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Imma become a dilf hunter
What would the guys look like if they were older? I have a hard time envisioning whether or not James would keep his hairstyle the same or go through any drastic changes within the next 10-15 years lol
I think James will cut his hair and keep it short after a couple of years and then eventually stop dying his hair red after the age of 35.
Seth has the most white hair compared to the rest of the guys and Max and Xavier is the least. (Max is cheating because he keeps dying his hair the same ginger color to keep his appearance young.)
This is amazing and I will now spiral into a Xavier brainrot
Hope your tests were good. Xavier fic please? Extra possessive?
[aaa cool my first request! :> sorry this took a bit I wuz trying to comb through the blog n get things right! Xavier is very underrated, i hope i captured his personality well] cw!Implied Kidnapping cw!Victim Blaming cw!Non-con Hugging [If I'm missing any comment it n I'll add it] Xavier belongs to @hotpinkmoon!!
Xavier stood still and silent. The sight of your precious face capturing his undivided attention.
He was alone with his thoughts, all jumbled and chaotic. He couldn't find it in himself to move away. Or allow himself to sit down.
He really shouldn't have- what the fuck was he thinking? Doing something as pathetic as this? But he just couldn't take it anymore. He really couldn't. Oh the things only you could do to him. He really didn't deserve you, did he? Flashing memories blotted his vision. Your coworkers constantly taking up the space around you. As if they deserved to be by your side. Deserved your precious attention. Something even he was self aware enough to know was too good for him. The fleeting touches. The subtle glances at you. The wary looks they gave him when he came near. All the things they must have been whispering to you about him. And how you didn't seem to notice the obvious scorn towards him, how they were trying to manipulate you. To bring the both of you apart. The rising fear that they might hurt you. It all coagulated together. Forming a sick, blistering poison in Xavier's heart. A suffocating pressure squeezing every last shred of rationality out of his husk of a body. A feeling he just couldn't push down any longer. He just couldn't let you go.
It's so selfish- He knows. The guilt burrowing into the marrow of his bones. But after everything... all of the loneliness. The isolation- Couldn't he just have this? Couldn't he have you? You so kind. Too kind for your own good, really. So precious, and patient, and oh so perfect- The first time Xavier had met you, your cheerful smile and clear eyes had captivated him instantly. But his heart was truly yours once you showed him what an open-minded and attentive person you were.
And he knew he didn't deserve you from that moment onward. Xavier looked down at your sleeping body, in his guest bed. Well... it was your bed now. He... he couldn't let you go after what he'd done. He hoped that you'd forgive him. No no no... he knew you'd forgive him. He was just protecting you after all. From the people who wanted to separate you from him, from the people who could hurt you, from this damned town full of untrustworthy snakes- Xavier would make it up to you. You'd see. He would spoil you with gifts, comfort you whenever you felt sad, provide you the warmth, care, and comfort you needed. He would give you his all. Cradling you in his arms; peppering soft, affectionate kisses on your forehead. Your heartbeats intertwined.
He just wanted you to stay here, with him, where you would be safe and happy.
Was that too much to ask for?
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ♡♡♡
I cant believe I forgot🤭
EVERYONE SHUT THE FUCK UP AND TELL THIS HANDSOME MAN A HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!
Xavier Oathsant
BLD character by @hotpinkmoon
I felt like Xav isnt getting the spotlight enough
It looks a bit awful but meh
POV: you made Xavier jealous and now you are haunted 🥶
IM FROTHING AT THE MOUTH
Those are some honkers damn
Seth with the cat beany omg
Back on my bullshit 🤭 (midnight edition 🌃)
Ngl I absolutely could not focus on hw tonight so I ended up doodling the boys wearing these kitty themed titty sweaters I saw earlier online. Might reattempt the drawing later on when I actually have enough time to put some real effort into it 😅😅
And regarding the Seth doodle... there's no valid excuse for it, it's just a self-indulgent doodle I did a while back that I never got around to posting until now LOL
Sorry for whoring out your boys Moonie, I promise it will happen again 🫶
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Seth, James, Xavier, & Max / Bloodlust Devotion ©️ @hotpinkmoon
Ft. sweater reference image (in case anyone was interested haha)
Quick BLD fanart of James and Xavier
Its been so long I missed drawing these two
Its nothing really big though, not really exciting fanart but I did wanna practice watercolours and squick sketching
James and Xavier are @hotpinkmoon 's OCs
OMG SO TRUEEE
ALSO ASFHAGVAUYG THIS LOOKS SO GOOD
Ur artstyle>>>>>>>>>>
It has so much personality yet it stays loyal to the designs
Xavier also looks so good omg -he is baby
How u shade>>>>>>
I have no idea if this has already been done before but this meme template resurfaced in my brain the other day and I couldn't help but notice each section fit each of the boys' personalities a lil TOO well 🤭
Also it just dawned upon me the other day that I never actually got around to drawing Xavier before so the opportunity could not have been more perfect LMAO
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Max, Xavier, Seth, & James / Bloodlust Devotion ©️ @hotpinkmoon
Doodle corner
I got bored in class so I drew funky men on the margins of the pages.
Order of satisfaction: Xav, max, seth and James
I really like the james eve combo but damn its hard to draw him consistently
I also have some Genshin impact and pinterest sketches but I'll post them tomorrow.
Funky men ----> @hotpinkmoon 's OCs for their VN
ITS SO GOOD OMG
Xavier and James interactions are toppp
Seth’s is both terrifying gruesome but he has such a wholesome expression icant-😳😳
Also the angst for Max damn, Im with you bro I’ve been there
Merry Christmas Everyone!!!!
Here's some holiday sketches of the guys✨🎄
Some small sketches of some scenes with bloodlust devotion OCs!
(Plus some context cuz its like 11 pm)
Up right
With a sigh, Gwen adjusted the bunny ears on top of her hair. With only the thin fabric clinging to her form, she struggled to stop trembling; perhaps due to the cold or the sheer embarrassment. Her shift at the cafe would start in a couple of hours and her coworkers already exclaimed disbelief at the uniform chosen for this day's theme: bunny girls. As she looked at the mirror she began to ponder,
'Will Xavier think I look bad in this? Like,I have never worn something like this. Maybe he thinks its stupid.. To be fair, its so unfair to have to do this'.
There was no use on beating a dead horse soshe turned rhe handle and braced herself for her partner's response.
"So..How do I look? If I look bad dont say anything"
There was this akward silence as Gwen looked straight at him, her face becoming more red the more he refrained from speaking. As anxious as a mouse, she looked away and went to get her workbag, muttering some incomprehensible vanter on how stupid she looked.
Suddenly, Gwen felt her feet off the ground . Afterwards, she was spinned towards her lover, who now supported her weight with his two hands in a rather close embrace.
"You look absolutely ravishing precious"
Lets just say she had to take care of something with him and missed her shift ^^'
Up left
Ber unwrapped the cherry popsicle with ease and she waited for Max to finish whatever meeting he had to do. He was already late and annoyance tickled her with every passing minute. As she popped the sweet treat into her mouth, her eyes wondered across the busy streets on town. In her head she already had their whole date planned. Go to the movies, grab a snack, go for a walk and if things went smoothly, she could ride him at her apartment. But that's just a fantasy, and the reality is that Amber has been waiting for 10 minutes and little does she know her date is eating a 'delicacy' that tried to escape before his date.
Not long after did Max appear, wearing his neat uniform and waving his hand like an innocent angel. Her eyes were trained on him as she walked towards him nonchalantly.
"Hi cutie! I'm sorry for comi- ughmf"
She forcibly opened his mouth with one hand as the two of them stood and inch from each other. His eyes, sparkling with curiosity, followed her other hand as she took out her candy with an obvious loud pop. A long, slimy string of salive stuck to the sweet as she gently placed it on his mouth. His face flushed and his eyes, now full of lust were trained on her.
"Tell me next time. I will have you begging for forgiveness when Im done with you tonight. ..My apartment. Now. Do you want to?"
She removed her hand from his face. He nodded ,dumbfounded, and followed his partner like a lost puppy while his pants got tighter by the minute.
Its a bit late so I cant be bothered to do James,srry.
(Ironic cuz I spend the most time with that drawing+ he is one of my fav)
@hotpinkmoon is the creator of bloodlust devotion, go check out their page if you are into yandere content
More bloodlust devotion scenarios cuz its been living rent free.
I blame @hotpinkmoon and their beautiful OCs
Ocs for James, Xavier and Seth are on their way with Max's still on the design fase. Expect more scenes on my page ^^.
Top left: short sequence of how Mia and James bond.
Tldr: she is cold at first and pusehs him away but when he is confronted by assholes she pops off and runs away with him. She opens up in the park and apologizes for being a dick before.
Top right: ending of james sequence, mia falls asleep on him + seth being tackled by his SO to make him more cheerful (it doesnt(makes him freak out))
Down: Gwen holding hand with Xavier cuz love language is physical touch and words of affection. She holds his hand for the first time to try to make him connect the dots.
@hotpinkmoon
Bloodlust devotion appreciation post with my fanon mcs for each LI.
Not Max cuz it didn't fit plus I dont know much about him to have my own headcannons.
Some scenarios I have on my head with the 3 boys represented visually.
Bloodlust devotion is hotpinkmoon's creation and I believe that it is going to be a future game that I will most certainly play. I recommend this to anyone who is into the yandere genre.
My favourite characters I think are Seth and James cuz Seth is relatable and James has feels like a rough dom but will also try not to hurt mc.
If anyone wants an actual post with the details just tell me and I'll try to have it done ^^