I've been enjoying spring by my myself. I feel Her presence in the light and the warmth on my skin. Every morning when I wake up and get ready, I feel closer to Her. At night She feels further away, except when I'm outside and look up at the moon. I know She's in darkness too, but darkness no longer feels like home to me. I wrote in my journal for the first time in a year and I felt Her guiding my hand. I feel like I'm waking up