to give up. 💔 #ObstaclesAbound

Part 7: Luminescent Coral Polyps 🌿💡 Just when all seems lost, Ren notices a peculiar coral formation pulsating with a soft, mesmerizing light. As he approaches, the coral polyps suddenly extend, creating a glowing pathway through the dark tunnel. The polyps sway gently in the current, as if beckoning Ren to follow their lead. Ren's mother, recognizing the coral's unusual behavior as a sign of hope, encourages him to trust in the guidance of the ocean. With renewed determination, Ren pushes forward, and the boulder slowly moves, revealing a hidden path. 💪 #GlimmerOfHope

Part 8: 🌋💥As they continue their journey, the group encounters a sudden underwater volcanic eruption. Scalding steam and ash fill the water, obscuring their vision. Ren, relying on his instincts, guides his family through the murky depths, narrowly escaping the burning debris. 😰 #NaturalDisaster

Renard the sea fox

Part 1: 🦊🎨

In a vibrant underwater world, Renard (or Ren for short), the sea fox, is born into a family of legendary artists. Despite having no limbs, he dreams of creating masterpieces. But his attempts to paint with his tail and teeth are met with laughter and mockery. Feeling defeated, Ren abandons his dreams, just like everyone abandoned him. 💔

Looking through old photos in my camera roll and realizing how far away they seem is actual growth therapy.

"I am moving forward out of a long and grueling period in my life to the better place in my dreams." 4/11/2022

Ceaselessly changing

When are we ready, grown-up, clever or wise? Is there a certain phase, defined by scholars of past ages?

Human societies are all about metamorphosis: we always want to transfigure into something we think is sublime. And we very often succeed in our efforts, however, this just opens our eyes to see how vast the unknown is. I don't mean it scientifically; it's meant to be understood in the most artsy way you can imagine, I'm not going to be pretentious though, I'm just in the mood.

The past three or four months have really brought a wave of revelations and I caught a glimpse of the magnitude of the lack of knowledge about grand things I have. I'm well-aware this is terribly confusing but it's difficult for me to put my feelings into words, still, I'm compelled to give it my best shot.

Returning to my greatly eventful time, I must admit it was not at all eventful. All it was is just a period of trying my wings, seeing if I can fly. But I can't, there's just no way I could challenge the gravity and all laws of physics. I mean this, again, in a metaphorical way.

I've read books that showed me a new side of literature, I've seen movies that changed my thinking about film-making, I've had conversations that introduced me to a more humane side that people tend to conceal and I've revisited my early infatuations and through all of these things I've come to realise a great thing. I'm much less like me and much more like you -- like the entirety of us, humans. Through these things I began to understand myself more and more, to appreciate the world and each person around me.

This is an eternally complex and beautiful world. We have so little time to explore it and yet, we can always return to anything and enjoy it as if it was the first time of trying it out. We're so very close to death. But it's okay. I don't mind it because I believe that I will have emptied what fate has in store for me till my last day on Earth and what else could I wish above that? Another life? No, I'll pass. But I'll gladly go to Heaven :)

I'm in love again. In love with the Spring, the Day, Learning, Words and Actions, Traveling and You. I hope you're reading this because I'm madly in love with you Baby :)

Apathetic Christians

As Christians we work in our church, we do stuffs, we do our ministries and we become busy in our Church/ Ministries. We know we do it for the Lord. 

Did You consider yourself sometimes doing works for the Lord but feeling tired of doing it? Just because you have to, you still do it. Just like the volunteers feeling like they are obliged by the work because they have to finish their task. We became apathetic Christians when we forget to come into the Word. 

what we are going to meditate and study right now is the book of Revelation 2:1-7.

“To the angel of the church in Ephesus write: ‘The words of him who holds the seven stars in his right hand, who walks among the seven golden lampstands. “‘I know your works, your toil and your patient endurance, and how you cannot bear with those who are evil, but have tested those who call themselves apostles and are not, and found them to be false. I know you are enduring patiently and bearing up for my name’s sake, and you have not grown weary. But I have this against you, that you have abandoned the love you had at first. Remember therefore from where you have fallen; repent, and do the works you did at first. If not, I will come to you and remove your lampstand from its place, unless you repent. Yet this you have: you hate the works of the Nicolaitans, which I also hate. He who has an ear, let him hear what the Spirit says to the churches. To the one who conquers I will grant to eat of the tree of life, which is in the paradise of God.’ (ESV)

The one who write the book of revelation is Apostle John which is exiled in the island of Patmos, these words was a revelation to Him while He is in the island. Jesus is speaking to the messenger of the church of Ephesus, whom were He has against them – they have left their first love.

Who were the called first love of the Church of Ephesus?

First let us read how the church of Ephesus grow.

We can see it in the book of Acts 19:1-10. This is the background how the Church of Ephesus started. The church were firmly taught by Paul from the Word of God for 2 Years and they are so on fire with it because of the Holy Spirit that is with them, that every people in Asia minor heard the Gospel.

Their first love is the Word of God, they grow in the knowledge of the Word, and “so that all the residents of Asia heard the word of the Lord, both Jews and Greeks.” Acts 19:10

In Revelation 4:1-7, let’s read and overlook what the Lord said in the messenger in Church of Ephesus

Forsaken The First Love (vv. 1-4)

Why they become Apathetic?

Church have worked, labored, been patient, did not work with those who are evil, revealed who are the false teachers/Prophets, and not become weary for Christ’s sake (2-3). But the was a problem, God is not pleased.

Are we like the Church of Ephesus working and laboring in our church or in our Job doing this things:

We worked, labored, been patient, did not live with the wicked, revealed the false teachers, and not become weary as Christians for Christ sake. We give our tights and offerings.What if we are doing these things but in the end we’ll going to hear the message of God as He in the Ephesus:

“I know your works, but I have something against you”

and we are going to ask why? what do I neglected?

If we are the church of Ephesus we will know that our first love is the Word of God.

Remember Where You Have Fallen (v. 5a)

“Works without the Word is still not glorifying God, therefore He is not pleased”

Where they have fallen?

The problem in Ephesus

“As I urged you when I was going to Macedonia, remain at Ephesus so that you may charge certain persons not to teach any different doctrine, nor to devote themselves to myths and endless genealogies, which promote speculations rather than the stewardship from God that is by faith. The aim of our charge is love that issues from a pure heart and a good conscience and a sincere faith. Certain persons, by swerving from these, have wandered away into vain discussion, desiring to be teachers of the law, without understanding either what they are saying or the things about which they make confident assertions.” - 1 Timothy 1:3-7, ESV

Their love for the word of God has Fallen. The church of Ephesus have lost their affection for the WORD OF GOD, they become apathetic.

Whatever we do in our workplace or in our ministries without taking the word inside our hearts, we cannot live it out in the world, in our workplace, and/or in our ministry; therefore God is not pleased for Christ is not in the center of all of our works because we forgot to involve the Word of God in our lives and therefore God is not glorified in all of these.

The emotion has lost, the affection for the word has lost.

“Works without taking the Word inside us is vain”

“Apathy in the Word is a loveless works”

How we should respond?

Remember

Remember is the first word of instruction in this verses. Consider your life with the Word from the beginning. Remember that you have fallen from the word of God and now you are living without taking it in your heart. 

Remember that in all of our deeds our heart for the Lord is the most important as we do those things, and we cannot do things for the glory of God if we cannot embrace the Word.

Turn Away/Repent

As Christians if we can see ourselves as the church of Ephesus, God is calling us too in repentance and turn away from our sins when we are far from the Word.

Do The First Work

The first work is to get back from the Word of God and embrace it, like how the psalmist says:

“I have stored up Your word in my heart, that I might not sin against You” – Psalm 119:11,ESV

Removing the Lamp Stand (v.5c)

Means that both in the near future and when Christ return, they would lose their status as a church and Christ would treat them like apostate Israel. 

Nicolaitans - Heretical Christians. (V. 6)

The Greatest Reward (v.7)

Eat in the Tree of Life which is in Heaven.( v. 7)

Like the Church of Ephesus some Christians hates the heretical Christians the unorthodox,  God considered those; we are also warned to remove their lampstand if they will not repent (it’s just mean that we are not a legitimate part of the church), and if we overcome we will inherit the rewards waiting for the church.

Taking the Word inside our hearts as we live it all out in our ministry and in everywhere we are is the work that pleases God, the Love that loved us first. In the end after all that should happen on earth has done we will face God and get the price we deserved aside from the eternal life.

We need the Word of God

Take it in, and live it all out

Revelation rides the wind

Like foam upon the waves

And I long to hear

What it has to say

But fear it meaning

The end of us