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I'M ABOUT TO GO INTO THE SHOWER, HALF NAKED. I CHECK MY PHONE. WDYM TOWNE WEEVILDOING REBLOGGED MY TATTOO 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥 i'm shaking i am very very happy and very very autistic OH MY!!!!!!! THANK YOU FOR MAKING SUCH AN AMAZING ALBUM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I am now 87% of my goal. I only have a little left. I will save my family soon. I am excited for this day.
My wish is for you to donate to me and for me to live a safe life while I have food.
what if i KILL you.
(post by a shadow milk FICTIVE)
so, AFTER seeing my crush redesign a sprite of aerself to fit what he looks like in headspace, i went ahead and did TRIPLE that, because i'm BORED! click BELOW to see my "redesigns" of my subordinates and i.. i guess.
the ONLY one that is BARELY any different from the ACTUAL source is black sapphire. meanwhile, candy apple and i took some LIBERTIES!
this is what sol AND the body's boyfriend (he is ALSO a system) had to say about what I look like. YES, i'm saturated. YES, i'm a faggot. YES, i AM proud!
and DO NOT, i repeat, DO NOT post this to ANY cringe forums! IT'S IN OUR BIO!! this is JUST what i LOOK LIKE! GO AWAY!
YES!!
it's TIRING not being able to fully remember your own voice, ESPECIALLY when you're in front for a long time! how do you think i FEEL when i have to look up MY OWN LINES?!
Do any other fictives ever rewatch a piece of source to "refresh" their inner voice? Or is that just a me thing
why is everyone going through the same thing (we have a shadow milk as well)
new headmate "just" (read: been here for a few days) dropped. it's shadow milk cookie again. yeah.
DON'T PUT YOUR TRIGGERS AND/OR PHOBIAS IN YOUR WEBSITES/PINNED POSTS/BIOS/ETC. FOR EVERYONE ON THE INTERNET TO SEE. ONLY TRUSTED PEOPLE SHOULD KNOW THAT INFORMATION, NOT THE WHOLE INTERNET. YOU WILL GET HURT!!! MEAN PEOPLE WILL USE IT AGAINST YOU!!!
anti-endos are weird as hell i swear. they'll take any chance to just like.. fakeclaim anyone. especially if they frequent fakedisordercringe or systemscringe. honestly it's kinda laughable. they think anyone who supports endogenics is automatically one themself, when that shit isn't true (take my boyfriend for instance, who is traumagenic and yet supports me wholeheartedly)
Days without an anti-endo thinking this blog is owned by an endogenic system and fakeclaiming: 0
not bro telling our mutual to get off the internet.. bro do that yourself 🔥🔥 no need for needless hatred you absolute fucking bozo
Girl you need to get off the internet
[ HELLO BLATENT HOMOPHOBIA DO YOU WANT A GOLD STAR ?? ]
btw happy miku day and happy birthday to my beloved boyfriend. sorry i feel like shit on your bday. love you dearly if it wasn't obvious enough mwah
— our full, very lengthy shipcourse stance (for our stances post).
this is more of a "rant" then a full-blown explanation, my bad.
for further detail on our "shipcourse" stance, we sometimes ship complicated ships or shipping dynamics, but we are against darkship and hate darkshippers ourselves. but we are also against most forms of internet censorship. yes, real life and fiction are different and should be treated as such, however it has been shown in media and studies that fiction can absolutely affect reality. think of jaws causing a whole decades-long panic of sharks and boosting the amount of shark poaching, or even pornography affecting how people (usually cishet men) think of their partners and what standards they hold due to porn consumption. any type of fiction can and will affect reality — whether it be someone's standards, morals, or fears. this also includes people who read, for example, lolicon material. if an adult reads such things without being mindful about their media consumption and gets off on it, it could potentially influence them to get close to a minor online or in real life, if it fuels their urges. if a child is exposed to media with incest in it, they could possibly be convinced that it's "normal," especially if they're already being abused by someone in their family. i've seen people admit that consuming that sort of content did make them think that it was normal.
long story short, be mindful of your media consumption and what you share with people. yes, you can write, ship, and headcanon what you want. but if minors get ahold of the internet and look at it — which they typically do, look at me for example — it could mix up their view of the world and relationships. however, i am fine with people writing these kinds of things if it's clearly not written to be "attractive." there is a clear difference between romanticized and realistic writing. i also don't necessarily mind if someone uses these things as a "coping mechanism." although, beware — it can instead numb you to these things when they happen in real life.
facts, logic, and my personal morals guide my idea about shipping discourse.
— our stances for this account !
we typically use the stance labels of oldqueer and hazardqueer.
this post will also include conversation of things that can possibly be triggering.
using the block button if something bothers you, unless it's valid to report. if it isn't grounds for a police report, just block someone instead of going to harass
here is also our full "shipcourse" stance, which is more of a rant than an explanation. this is for later in the list, but i'd rather put it here where more people will see it.
we are pro :
liom/mogai, and other microlabels, including ficto- and objectum (as well as posic)
contradictory labels
endogenic systems, created systems, and generally all system/plural origins
therians, otherkin, and alterhumans, including physical therians
alternative terms like chronosian, dissomei, desirdae, etc. as well as biid
self-diagnosis with extensive, informed research
being pro-active in your real-life communities if at all possible
reclamation of slurs that fit with yourself and your background
kink at pride events (as long as you keep yourself away from those who personally don't want to see it, or children)
paraphilias, and helping those with harmful or nonconsensual paraphilias that are trying to get help
supporting and seeing other peoples' viewpoints, as long as they are respectful, as well as nuanced conversation
supporting people and families from ukraine, palestine, the congo, and other countries that need freedom if you can financially
harm reduction, and the destigmatizing of people who use drugs
sex workers, and the people who rely on those kinds of jobs to survive in this economy and world
piracy and media preservation. we also hate billionaries
we are neutral on :
factkin (simply because we don't quite understand and haven't for a long time)
transids that do not include transitioning to another race, chronological age, disability/disorder, etc. (pretty much boils down to non-harmful transids. we think other terms are better, but we don't police language here)
the usage of "tulpa" as a term (we don't personally use it, and instead use thoughtform or other terms. however, again, we won't police your language)
syscourse (a lot of it is harmful. but a thoughtful, reasonable discussion of plural discourse is decent enough and sometimes needed to get your point across. just be kind to your fellow plurals)
we are against :
being rude to others for no reason
radqueers, xenosatanists, and harmful transids (including transharmful, transrace, transage, transabled, etc. this does not include transspecies)
consang/incest and beastiality in both real life and fiction (of course, people can write what they want to, but we are very against the romanticization of these things and absolutely prefer to not see it anywhere. to us, it's absolutely nasty and foul. and in real life, this shit is rightfully illegal! at least in america)
lolicon and shotacon material. refer to the anti-censorship thing, but to us, it doesn't matter if a child is fictional or not. those are still children, regardless whether they are real or not. if it "rids you of your urges," keep it offline. and especially keep it away from us
pro-contact for harmful or nonconsensual paraphilias including pedophilia, zoophilia, necrophilia, etc. and encouraging those types of paraphilias
most online censorship, although things such as csem, real-life gore (especially of children and animals), etc. need to be heavily monitored or outright removed. however, people can write what they want to write
terfs, radical feminists in general (even if they are "trans-inclusive"), "gender criticals," transmedicalists, system medicalists, and any group that focuses on gatekeeping and exclusivity
minors in kink or nsfw spaces online (for the safety of children online. we were heavily in those spaces when we were younger and it affected us for the worse. don't post nsfw if you are a minor — only keep your thoughts to friends around the same age as you that you know are comfortable with that type of conversation)
the idea of "personality disorder abuse." not all abusers are narcissists and not all narcissists are abusive. same thing with borderlines)
we will add more stances if needed, but this is it. this is going to be linked in our introduction post so it's easier to get to.
tell me about your interpretation of sollux. is there any hcs you have that are different from his canon appearance? (this is for the art exchange)
Thank you for asking! Thats very considerate!
Honestly i dont have many wild interpretations of him. uhh i see him as being bipolar(though im not sure that is relevant lol) i have this funny little headcannon that he buzzed all his hair off except his sideburns, which he left like three or so inches long, and his hair now is just what happens when thats grown out a bit?
If you want like suggestions or inspo i really like seing rarepairs, i generally enjoy anytime hes happy or just being a dork, Ooh i love his godteir if you want to do that!
Dm me if you need anything else? Id love to help if you want any other info(or if ive wildly misunderstood you here) hope this helps!
Ok ok ok
Around the time I first started this blog (like a year ago wow), I drew the beginnings of a comic with my 3 favourite Disney shows setting up a Christmas party
Here's the first picture:
It's bad, I see that.
But like, 2-3 weeks ago I got bored, and decided to redraw it.
Here's the new one:
Still not good, but I can see it's better.
I’ve improved! I never noticed this.
Side note, would you guys like if I tried (key word being TRIED) to redraw and finish the rest for the holidays? Just a question.
Tumblr is awesome because you can trial run invisibility like superpowers are real
This feels like some sort of creepypasta
Them: Shake what your Mama gave you!
Me: *stuffing my Autism, childhood trauma and cooking skills into maracas*
You know that feeling in a relationship when you skip first base altogether?
………..no? ………just me? ………….oki
Like-a so?
Preferred method of boiling?
Ingredients: people you don't like, comically large spaghetti noodles, comically large pot, water, salt
Pour water into comically large pot. Wait to boil. Sprinkle salt in. Stick people you don't like onto the comically large spaghetti noodles. Place people noodles into pot sticking up Jesus on the cross style. Wait for 2 days and voila. Boiled 👍
This time it is the idea about the second country.
English is not my first language, I write like a bot, don’t mind me :)
The second nation I made is the nation that has the best technology, inspired by France, Japan, South Korea, United States, Singapore and Germany.Its countryside is more of Asian culture while its cities and main land is more Europe, mainly France and Germany. (Yes, I took most inspiration from Fontaine in Genshin Impact.)
This has to be the roughest draft so far because its only based on my personal knowledge, feedback is needed.
Nation Name: Elyzium (Only a placeholder, can be changed if I found something more fitting)
Geography & Cultural Divide
Mainland & Cities – Highly advanced, influenced by France and Germany, with towering skyscrapers, cybernetic infrastructure, and an emphasis on art, innovation, and efficiency.
Countryside & Outer Regions – Have Asian influences, with traditional wooden houses, spiritual temples, and a slower, more nature-integrated lifestyle.
Climate & Terrain – A mix of rolling hills, futuristic megacities, and old-world villages. The capital city is a beacon of progress, while rural areas maintain deep-rooted traditions.
Key Aspects of the Nation
Technology & Innovation
The undisputed leader in science, robotics, and magic-tech fusion.
Artificial intelligence, high-speed transport, and sustainable energy power the cities.
Cybernetic enhancements and biotech research are common, with ethical debates over their usage.
The countryside is a contrast—while people have access to modern technology, they prefer to maintain a spiritual, nature lifestyle.
Culture & Daily Life
For the Urban Areas, I think it will be something like very fashionable, futuristic, and highly efficient. Mostly inspired by Paris, Berlin, Seoul, and Tokyo, with neon-lit streets, smart buildings, and an artistic culture blending classical music, cyberpunk aesthetics, and cutting-edge design.
Countryside will be influenced by Japan, Korea, and China, with a deep connection to nature, temples, and traditions passed down for centuries.
Cuisine blends European cuisine with Asian street food, making it a hotspot for culinary innovation.
A strong education system ensures that everyone is well-versed in science, arts, and philosophy.But high taxes ;-;
In my opinion, the people will probably have problems like:
Tension Between City and Countryside Populations – Will the countryside resist technological expansion forever?
AI and Cybernetic Dilemma – Are artificial beings considered citizens? Should cybernetic enhancements be limited?
I feel a little reassured that my attitude is still better than that of my drow matriarch.
I'm tagging @princefleabittenpersonal @petalpierrot @herearedragons and @exiledfrommars (Only if you want to, of course!)
Tagged by @girlvinland to do this quiz and this picrew, and these were my results!
Kind of surprising how close to true neutral I got all things considered lol. Less surprising that I lean closer to chaotic than to lawful though given the mindset I have of "laws should generally be followed unless they're morally wrong or working against the collective good".
I'll tag @telatire @alma-amentet @swallowtail-ageha and anyone else who wants to do it! :)
Who else is at the little caesars area rn?
If you are pls interact
Romanticize your agony :D
- Lie down on a dock and cry whilst the sun sets
- Regret all of your decisions leading up to that point
- Listen to early sunsets and desert song
- Dwell in guilt and shame
- Eat rice and hot dogs for dinner
When you write them a bunch of love letters but you keep them in your notebook so that no one will ever see them not even that one person 😍