Relationships - Blog Posts
„i want to spend my whole life gazing into those eyes”
how do i prolong love?
it’s as if I poured gasoline on my heart
lit it up
and expected it not to burn out in an instant.
I want the kind of love that smolders,
the kind that may not be passionate,
but ever present, ever warm, ever burning.
come lie with me in the embers, dearest.
we can curl up on the coals
and burn together.
“I have fallen in love too fast for this to be anything but fate.”
A.M. {as always}
i want to feel the tingles of electricity shoot up my arm when you touch my hand; a simple act, that holds so much meaning. i want to feel the flutter my heart makes in its cage, as my name rolls off your tongue; the way you make it sound as if it’s the most beautiful word. i want my head to spin as the world around us begins to fade away, the moment your lips gently press onto mine; each passionate kiss carved into my memory. i want the love that causes a shiver throughout my body at the mere thought of you; the one that will soon make me fall apart without you. but, here i am, sitting alone in a crowded room, wondering if i’ll ever experience a type of love as ultimately consuming as that.
A.R. {the type you read about in novels}
any trace of you is burned into the back of my mind with the pen i used to write our love story
A.R. {all six hundred and thirty pages}
free
there are days where i can dream,
where your ghost doesn’t come back to haunt me,
days where i can find my own type of love and peace within myself,
and almost every sharp, broken piece of you has faded away with time.
those are the days i live for.
those are the days i can finally breathe.
- to all the toxic people i’ve endured
a.r.
fate
do you ever wonder that your soulmate could be in the same room as you
and you wouldn’t even know until the universe finally decides to intertwine your paths
- just a thought
a.r.
arguments with my Christian bf:
Him: you're going to hell for not believing in God
Me: Well I don't believe in hell so I don't believe I'm going there
Him: what are you going to do once you're dead and you meet God then?
Me: well I don't believe in him so I won't meet him
Him: but when you do he'll send you to hell
(this is the same bf who says he respects everyone else's opinions and respects my views O_O)
I want some platonic love yk?
I don't need a bf or gf I just want a close friend who gets me
someone who is close and touchy but we both know there's nothing more to it
I want to love someone without worrying that they think I LOVE them like I don't want to date anyone I just want someone to share this life with
I wish my boyfriend could be as devoted to me as I am to him. There’s nothing in the world I hate more than sending a message hours ago, him opening it and not replying and the popping online multiple times but not responding. I’d do anything for him and he won’t even text me back or realize that he hasn’t spoken to me in a while and message me. If I didn’t love him so much the relationship might be over. He knows if he can’t talk to let me know.
-kalika
Edge of Faith -kalika
star-crossed lovers series, pt.2
-kalika
star-crossed lovers series, pt.3
-kalika
star-crossed lovers series, pt.4
-kalika
A. Scarlet Heart
my heart’s now made of darkness,
I’ll play your game.
on my chest; draw a scarlet A;
I’ll take all the blame.
if you’re gonna brand me a villain,
I’ll light up this flame.
I’ll spark a match just to watch the
world burn in your name.
speak of the mighty devil, and she shall appear.
she’ll take everything from ya since you volunteered.
they say money’s the root of all evil,
but they’ve never met me.
I play with the devil’s advocate;
don’t dare bet against me.
get ready and heed my warning;
you ought to expect me.
a necessary evil, I had to become;
you will never forget me.
I will take you down with me to face hellish frontiers.
we’ll go to hell in a hand-basket to find what you fear.
I’ll summon my rebellious hellions,
and zip up my Reaper jacket.
I’ll melt and mix up magic to place
poison in your brass cup.
with threads of molten hot malevolence,
I’ll weave a flower basket.
rafflesias, wolfsbane, and monkey orchids,
I’ll lay them in your casket.
speak of the mighty devil, and I shall appear.
I’ll take everything from ya; for you volunteered.
you’ll go to hell in a hand-basket; I’ll learn what you fear.
you’re coming down with me to face hellish frontiers.
-kalika
I will never beg you to stay
When you and I know you’ll just walk away
…
first
twenty-third 🍁
twenty-eighth
LOVE, DEAR ABBY
If no one’s told you yet:
Hi
“Was none of it real, or was it real and you still left?”
- abby
There’s a statue of you in the gardens of my mind.
Even when I’m treated bad, I will continue being good. Because I have a heart of gold, and gold doesn’t rust.
-abby
At least I have my cat.
“I stand outside looking at the moon, thinking of you somewhere also bathed in its light.”