was this soul crushing sentiment what heartbreak felt like? the questions pops up for only a brief moment before flashes of ken blinded her view — he was the perfect boyfriend, the perfect friend, the perfect anything anyone could ask for. and now, she has lost him. she enters veronica's house, wandering aimlessly inside, having little to no idea whether or not she wants to sit down. everything in her being urged her not to, she had to stay alert, to move around, maybe then she'd tire herself enough to not feel feelings anymore. " it's over! " she bawled, throwing her hands in the air ; barbie didn't know whether or not to wipe away the stream coming from her eyes, cover her face or succumb to the agony sprung from within. " i - i don't know how to be anything without him, vee. like – i understand i may have neglected him lately but i would've tried changing that. and now i'm afraid it's too late. " cue the desperate, unavoidable sobbing that passes rose rouged lips. " what am i gonna do? " hands fluttered once more, seeking refuge in the folds of her dress, only to emerge again to wipe away the constant stream of tears rolling down her flushed cheeks. with each erratic movement, her arms embraced the air around her ( despite being suffocating at this time ) , as if reaching out for a love that was no longer there, aching to hold onto what was now lost.