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2 months ago

Being able to yap freely is always fun so glad ur able to do so :D

- Unnamed Anon

srry for the late response school kinda happened

but yeah I'm usually not really allowed to talk this much so writing those gigantic paragraphs about whatever I want to say is reaaaaaally nice and refreshing

like, my mind is on 24/7 using great amounts of energy so this is a really great way to let it out and I genuinely believe it has done me good. specially with school making me repress all of this condensed energy and not letting me let it out in any way. like, I want to run I want to move I want to talk a lot why am I forced to be trapped to a chair where the only thing I can do is quietly draw or do calculus idk???? also it drains my energy in a way that I feel burnt out even thinking about doing anything in my notebook during class. also I think I may have adhd but I need to do the exam thingy to get a diagnosis and my mom is taking quite a while on that so for now I'm just hyperactive and autistic. yay

my love for yapping might also be because most of my stims were always vocal stims; they were just more effective for some reason. unfortunately, school doesn't really like talkative kids, so yeah, repression. hurray

also sorry for the constant "school happened" stuff every time, it just genuinely makes me incredibly mentally sick. dw tho I'm probably doing the best I can


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