i started a new depression medication a week ago that also doubles as an adhd medication and i’ve been so productive??? i forgot how productive i can be when my brain makes the right chemicals. i’ve completed several projects. i finally finished cleaning out the last remnants of my depression room which id shoved into a corner. i scrubbed my entire bathroom clean. i’m less scared to converse with strangers online bc im less scared of somehow talking wrong. im putting art on my walls. i stacked all my plushies up on my bed to inspire more joy. the pull chain light in my closet has had a broken string ever since i moved in 2-3 years ago and i just realized i could fix it instead of living with it and now it’s a pretty sage green ribbon with a rabbit’s foot at the end. i fixed the light. i feel like god. i can do anything. i’m so incredibly medicated. the world is a beautiful place and it’s worth saving.