My Ocs - Blog Posts
Hello hello!! I’m Jammm and I made this account due to the … stuff… on insta. I’m 16 years olddd and I’m from the Netherlands! I’m trying to focus on my OC’s and their world building but I really have to work out most plot points lololol. (Also I’m on artfight this year so drop ur @‘s! I’m trying to find ppl to attack:)))
An interlude in the short series I've been doing, instead focusing on when Rane first started realising her feelings for Sophia.
An important first
Very few occasions call for anything beside our uniforms, since they've become the main outfit everyone wears at the base, so the first time I saw Sophia in a dress was a couple years after her release from the hospital, the pale flowers dotted across the billowy fabric, her light brown hair blonde in the sunlight. I thought I had caught an illness when she smiled at me, that laugh bubbling out of her like the prettiest bell. I didn't understand what I was feeling, the way she made my heart flutter in my chest and the air catch in my throat, until much later.
When she tried to ask what was wrong, I couldn't answer, any words dying in my throat with a strangled whimper. My face burned as I looked anywhere but at her, though I couldn't tell her that it wasn't from embarrassment, or why I didn't want her to see it. I didn't know how to tell her that she was the most beautiful sight I'd ever seen, how I wanted to see her like this more often.
My reaction upset her, but I grabbed her arm before she could leave, my touch as gentle as a butterfly's wings. I didn't know how to explain the sensations she was calling, so I apologized instead and asked her to stay.
I spent that entire night trying to figure out my feelings, sleepless in pursuit of what ailed me. I spoke with the guys about it the next morning, only to end up flustered when Don decided to start teasing me. Sergei chuckled before scolding him, and took me aside, giving me a moment to calm down before asking me more questions about my ailment.
I answered honestly, that my mind was still picturing the way the wind blew her dress in such a way to hug her body, that my face catches fire at the memory of her smile and that my breath is stolen by the memory of her laugh. He asked if I've felt these things before, and it gave me pause. I went to say that I hadn't, but then I realized that I had over the past couple years, just never this strong before.
When I admitted this, my voice a soft whisper into the light of the rising sun, he gave me a warm, knowing smile. He ruffled my hair, chuckling as he told me that I wasn't sick. I asked him what the problem was, why I felt such odd things about my friend, and he just smiled, telling me that while I might see it as a problem now, I won't always feel that way.
art dump of drawings consisting of Theo + Monte (or just Monte) i did this summer but it’s them throughout their life as shown by Monte’s frequent hair dying
Kinda absolutely definitely hate this but still need to post to make sure ppl know I'm alive
IT'S SO UGLYYYY UGHHHHHHHHHHH
ooh the gays, I love them
I'll drop some random lore about this kiss. So, at the beginning of the story they were dating, but Núbia have some "angry problems" and she hate it. Nora is not a very sensitive person and she know about her girlfriend situation, but it continues being exhausting over time.
When Núbia realized that Nora was feeling bad because of her, she felt extremely guilty for making the person she loves bad, and being anxious and paranoid the way she is, she thought it would be better if they broke up and moved on, separated for a while.
At the end, Núbia didn't think about explaining the situation, which made Nora feel insecure, thinking that she had done a lot of things wrong. She felt very bad, both because of the unresolved breakup and because of being the person she loves. A few months later, Nora met a person who was very kind to her, which made her think she was in love with him, when in fact she was "transmitting" her love for Nubia to him.
At one point when she was talking to a mutual friend of the two of them, she realized the shit she was doing. She talked to her current boyfriend and he was very understanding (in short). When she went to send a message to try to talk to Núbia, she had already sent a message to Nora asking them to meet.
I won't explain much for now, but when they met, Núbia had her mouth in the right place and could finally speak on her own. She didn't even let Nora say anything and started explaining the whole situation and how she loved her.
Before she can finish, Nora pulls her into a kiss, where they are both extremely relieved and happy. They continue talking until Núbia's mouth returned to the right place (which was like, in the middle of the night), and as they were both almost falling asleep, they lay down and slept together, becoming a super cute and happy couple again.
(I won't tell why Núbia's mouth isn't in the normal place right now, I think I need to show you guys more characters before this)
An OC! I’ll draw more of Pico soon..
My OC ending with Class 1-A… my hero was my comfort show and Manga for like ever… really helped me and as sad as I am to say the End… I’m truly thankful for having the chance to watch it…
1 Meme = your oc
He misses her badly bro (my finger is dead)
Original meme
My art (as example)
New Redraw Challenge
Redraw your Ocs from THIS picture. i'll do my example later or not idk or idc...
Persona OC
"We're all mad here Alice"
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Name: Aylen De Los Santos, Age: 16, Birthday: May 4, Zodiac sign: Taurus, MBTI: ESFP, She/they pronouns
She's a very extroverted girl who speaks her mind and is very blunt to people she knows and people she doesn't know, tends to overreact and be dramatic at times but tones it down when she can, she also curses/speaks in Tagalog so some people think she's insulting them or something but she will clarify and apologize for offending them. She is multi-lingual she knows how to speak Tagalog, English, French, Arabic, Japanese, and Cantonese fluently for German and Korean she can hold a conversation but not for long.
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She uses his nicknames (Nene and C.C) when meeting new people as well she and Arakaki started doing this when [Redacted] passed away. She doesn't mind telling people her real name but she does it anyway.
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She has ball joints commonly seen in ball jointed dolls she got this from her dad for her hair and eyes she got those from her mom for her curly hair her parents think she inherited it from her aunts from the dad’s side since they have curlier hair than her dad's. She’s closer to her dad and her dad would usually be the one to accompany her and her brother if they have any school event or competition.
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Goes out a lot to hang out with friend/s or to spend time with her family she usually wears roller skates but will wear converse shoes or Nike shoes, and usually wears aesthetic clothing or outfits that match the places she's going to or staying at for a while. She tends to be seen in shopping malls with her mom or dad and sometimes her brother buying new clothes she'd donate her old clothes or give them to family members.
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Aylen has an older sibling her brother goes to college and is in a dorm and he usually visits on holidays or family events so she's mostly home alone since her parents are usually out for work or other stuff. Aylen treats Arakaki and [Redacted] like her own siblings and acts like an older sibling despite Arakaki being older he doesn't mind being treated like a younger sibling but Arakaki sometimes thinks Aylen acts more of a mom than a sister to him and her other friend group.
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Aylen loves to cook so she’s usually found in the kitchen making food and then eating it she saves some for her family thinking they would want some, cooks dinner mostly but when she isn't up for it her mom cooks dinner, sometimes when her mom might come home late from work Aylen is the one who cooks dinner her and her brother made sure their dad never cook cause the first he cooked for them was the last time. Helps her relatives for holidays, especially Christmas tho she doesn't like queso de bola but her dad does so she usually just gives it to him, she even bakes she usually bakes cupcakes and doesn’t like making cakes or pies cause she feels her skills aren’t good enough for special occasions, tends to make graham balls, cheesecakes, or halo-halo for dessert.
Aylen is an aspiring culinary chef she started cooking when she was 8-9 yrs/old with the guidance of her mom and cooking videos she finds she feels content knowing her cooking makes people happy and satisfies them she doesn’t mind taking criticism she welcomes it,
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When you meet her you might see her skating around or you hear loud laughing or a dramatically crying, or rarely singing in french or Tagalog she looks like your typical energetic girl tho her face looks more angry or irritated look to it, you'll see her with Arakaki or other friends rambling about something a bit loud but will tone it down when people ask her to she isn’t aware when she gets too loud sometimes, tends to be a bit naive or a bit of an airhead so people knows she’s not academically smart and their right she usually gets average on her quizzes and exams but perfect scores on her project.
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But other than that for some reason, it feels like she’s staring at you….but she‘s not looking at me why do you have this feeling other than that her guard is always up, knows when someone is hiding something and is good at sussing out details. And she somehow knows what's going on even if she doesn't look up from her desk which a lot of people are confused and scared about her....like she knows everything around her even when she's unfamiliar with the place. When she’s mad or irritated people tend to avoid her at all costs and only Arakaki and her other friends can calm her down……..
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“Did you hear?”
“About what”
“The girl Aylen”
“I heard she sent some of the boys in the other sections to the nurse's office cause they were making fun of her food”
“I heard she punched a guy who tried to touch her inappropriately, he even had to go to the hospital she punched her real hard”
“I heard she pulled a girl's hair for putting gum in her hair and she even cut her hair."
Even tho rumors spread, parents came to the school and complain their kids were injured for “no reason” she never got in trouble there wouldn't be enough evidence or the witnesses would back Aylen's alibi, she would have excuses sure sometimes the excuse doesn’t work but 1 week of detention isn’t that bad. Tho strangely some of the students never reported her almost as if she threatened them…..but hey no one knows for sure what goes on people just keep a repeatable distance from her and don’t cause trouble in fear.
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She may not look like it but she is physically strong and won’t hesitate to use brute force when it leads to that, she usually kicks more than punches but will switch if she feels like it, surprisingly athletic when she’s in the mood to do some would be seen playing volleyball or doing kendo with Arakaki, she’d even use her armis when she wants to spar. Tho as athletic as she is she tends to not participate in sport events and just stick to the side and watch, she doesn’t play sports or exercise often but she does walk their family dog and cat early in the morning before going to school or somewhere, her brother, dad or even Arakaki would also join her.
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Aylen also loves to perform shadow/puppet shows to tell stories or entertain her friends or the kids she babysits since kids love to hear wacky stories like she did, she started to do puppet shows for the first time when she had a dream and wanted to tell her parents but they couldn't visualize the character Aylen was describing so she made some puppets with paper and sticks and did a puppet show for them. (They still didn't understand but got the gist of what she dreamt of at least) and after that, she started making her own puppets and her own stories, Aylen does puppet shows to tell stories or just explain something to people in a more fun way she even performs a puppet show while she sings as well. Aylen also has a puppet where it somehow has a mind of its own and can talk but only Aylen and a few others can understand it.
Plays the ukulele and guitar and sometimes makes covers but never posts them she’d let her family and friends listen to, can also draw but it's more of a hobby so she doesn't take it too seriously she does it when she has nothing to do and because her therapist recommended it and she stuck with it.
Her bedroom is in the attic (took a lot of convincing to move her room) since it has easier access to the roof so she can star gaze and distress.
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[This section is just me explaining her abilities or powers ig]
"Imagination is the only weapon in the war with reality.”
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Pocket Dimension
Aylen has a pocket dimension she got from her mom, Aylen can grab stuff from her sleeves (like Ayato or Clara Valac) and she can even grab objects or living things out of her sleeves, pockets, bags, closets, etc. As long as she has access to anything with a space inside like a bag or sleeve.
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Snake eyes
Aylen can see things even with her eyes closed. What she can see is that everything is color black and people's outlines are yellow when she looks at people. Aylen can also see people's real selves or what they were in the past behind them she's looking at the person but also looking at their shadow "The source of the soul" as she says (for example a guy who looks nice and treats people well, and people think he's a real good guy, how Aylen sees him as a guy who's two-faced who gaslights people and takes advantage of people's weaknesses).
After the " Eye-catcher" killings she became warier of people and she started to use her eyes and other senses more because of the events, she might seem she isn't paying attention but she is you just never know it since she became more observant of her surroundings, she's developed trust issues so if you think she trusts you she doesn't she just does it to seem nice to new people, tends to be paranoid and overthink but tries to remain calm and she started to utilize her time and plans everything from A to Z (Like how Kokomi does it but in her mind instead of writing).
Her eyes can also roll around and uses it to her advantage to examine people more and to see which might be a threat, who she can talk to, or to avoid as much as possible or examine her environment making plans, and taking notes of where the nearest exits are. She sleeps with an eye mask her mom gave her when she sleeps without her eye mask people think she's asleep but she's really pretending to be asleep but is watching people who are awake. She also wears glasses cause she does open her eyes and she has to put on eye drops since her eyes can get irritated from time to time.
HATES it when people point sharp objects towards her god forbid next to her eye she might attack you for doing that.
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"Hey, dad?"
"Yes, pumpkin? "
"Could you tell me the story again?...please..."
".........ok...but this is gonna be the last time ok?...you know dad doesn't like this story"
Curse: Ang maharlikang anino (The royal peasant)
This curse was passed down for generations it started during the middle ages, the story varies from generation to generation but the story goes like this........
Once in a kingdom that has been long forgotten to time there ruled a King who only wanted gold and power and demanded respect from everyone and a Queen who always want the finest dresses, shoes, jewelry, furniture, etc. So people would shower her with compliments and always make sure people talked about her, and there was their daughter a Princess whose heart was gold unlike her parents and she would give up everything to please the people even if it cost her life.
One day when the princess was out helping the farmers her foot got stuck in the mud a peasant boy helped her out and even helped to clean her shoe the princess wanted to reward the peasant but the peasant said he wanted nothing more than bread so the princess gifted him bread the princess was intrigued by the peasant's request so after they both got acquainted and both agreed to send a letter to one other day after day night after night letter after letter they both started a friendship in secret the peasant even snuck into the princess's quarters at night to show her what the town is like.
Soon after that friendship became more they started a forbidden relationship and made sure to hide their tracks it work for a few years but then the King and Queen wanted the princess to finally marry one of the princes in the neighboring kingdom, horrified at the news they both made a plan to run away from the kingdom with what riches the princess has. But it was tricky since they realized the princess was pregnant which made things more complicated to plan.
When the king and queen found out they arrested the peasant in the dungeon, they tortured him and made the princess hear his screams of agony the princess pleaded for his released and let her be tortured but the king and queen had other plans. They accused the peasant of assaulting the princess and forcing her into silence and not telling anyone the people believed this story and harassed the boy's family the princess was forced into isolation and was more guarded whenever she goes out and was forced to be silenced by her parents to the point they threatened to kill her and the child she will bare.
Before the boy's execution, his mother had cursed the child the princess was baring and that the child and the child next to them will have a shadow that follows them and will bring fear and disaster to all who know them if their heart is filled with greed and hatred and the curse will never be broken.
Before the execution, the boy was well aware of what his mother has done so he cursed the princess as well but it was to counteract his mother's curse the curse he laid upon the person to be tamed to objects they desire and sealed from the eyes of people if the child's heart is filled with kindness and love even when they are struck with despair they would always find hope in the darkest times.
The princess went on to marry the prince of the neighboring kingdom unaware of the curse inflicted on her and her child, when the child was born the curse showed itself when the princess now queen was arguing with her husband it was tall, large, and it took the form of a woman in a gown but shredded with a crooked long neck but the head was a cracked baby porcelain doll. They soon found out who had cursed the child but couldn't do anything because the woman who cursed her was long dead now so they could do nothing but make sure no one sees the child's shadow, the king thought the child how to fear his own shadow and reflection showing him how if he's weak he can never succeed in life, but the queen thought him how to love himself for who he is even when he's weak he can be strong in his own way. The child chooses its own path in how to handle the curse and themselves...let's just say most of their ancestors chose to fear and hate their shadow most of them contained their shadow but it was only a few.
As generations pass so did the curse it takes the form of what the cursed feared or what they thought other people see them, or what their imagination thought it looks like. What is strange about this curse is that the ones who curse are random sometimes it'd be the oldest then the youngest, then the middle child, then the curse wouldn't even be passed down to the kids. If the cursed one usually seals their shadow inside something they don't have to look at every day or something that they despise, or it's an object of their choosing. Sometimes the shadow can take a physical form if they feel threatened or the cursed use them to protect themselves, sometimes they hide in the shadow of the person who is cursed and when people see their shadow they see the curse and the form of what the cursed sees them as there were no traces of the one who we're cursed to put seal their shadow in a thing that can move like a doll or anything so it was a shock when the shadow was sealed but was able to move freely in a doll or a puppet.
One story that's told is that of an ancestor they have who used her shadow to defend her kingdom from an enemy kingdom who did not go down without a fight she fought fearlessly with her shadow and became victorious at the end of it all and she showed her shadow not to shame it but to show it off some say it represents no matter who or what you have you can come out victorious in the end, some say it represents not to hide your flaws but to embrace it instead. But no one knows until now it's all interpretation.
Aylen was different instead of hiding away from the curse she embraced it unlike her dad, she treated it like an imaginary friend when she was a baby her parents gave her a doll that was colored black and white and looked like a jester that she kept grabbing on when they were shopping for new toys for her, so the shadow took the form of the stuffed jester, as Aylen grew up she loved her doll and her "imaginary friend" her dad got scared that the shadow manifested to early but he made sure to not talk to her friend too much and not to give it a name.
Aylen now treats her curse as if it was a part of herself like a flaw she chooses to show people sure she keeps it sealed sometimes but the shadow can move the doll or puppet so she doesn't have to, her shadows act like Dr. Facilier's shadow has a mind of its own can talk or report back to them, and even grab physical objects.
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Shadows of fate
Thanks to her curse she trained herself and her cursed shadow to their advantage, Aylen can travel/go through shadows to her benefit she can also sprint using shadows (like a Mona or Mobius sprint), and she can also see people's deepest darkest fears (using or not using her shadow) and use it against them and can even show them what it is when you see their eyes turn yellow with an upside-down cross for a pupil. She can also control other people's shadows like a puppeteer that controls their puppet but it depends on how the light is if it's too bright it might not work well (like Ruggie's unique magic). She can also appear out of nowhere example a dark corner like she's walking out of there even tho they saw her in the canteen it can also work to scare off people or to surprise attack people. She can also disappear and reappear like the Cheshire cat and appear as a shadow (usually does this to hide but mostly for fun )
The storm filled with screams
One trick she never does until it comes to the last resort is that she can summon all other people's shadows but not just any it's their Darkside or shadows of what they fear, hate, want to forget, etc, and manifest shadow like a sand storm and will be filled with screams and moaning the opponent will be filled in dread and fear seeing the shadows and Aylen just watches them shrivel in feat until they pass out from exhaustion, sometimes Aylen will show them their deepest fears if their being resilient to the shadow storm
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Giggles (Aylen's shadow)
It was a manifestation thanks to the doll her parents bought her so it uses the doll as a vessel so it can move around but Aylen made another vessel for it but as a puppet so it uses the puppet to also move. Giggles is usually seen when you look at Aylen's shadow meaning it's not in one of its vessels, when giggles is in one of its vessels it will walk around or usually stays with Aylen on her shoulder or Aylen is carrying it. It helps Aylen when she's doing something like say Aylen is taking notes giggles in holding her correction tape with other pens with other colored ink, or when Aylen is cooking or baking giggles is there to stir ingredients or to get the ingredients and pour them into the mix, or when Aylen is just chilling around giggles is just their as well. Giggles can also eat but even giggles don't know where the food goes it just eats small portions of food like a cracker Aylen would give giggles a small portion of her food to giggles and that's what giggles eat, doesn't eat a lot but eats whenever they feel like it even if it can't digest it.
Aylen can fuse with giggles to take full control of it more and when giggles are being attacked and Aylen is inside it Aylen comes out of giggles with black substances coming out with Aylen. Since Aylen is athletic and strong she can control giggles more fluently and it would be easier for close-distanced attacks. And when Aylen and giggles aren't fused giggles can mimic Aylen's movements like a puppet to its puppeteer, but it depends on the light if it to bright it might not come on since it might burn giggles (won't kill it but Aylen will feel the pain of the burns).
Long haired lady!
Y'all means all
Reference of my main OC
He is just silly (❁´◡`❁)
I hope I won't get banned for this lol
I finally drew something yay
*that's my oc Savva, he's jokingly cosplaying Raskolnikov lol
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- do I look like him?
- where did you get the axe?.. *
One of my ocs (fav), he's around 20 at this picture. Rus version ↓ (also click for better quality)
I was bored lol. Try to make new oc (Idk what version is better)
GAY 🫵
yeah so uhm. idk what my last post was but improvement i guess? also i was unable to draw for like 4 months bear w me
also my backgrounds/ shading need to be improved but oh well. dont look too closely
Лютый бро змеекот 💪
Достался мне, если я ничего не путаю, от челика из инсты в ходе обмена... Я этого перса немного переделала, когда рисовала. Вроде бы даже в правилах на него было сказано, что нельзя изменять до неузнаваемости, так что я старалась сохранить идею. Кстати вот оригинал кошака:
Единственное, что я весьма сильно изменила, так это окрас. Я сделала кота каким-то пятнисто-полосатым, ну, еще некоторые детали убрала... Также я сделала ему что-то вроде ошейника с трекером. Ну, я думаю, получилось неплохо. Змея, правда, страшненькая 🥀 Я практически ни разу в жизни не рисовала змей, ух
Да, помню времена, когда я в той же инсте делала адопты и ведь их реально кто-то покупал. Я обычно отдавала их за обмен...вот только обмен был далеко не всегда равноценным. У меня до сих пор где-то в галерее остались те кошаки сделанные за 5 минут на каком-то убогом лайне...
Ollo, I’ve been possessed yet again. This OC is actually mine this time. He’s my sleep-deprived version of the Grim Reaper, and because I’m an unimaginative bastard, his name is Grim.
Art dump Since I'm moving Accounts.
I'm not sure if it shows a clear art style, but I'm happy with these ^^
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Original Characters of mine, credit me if reposted