Life Is A Blessing - Blog Posts
sometimes, you NEED to feel better, you NEED to be happier. Why?
for the sake of this world.
To appreciate the humanity that still remains. To look at the sunrise and sunset.
To tell your mom you love her, to tell your dad you love him. To, for once, tell your sibling that they are precious. to hate them again after.
To pet your dog or cat or hamster or horse or pig or any specie and let them know that their little lives mean bigger to you than anything.
To plant a tree and see it grow and fruit under your care.
To see green. and blue, and yellow, and red and f**king every colour we cant imagine.
To listen to people talking and living and find someone to talk and live with.
To love, to eat, to sleep, to repeat.
To leave a legacy as a human no one else is
To appreciate the fact that you, who had 1 in a billion chance to be formed inside your lifegiver, lived on and did what we call thriving, on this planet of fascinations.
for the sake of yourself and the life you lived and the space-time you travelled.... sometimes, you NEED to live, in order to live....
-mauli
~ Sometimes, we need to be carried. We need to experience care other than our own. During such moments, I hope you find hands that carry your heart softly, with ease and comfort. I hope you they let your being rest. ~
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~ notes from everyday ~
Trigger warning:
I tried to end my life exactly a year ago today. I came dangerously close to dying, spent weeks in a hospital. my life completely changed. this morning I woke up early to a quiet world, save for some birds outside my window. I saw the night change to dusk turn to morning and couldn’t help but remember how I would’ve missed something so wonderful if I died. how I wouldn’t have seen the flashes of orange and gold and honey swirl and change in the sky. how the endless black turned to sunshine. how depression didn’t win.
coffee, the sunrise and the buildings awash in the light of a new morning all around me. how lovely is it to be alive. to experience all this busyness and splendour. how the clouds whisper good morning and the heavens themselves shine through each crack in the sky. how the sun calls my body to wake. how the birds tell me today is a new day and aren’t there just endless possibilities. the promise of a new sunrise makes me so glad I’m still alive.