Me Core - Blog Posts
One thing about shifting is it never really leaves you after you do it, like you have a whole different life out there that you lived and you are telling me that you are just going to stop shifting to that reality because you are bored of it? I don’t think people realise that once you are there, there will be things you are going to get emotional attached to and people as well.
Personally when I decide to shift to a dr that because I’ll always come back to it and I love that so much.
(i do realise this is different for people who got traumatized in their drs)
i want to disappear mysteriously and have a missing poster with a pretty picture of me that forever haunts a small town
My celebrity crush is already dead...
"Daughter, how do you feel about me? Am I a good mother?"
"I would have been happy to have you as a friend, a boss, an uncle, a grandfather, even indeed (though rather more hesitantly) as a father- in- law. It is only as a father that you were too strong for me."
-Franz Kafka
Bro, I was at a church event, and they had to separate the young people into 4 groups. Okay, I was in group 1, and they started explaining what I was supposed to do, and guys, when I look a little to my left, I see literally ONE OF THE MOST BEAUTIFUL GUYS I HAVE EVER SEEN IN MY ENTIRE LIFE, I'M NOT EVEN KIDDING. He had a bad boy and biker face, and if I could define him specifically, I would say that he literally came out of a dark romance novel, bro he was perfect, light eyes, dark blond hair cut in a good cut that I don't know the name of, a little line on both eyebrows, he was wearing a white shirt, cargo pants and was wearing Jordans, a chain with a gold cross, and a men's gold bracelet. I was enchanted, that sometimes I couldn't even hide my gaze on him, he noticed and looked back at me, but since I'm very scared, I looked away right away. There was a time when I just looked at the window of the place and tried to hold back my smile while thinking about him. Arghhh! I kept imagining him coming to me, asking for my Instagram or my number, and I kept saying some stupid prayers like "Oh God, if it's him, send me a sign, or may he come to me" because until then he was the perfect boy, in terms of appearance. Until the blessed moment came when we got up, and I looked at him right away, to see if he was tall, BROOO he looked like he was 1.63, I'M 1.81. My smile immediately disappeared, and I quickly took him out of my plans, but the funniest part was that, when he was standing, he looked like one of those dwarves, with a giant head and a small body. Anyway, I have a trauma with shorter men, they are ridiculous, not generalizing of course, I just know that he is a hottie, and when I got home I went looking for his ig, but without success, and if I could, even if they caught me I would try something, because this is a man thing, that's it. 🎀
The cell phone is shit. If I could, I would only have Pinterest, Tumblr and Spotify as social networks. It's crazy how my cell phone prevents me from having a life outside of it, like, I love writing in my diary, but instead, I just scroll through TikTok or Instagram. I'm seriously thinking about uninstalling Instagram and TikTok. I could have done so many things, but I didn't, because I was just lying in bed scrolling through the screen.
the most real photo ever.
I feel so free! I saw my ex today, and I felt practically nothing for him, it doesn't even seem like I spent the last three months suffering like an idiot for him, while he was with someone else less than a month after we broke up. Thank you God for saving me from this trash, XOXO 🎀
Me after crying because I didn't feel enough 🎀
idk if internet is making me worse or better but i can’t live w/o it so i don’t think it matters
difficult decisions
the need for jacob black and the wolfpack to be in the main plot but the desire for them not to have to associate with bella and the cullens in order to be in that main plot
The huz