Ill Try Not To Post Like This Again - Blog Posts

content warning: gore, you know how people usually have faces? not here, vent art

i'm just really tired, honestly. real or acting to hide the "worse" parts, i just feel so lonely - for two years i've just wanted to stop being, and that's a long time for me for reasons

it's like i'm always dying but never enough to actually die. it hurts a lot but no one's there to here, and i end up believing things that aren't realistic - maybe i'm invisible, a ghost, a glitch in reality - and it's not that people don't want to talk to me. i don't really know, but whatever it is, it's like the only way "i" am liked is if i'm not me at all, and i get why but it hurts

i'm not usually posting like this, i'm sorry if you don't like it. you can unfollow me if you want because i know it's uncomfortable ^^;