I Don't Know If - Blog Posts

get I don't know if I'll last long enough for me to find that I get good grades But neglect my health to get those grades SONGS don't help me sleep ive always had trouble sleeping And luckily I've never really broken my heart but that's just because I don't get crushes and never have But that just gives me more reasons to not see myself as a normal kid And I wish more than anything I could be a normal kid fix my childhood get back my childhood Ive never even had dumb drama with friends just people that stopped talking to me I really don't see how I would be able to get any of these except good grades but again I focus on getting good grades and studying instead Of my declining mental state