I truly believe that the trauma and stress with my ex husband and his stroke, heart attack, then two more strokes after that, really stunted my witch/spiritual growth while forcing me to grow and adapt physically. And of course, my mental health took a nose dive.
But, I was working on/researching lucid dreaming, dream walking, and ancestor work. Also I was testing for clairsenses. I had such zeal and joy. I lost myself along the way.