Throwback very nostalgic
He’s listening to his tunes :)
"I am missing you like candy...."
This song is bubble gum pop sweet & and self-indulgent. Every once in awhile its OK to treat yourself. 🍬🍬🍬
I had just seen it was dropped on Christmas along with this photo and I GENUINELY love this freaking photo it’s so cute and I really hope that at some point they bring multiplayer to the game because I want to create many new memories with the friends I have and I hope to run into many new people to become friends with this franchise means the whole world to me. It was my escape from a broken home.
I saved these photos a long time ago but it’s the only piece I have left from the website LBP.me before it had shut down.
My username was blazebrat98 and I often played on zula1970 it was my mothers account but if you recognize me HELLO! I miss you dm me! I will add you on discord or something 🖤💫
Wed, 22 Dec 2021 - 11:28pm -11:57pm
damn that
alliteration
decembers been kinda dismal ngl,
(take a shot every time you read a word beginning with d on this post)
feel like i’m in a daze, these past 5 days of christmas break have been lying in bed and listening to p!atd and maggie lindemann on repeat.
(productive i know)
it’s crazy to think i’ll be finishing secondary school within the next few months
i feel like i was robbed of two years of my life and it’s so weird because it’s like how can you feel nostalgic for something that was never there?
nostalgia in definition is
a sentimental longing or wistful affection for a period in the past
that’s not quite what i feel. i have a longing for a period in my past that never happened. i don’t feel wistful affection. i feel grief and loss for a time that never was. i’m almost 16 but i don’t feel that way. i feel like i lost what would have been two of the greatest years of my life and it’s like damn, 2020 and 2021 happened in a blur. where did they go.
(love that over dramaticness for me)
exams will be done and over with within the next 6 months, i’d like to make the most of that time inbetween studying to experience what i lost in that time stolen by covid.
NOTE:
i’d like to do monthly diary posts like these as something for my future self to look back on - from now on i’ll be including the date and times i started and finished writing posts at the top.
til next time ~Amimi
- cleaning your room and finding old souvenirs from places you’ve been, notes left in blazer and cardigan pockets - religiously drinking out of only the swirly straw cup you bought from the national space museum all those years ago - looking at old polaroids, trying to commit every blurry inch of the pictures to memory - reading old notes you passed in class back from when you loved him - reading your old text messages with him, laughing, crying and cringing, til tears patter onto your screen - thinking of better days, back then with them (and you) i felt inspired again today, i was cleaning out my room and found lots of old notes and pictures and spent an hour looking at them and thinking til i cried, kind of wishing i was the same naive 13 year old. looking back at my intro at the start of this page makes me happy and sad, even if i haven’t been the most active or followed user, i remember every single post i’ve written and what i thought when writing them, all the emotions. it’s weird and miserable and magical (get that 22 reference ;) yes taysway) until next time with all the love a person can possibly muster, Amimi
I miss when people would throw candy at me from parades; I'm far too old now, I get passed by.
To clarify, I am not asking for solutions, or getting upset at parade participants for not throwing candy at me. I am simply saying that I miss it.
monet - women with parasol ✶ tip jar • links
God I love this fucking game.
Nostalgia. Sometimes fills you with happiness and sometimes with immense sadness. In both cases, you get the urge to share or scream about it to the whole world and explain how those moments can never be brought back. Unless we've a time machine!
*sighs* Let's just live the moment and move on.
“Circa 1968″
Late summer evenings give the best feelings.