Re: My Art. - Blog Posts
“I believe in a lot of things. Hope. Prayer. We all have our own way of seeking comfort.”
a little portrait of how castiel looks in my destiel stanford era!au fic, “this gentle sin”! couldn't figure out if i liked the one with or without his cunty gold glasses, so i chose both 💛 he’s a gay and autistic religious studies major who pines after a man so deep in the closet he’s practically in narnia 💔 they get their happy ending, though!! even if it's a roller coaster beforehand LOL
dean’s portrait is coming soon, and then sam and jess are next hehe!!! :3
‘something’s wrong’, a disability with no name.
i’ve spent almost two years trying to figure out the mystery diagnoses that have been ruining my life. every test, imaging and lab under the sun has come back normal, even when i know it’s not. we have ideas, but nothing concrete. i’ve lost almost 60 pounds without meaning to. everything hurts. and all of this is… exhausting. i doubt what i feel because i have nothing to call it, and i doubt its importance because it could always be worse. and i should be grateful that technically, nothing is wrong, but something IS wrong, and i don’t know what to do with that, either.
i’m not sure how this piece ended up the way it did; maybe my brain needed to make sense of everything in a way that makes no sense. sometimes the body is a broken doll is a mess is a horrible thing.
“I believe in a lot of things. Hope. Prayer. We all have our own way of seeking comfort.”
As promised, a little Castiel candid from my Stanford era college AU, This Gentle Sin! If you’ve read it, trust that the rest of his walls have just as many artifacts, if not more-- and if you haven’t, well! I’d be happy to have you! 💛
‘one for sorrow’ (2025).
my first painting since i was a kid!! i’ve always loved magpies, though i painted it with my oc (named magpie martin) in mind. each of the shakespearen excerpts relate to her story in some way teehee :3
it’s not the best painting in the world, but i’m pretty proud of how it turned out!! the original digital rendering is below:
breaking the 66th seal. based off of cabanel’s ‘the fallen angel’.
been watching supernatural again lately and felt like drawing my spn oc, magpie martin!! everyone’s favorite psychic and my personal victim of the narrative. sorry for all that trauma baby but I appreciate your hope and unyielding optimism in the face of it anyways
‘cause when she loves, she only shows it through dead deer
a study on the unwilling patron saint of arcadia bay, heavily inspired by del parson’s “lost lamb”.
she-ra as a religion. she-ra as a sacrifice.
a little clothing/rendering study on everyone’s favorite ineffable angel ✨
Friends can mean a lot of different things.