Im The Worst - Blog Posts
to be clear this is not a joke i have the first half of a research paper written out. i just need to run the actual experiment.
these are things i do for fun.
i think i need to reevaluate my life choices
me: gosh im so busy. i can barely do things i enjoy because i have so much work to get done. i wish i could spend more time with my family, friends, and boyfriend.
me:
me: anyway, i’m going to go write a completely unprompted research paper on how playing video games while exercising affects performance, inspired by brian david gilbert
Also me. Anyone wanna take a guess what the scene usually entails...........
me as a writer
what an absolute shit day it was yesterday...
being mentally prepared for a task, only to fuck it up and being mentally assaulted and now view anything family related as toxic, fuck my miserable life.
Now I can't use my computer no more, it's no longer functional, need a job, need money, need to perchase new pc, or in another term: am broke...
Happy new year to whoever read my post.
it hit a new low today, 4:45.01, i try my best to control my frustration, but when i bring up the topic of US Civil war after asking about federation, all of a sudden my family decide to not CARE about historical facts and called it "the North trying to dominate the South" and treating the whole slavery thing as "bullshit justification mask" or some shit, i don't know, and they ain't even Americans... FUCK.
My PC keep acting weirder and weirder, first it was a freeze, then a crash, and then everything slowing down to the point of being unusable like the freeze state, at least I could mostly move my mouse, but it meant jack when my beloved PC act that way, do y'all know how screwed I am economically?, I can't afford high quality PC that's better than the current one...
After 11 odd days/try without interruption, it finally FREEZED in 7:00.52, Fuck.
My PC keep acting weirder and weirder, first it was a freeze, then a crash, and then everything slowing down to the point of being unusable like the freeze state, at least I could mostly move my mouse, but it meant jack when my beloved PC act that way, do y'all know how screwed I am economically?, I can't afford high quality PC that's better than the current one...
My PC keep acting weirder and weirder, first it was a freeze, then a crash, and then everything slowing down to the point of being unusable like the freeze state, at least I could mostly move my mouse, but it meant jack when my beloved PC act that way, do y'all know how screwed I am economically?, I can't afford high quality PC that's better than the current one...
life has to get difficult, now near the end of this month and my dear computer now froze at random time when first booted-up, so i had to close the bitch, turn it off, clean it with lil feathers i have, then adjust it's nightmarish messy of a cables and wires, before turning it on and open it up, only done EVERYTIME the PC freeze at random when the screen display lil lines and can't move me mouse or anything move at all in that case.
welp, here goes my favorite tablet, it black out at 60%, then 70%, then 80%, now barely exiting 90% and it dead, only charging it can bring it back, it act JUST LIKE the old one when i try playing angry birds epic, now i gonna settle to buy a phone that will function as a portable entertainment device AND a communication device, which will be smaller both in size and screen... Fuck.
Me: i Hate Spelunky. Also Me:
*reset spelunky's old stats and start anew*
Blue screen strike back
...again
my Keyboard Is now broKen, great, just fucKIng great.
now I have to buy a new one, less I can't wrIte shIt, I hate It, why?
that's the fifth day in a row.
where's my computer act like i rob it from a dead corpse but barely working as intended...
doesn't make it better that's my speakers are sound lower when it is in 40 than before, my rush is my downfall...
FUN!!!111!!1!!!
Since june 4 and my dear computer blue screen me every so often whenever i try to use it For ANYTHING, AT ALL,WHY?!.
screw it, gonna upload this shit, hope tumblr isn't bother by it.
old description:
and last time i do a thread in 4chan
i'm officially leaving 4chan for good, it's was a good time when sun and moon didn't came out, i was fishing here and there for fanart and s**t like that, but that changes, after sun and moon came out for like 3 or 4 months, i tried to fish something out of /vp/ and i got nothing, nothing but old official art and art that is stolen from another website.
in this thread, i tried to get some ballio fanart before this creepy fake-a$$ clown fate out, these people downright disrespect me so bad, the last one was the nicest out of these a$$hole
goodbye 4chan, may see you shutdown, FOREVER.
edit: forgot that long post = lower quality, so here's a more clear veriosn: https://i.imgur.com/RpuCsHM.jpg
second edit: jesus, this shit ain't good, i took a look at it, and i don't like how i behave in 4chan, maybe that's the reason why they IP banned me, fucking bastards, full of racists and bigots anyway.
i deleted cuphead game after finishing it.
sorry for you to read that loud.
(note: i saved the savefile from cuphead for later, so it's not all lost)
i'm gonna upload my sorrow onto this website...
hey, remember when-
-i made new friends?, when i draw good and got compliment from strangers?, when i made good joke and they laugh?, when i became famous and everyone i knew backed me up?, when i was loved and respected?.
yeah... me either.
at this point, i feel like i cannot bear my addiction toward the internet, that led me to a deep downward spiral.. in the past...
and if you want to view the uncensored version, get my permission first, and promise me you won't leak it, like, be a trustworthy person, but after what i went through, i have 00.03% chance of trusting you, strangers.
note: that was created in around 2020, but stopped in 2021 due to how fucked my life has became.
i miss the time when thememime was still around, and samurai jack fandom was still in full swing.
too bad, thememime has deactivated, with no sign of her existing anymore. and samurai jack?, yeah right, season 5 came and went, way less episodes, and re-return of samurai jack is no longer possibility. god, i hate it so much, now i have to live with the fact that my first post was a thanks from her. https://mimida21.tumblr.com/post/161558373255/thememime-followers-friends-mutuals-that-one
this was the last screenshot of my base before the game decide to piss me off and corrupt the world i was playing, now i have to start from scratch and re-doing it again, but i have final exams, so i can't do shit till i'm finished.
finally, it's about time i changed my icon to represent my mental state with the internet, FUCKING, INTERNET.