Random classmate: Oh bie you space out a lot, what are you thinking about?
Me: ....
If I was being completely honest, It's that stupid red lego. Every waking moment and every second I draw breath it's spent thinking about Kai. It's not even willingly. I don't want to hyperfixate on him anymore. It's been 6 years. SIX. Ever since late mother fucking 2019 I've just been giggling about a bitch with bad hair. Why. Release me from this. I don't even find it funny anymore. My family have shunned and shamed me. They too found it funny at first but when it spiraled they became disgusted. I don't blame them. This isn't normal behavior. I am not sane. I have spent my teenage years watching a lego show. This character has consumed my thoughts and I fear he's coming for my soul next. Do you know how many assignments and classes i have flunked because of this? Too many. I say I'll take a break, but it just drags me back like a toxic ex. I've tried other fandoms, but deep down I just use them to wait for another season of ninjago. Please it's getting so bad. Don't even get me started about monstrosity. No seriously don't. Why is my life like this. Free me. Help
Me: Just the weather. How about you?