i made a uquiz!
I feel sad sometimes, for no apparent reason and when people ask me why I'm sad, I get angry. Not because they frustrate me but because I don't have an answer. I don't know why I get sad, why my heart starts longing for things I no longer have, why I constantly want things that may not want me, why I wished I could go back in time to a specific moment... Then, there's always this thought that by altering one moment in the past, you could possibly change the entirety of the future. And what if that future turned into something far worse than all that I've been through, what if it brings more pain and sadness than everything I have already been wounded by? What if it resumes from where I've undone, then I'd have to painstakingly go through every moment and try to be better than before but I might just make it all worse. What if I try to undo one by pushing another force into momentum that takes refuge in my life, one I most likely may not endure? So I sit there sadly, sometimes angry, but silently, contemplating all that could have been, all that would be and all that I'll never be able to undo but just live with. I'm sad and sometimes I cannot explain it...
© Raina Rose.
ruby: pussy.
the count: I will knock your ass out-
god i hate how aesthetic-obsessed we have become. i'm not talking about cottagecore or dark academia or any of the other -cores, i'm talking about everything being so glossy and pretty and perfect and smooth and one-liner hot takes and feel-good own-the-conservatives progressivism and Top 10 Company Tweets We Laughed At and ring lights and young vloggers with pastel-perfect colour-corrected lives and carefully curated messy title cards and perfect montages being called "photo dumps" and bookstagrams or booktoks or bookblrs who buy every book they read, not a library edition in sight and "that girl" and this is how you age when you're unproblematic and glow ups and "clean" "inclusive" beauty and earth tones and minimalism and filming random people without their consent and definition of the self through consumption of goods and ggrgehwrgehrgehrgehrgehrrerg
Choro has two facial expressions- "Anxious" and "Done"
I DO obsessively read peoples tags when they rb my art
And, yes, I DO kick my little feets and giggle when I get compliments
likewise my friend
like 98% of my problems would be solved if i stopped overthinking things and calmed the fuck down and stopped being such a panicky, anxious little shit
it’s so funny how sokka thinks of himself as a very average, even insignificant, person, because literally everyone who meets him has an intensely strong reaction immediately upon seeing him. and it’s a very strict binary too. it’s either pure, unadulatered adoration, or extreme annoyance. ppl meet sokka and they’re either like “this is a god among men. a perfect specimen. I would gladly lay down my life for him” or they’re like “wow idk why but I fucking hate the vibes on this kid. I want to bully him til the end of time.” only aang seems to have a normal reaction to sokka, which is “yeah he seems alright :-)”
I know countless are left out shh
Never stop creating and doing this shit, by the way.
Tbh I never thought TUMBLR would outlive Twitter but I’m proud. I hope this broken website is the last thing standing when the world finally ends.
the age-old discussion as to whether or not ben barnes was poor casting for dorian gray is incredibly funny to me like yes we know that dorian is supposed to look like an innocent blond cherub instead of a dark luciferian daddy long leg prince of sin because literature but it all comes down nitpicking in the end because i’m just sure that oscar wilde the man himself would have been salivating over ben every waking minute of his damn life if he were here
ngl if a bi girl is talking about a hot guy and shes like “im so gay” you dont get to be like “but-” no buts. shes feeling queer about it.
Me after eating half of a footlong
My pen sketches: Amazing. Beautiful. The Mona Lisa 2.0. Transcendent. Absolute perfection.
Every other medium of art: Garbage. Trash. Why did I ever think this was a good idea. I should be arrested for creating something so hideous.
~ sokeefe cuddles/sleepover(??) (much to grady’s discontent and edaline’s giddiness) ~ DEX. PAGE. TIME. THIS CANNOT BE STRESSED ENOUGH. ~ marella short story??????!!??!!?!!??! (this is more wishful thinking-) ~ ro and bo actually get into a freaking swordfight (assuming ro gets back-) ~ forkle dies. there is no other way. creepy weird sorta odd father figure but more like absent guardian kinda caring and sweet stinky man dies, and i will be sad, because i will miss him despite his flaws. ~ linhella. ~ somehow, someway: movie night. ~ we figure out the remainder of the identities of the collective- thas all i got rn-
WE ARE MAKING IT!!! I NEED ≈60 THINGS YOU EXPECT TO HAPPEN IN KOTLC 10, WHICH I AM CALLING "ELYSIAN"
list I have:
Tiertice
Elysian Big Naturals
Antennea
also posting on main cuz this is my popular account but will reblog to @grady-deserves-the-world