Im-so-chaotic-lol - Blog Posts
Something I drew during the class at school
I’m going to redraw it digitally and then update this post :)
I ran out of motivation. And burned out
No more pills for me
I’ve been powered by coffee and music, but now everything is fucked up lmao
I've made a decision to no longer post about my personal life on social media. All the posts about my personal life and information I've made were impulsive. I'm no longer comfortable with people knowing about what's happening and going on in my life.
This blog is for art purposes only now. Although my side blog is about my life, BUT without personal information.
Yuri
An old art I forgot to post lmao. IT'S BEEN ALMOST A YEAR SINCE I DREW IT.
TW: BLOOD (version w blood)
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Please, do not interact if you relate to:
GET OUT, GET OUT!!!!!!!!!!
Racists
Homophobes / transphobes
Pedophiles / groomers
Zoophiles
Proshippers
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People who fake / self diagnose mental disorders (GET OUT)
People under 15
People over 18
No posts, srry! I've been busy, and I am still busy with school and all that stuff. :P
So I got an update. School will be closed tomorrow, YAYY
It's so windy in Burbank (and LA) right now, like, wow. I don't even know if I should go to school tomorrow. THERE ARE A LOT OF BROKEN BRANCHES ON THE ROADS.
It's so windy in Burbank (and LA) right now, like, wow. I don't even know if I should go to school tomorrow. THERE ARE A LOT OF BROKEN BRANCHES ON THE ROADS.
Summer Smith <3
Decided to draw her, but kinda different :3 Tried to do something like 2000s vibe. I LOVE HER SO MUCH, she's so cool!!
I got obsessed with Rick and Morty lol. Help
I made my 72 year old grand uncle take the MBTI test.
HE IS AN ISFP-A! DIDN'T EXPECT THATT
Happy New Year! The 2024 was chaotic and crazy, I hope the 2025 will be a good year for everybody
2024 is coming to an end.. It's time for the results. This year has been very depressing, so have I ;)
In 2024:
I survived.
I've met new people, who now are my lovely friends
I've had a LOT of burnouts
I overreacted much
I kinda learned how to love myself
I cried a lot and was depressed
I laughed a lot and was happy
I've been drawing and creating art
I kinda accepted myself
I've been working on my feelings (sometimes)
I cared less about dumb stuff
I've improved my self-esteem
MY GOALS FOR 2025
Survive
Accept the real world, lol
Get a part time job
Apply to community college
Don't worry that much
STOP overreacting
Draw more
Post more art
Care less about dumb stuff
Work on my life and future
Be less crazy and chaotic
See the light
And now, as I'm writing all of this, it seems that I'm about to cry, because I don't know what will happen next, what awaits us , humanity and the Earth in the future, and nobody knows. Life is moving too fast and I just want to FINALLY see the light at the end of the effing tunnel..
2024 fr has been the craziest year of my life, lmao
Tried anime artstyle lol. I'm shocked cuz like I didn't know I can draw like that
Sayori is my fav girl
(Wip btw)
Genderfluid necklace I made!!! :3
Made a rainbow kandi belt :3
Going to wear it to school tmrw
I want to sleep. But I can't. My eyes are literally burning, uhhh.
I was watching Hello Neighbor: WTRB s2 ep3 and... QUENTIN LORE JUST DROPPED?!
FRIENDS!! (W.i.p. because I didn't draw all of them)
I mostly talk to two of them (YOU KNOW WHO I'M TALKING ABOUT. LMAOOO)
HIII IF YOU ARE SEEING THIS!!!
I was super lazy and couldn't finish it, but as you can see I confronted my laziness 😭
Gosh, I want to change my nickname but it's really hard to think of/ create another one
Bought a tiny notebook, hope it will help me remember to do stuff like eat or remember what I ate, lmaooo
NICKY ROTH?!? (yeah, i suck at drawing bgs LMAO)
Also, it feels like I'm using pronouns other than "she/her" only because of depersonalization, like I DON'T F**KING KNOW WHO I AM OR FEEL LIKE I'M SOMETHING. LMAOAO
Does anybody feel disconnected from their name from time to time?? Or is it just me feeling that way? You know, sometimes I feel like I'm "Kristina", and sometimes I feel like I'm nothing. What is wrong with me? HOW TO GET RID OF THIS FEELING??