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*guy who is very clearly going through. something* oh yknow. just a little tired haha
chronic pain diagnoses are all like yeah we don't know what this is or why it happens. we also don't know how to treat it. good luck out there soldier
‘something’s wrong’, a disability with no name.
i’ve spent almost two years trying to figure out the mystery diagnoses that have been ruining my life. every test, imaging and lab under the sun has come back normal, even when i know it’s not. we have ideas, but nothing concrete. i’ve lost almost 60 pounds without meaning to. everything hurts. and all of this is… exhausting. i doubt what i feel because i have nothing to call it, and i doubt its importance because it could always be worse. and i should be grateful that technically, nothing is wrong, but something IS wrong, and i don’t know what to do with that, either.
i’m not sure how this piece ended up the way it did; maybe my brain needed to make sense of everything in a way that makes no sense. sometimes the body is a broken doll is a mess is a horrible thing.
On Friendship.
Simone de Beauvoir, from Diary of a Philosophy Student: Volume 1, 1926-27
Text ID: I observe how much I have matured since last year despite my belief that I was losing myself, how something strong was born from the painful experiences survived and from the numerous minutes that I believed were wasted.
i’m a woman in the way that gillian anderson is british
the fourth chapter of this gentle sin is soooo close to being done [adds a thousand more words]
“Fatherless behavior” stop giving my DAD credit for all the work my MOM put into making me a terrible person!! Stop erasing women in history!!
girlie that's not a random headache u are dehydrated malnourished over caffeinated over stressed and sleep deprived
hate going to the doctors with persistent debilitating symptoms and then then they call you with the results which is just like good news! your blood is red
my relationship and engagement ended 6 months ago today.
i just needed to put that somewhere. i don’t know why. i lost two of the most important people in my life that day. i am both better for it and still miss them dearly. i hope they are happy. i’m glad that i’m happy. i can still believe this was a love story, even if the ending isn’t what was originally written
im not a misandrist i have a male cat
Hieu Minh Nguyen, from “Heavy”
ik good omens is obviously quite loosey-goosey with the whole bible canon thing but. BUT. you have to find it interesting that muriel specifically turns into abaddon, literal angel of the abyss during the second coming. like it’s just a little interesting methinks
no but i hate writing fanfic because tell me why i have an entire first chapter finished of an art college au about an attorney k-drama but i still can’t post it because i haven’t been able to decide a side character’s major
had a dream about barry hbo last night about being disappointed in the season finale and i pray to god it’s not an omen
my writing is *starts new fanfic* *posts one chapter* *starts new show* *starts new fanfic* *abandon old one* *posts one chapter* *starts ne
lesbian visibility week being within autism acceptance month is something so sacred and personal to me, actually
maybe i’ll start posting my poetry here. Just Maybe,
all this praise for female actors who have been hamlet onstage. well. what about the praise for ME. who has been hamlet so many times. inside my head
do people still do f4f anymore. is that a thing
ep 6 had noooo right to rip out my heart and juice it like an orange bro. like an ORANGE
ik the show is about gay baseball but gretson college au where carson is a stage manager and greta is the lead actress and they both butt heads but eventually end up being gay and in love
fuck personality tests tell me what do u prefer? paperbacks? hardcovers? e-books? or audio books?