I Think Gerry Will Have To Do A Lot Of Pretending. That Twisted Mockery Of Michael Shelley Next To Him Is His Michael Even Though It's Not - Blog Posts

not art the magnus archives tma thank you for coming to my ted talk doorkeay gerry keay micheal distortion gerrymichael but there will be!:))) “i get cold in your ex's clothes that you left me” <- i'm going fucking insane “she said i'm older than the golder rule but we can say i new” <- i'm going fucking crazy because yeah yk. an ancient being the distortion took the form of michael shelley. almost new. gerry can still pretend it's him and not it I think gerry will have to do a lot of pretending. that twisted mockery of michael shelley next to him is his michael even though it's not and the distortion in turn wants to tear his memory of michael shelley free itself from this curse from the box it is meant to fit into i mean. maybe herry will learn to love it no shit but it's kinda boring to me ngl no comfort for them ssry gerry learn to live with something that will never be who you remember yet at the same time the most thing that remains of him michael distortion learn to live in the other's illusion about you. you are never fully yourself you are never fully him you are too much and not enough at the same time gerry grieves. loves and hates how close and how far you are from michael shelley peak of romance i believe hey maybe i should write a fic about that. i actually already did but there is no such thing as too much fics about the thing that makes you a true freak i can't even say that i love doorkeay. i think i just love watching people (and things) suffer.