And now his alliance with martyn has betrayed him, the person he trusted the most stabbed him in the back.
And it wasn’t even a kill for time, martyn was given the option of a fair fight between him and Scott and even then that wasn’t enough. Martyn didn’t respect him enough to give Scott a fair fight.
Scott trusted him, and in the end it didn’t matter. Nothing matters. He’s always viewed as less than, a sacrifice. useful right now but just as easily discarded. The kind and generous soul that gives everything he can, even to those who don’t deserve it.
Always the bridesmaid, never the bride.
Something about how most of the times Scott has died was to give someone else time (I think)
Something about Scott feeling like a rug from everybody using him for his time, only seeing value in himself when someone needs it from him
Something about him literally making a game show out of it to make it feel less de-humanizing
Something about scott only asking for love in return (like from Jimmy), only to be met with silence and a stab in the back
Something about that being Scott’s breaking point, and him deciding that he’s done giving others his life, instead choosing to take it himself.