Questioning Therian - Blog Posts

Man why does this owl have ears to pin, a muzzle and fangs to snarl with, why does this owl hiss and bat things away with small paws, why does this owl curl into a ball and rest their head upside down with their paws tucked under their chin or around their eyes, why does this owl jump from sudden noises with an arched back and a wild look in their eyes, why does this owl stretch out with the front limbs they shouldn't have after laying on their stomach.

What's this goofy owl doing acting like a cat.

This is legit right next to my birthday if I needed a sign this is it :D

HAPPY OWL DAYYY‼️‼️💥

Haha.. ha hahhah

While I may see other owls as my siblings.

This..

This, is me.

Not entirely sure abt this but I'm putting this out here anyways, may change in the future lol I see myself as a hybrid of sorts, part owl, part human, my 'soul' a combination of both. I have large-ish wings, a fantasy-like tail and digitigrade legs.

I've had dream shifts where I've had wings, I've tried to fly but something has held me down, but never ones where I've fully been a owl, never truly been free.

But I look at owls and see my siblings, my family. I look at other big birds like sulphur-crested cockatoos and hawk eagles and I see my cousins. All other birds are my friends or other distant relatives.

I am not a human or an owl.

I am a human and an owl.

obligatory intro post

hello and welcome! I go by bean/beans/beanos/Lee.

my pronouns are he/him, but I don't mind they/them. I am questioning my possible Therian identity! (Currently my theriotypes so far are white faced saki (confirmed), turkey vulture (confirmed), yellow edged moray (questioning), I'm questioning some type of feline) i am both a digital and traditional artist but I usually don't post my traditional art due to a shitty camera 😔 so I might post digital art here and there or TRY to get an ok picture of my traditional stuff, since I mainly do traditional.

Things I'm into (note: some things are definitely questionable, but obviously, I don't condone the extremities of some series/artists/characters or whatever that is listed that you may find concerning and/or offensive):

Games: Tekken, Street fighter, Final fantasy, Chrono cross, Parasite eve (my all time favorite game💖), monster hunter, Silent hill, call of duty, twisted metal, Pokemon, animal crossing, fallout, don't starve, Resident evil, Danganronpa, cry of fear, SCP containment breach (and scp in general), Homicipher, Metal gear solid, fear and hunger, Pikmin

Anime/manga: one piece, soul eater, Naruto, berserk, devilman, Shoujo Tsubaki, Litchi hikari club, chainsaw man, one punch man, Hellsing, lupin the 3rd, JoJo's bizarre adventure

Movies/tv series: Godzilla, Hellraiser, Star wars, Arthur and the invisibles, osmosis Jones, Hannibal (the NBC series if i remember correctly, also all hail Mads Mikkelsen lol), moomin, clone high, the alien movies, the predator movies, the alien VS predator movies, the thing (1982 my beloved)

Music artists/bands: Slipknot, Korn, Rammstein, Cannibal Corpse, limp Bizkit, Rob zombie, Ghost, Teenage disaster, Crystal castles, Melanie martinez, lustmord, Mr. Scoops (underrated guy, but sadly he deleted his YouTube channel from what I remember so thank you re-uploaders🙏)

Others I didn't feel like categorizing: weirdcore, visual kei, dai nippon gothic, Aztec mythology, all tomorrows, blood meridian, I have no mouth and I must scream, Junji Ito, Hawaii II, everywhere at the end of time, the mandela catalogue, the walten files, gemini home entertainment, local 58, Doctor nowhere, Trevor Henderson, urban spook, sanrio, squishmallows, Littlest pet shop

I'm also very into studying wildlife and nature/science in general.

If you wanna ask me about anything here or something off topic, please do! I don't mind questions of ANY kind. (Caution: you MIGHT need to use tone tags)

Many things here are subject to change or I forgot something, it's already quite long lol so this is all (for now maybe?)

i'm not gonna tag EVERYTHING but the ones I think are most important to me at the moment and other crap, see ya!