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Overstimulated academic failure astetic
currently doing a musical run through for school, and I am majorly overstimulated, on the verge of tears and my knee has started acting up. I just want it to be over, but I’ve got so much longer left.
I messed up some conversations today with very kind people and it makes me feel very sad, I was too self centered and didn't pay attention to their needs. I wanted to stop but couldn't because of the burn out... Sometimes when I feel pain I don't see others, and I am so sorry for that... I wish I could fix relationships i have ruined by not paying attention 😔
I hate majority of the teachers so F much.
I'm having a bad day, overstimulated, school is too loud, my muscles are shaking, scratching my hands, fidgeting and I don't want to talk if it's not necessary
And some teacher that I don't even know just grab me from both sides, tried to move me and yelled "Sorry! Sorry!" I just flinched so hard
Like, do you know what's personal space is? Do anyone know? Just don't grab people you don't known or just don't grab them without permission. It gets me so frustrated