So. Time to rant here about Trees by McCafferty, and my oc Heacen.
Heacen is a bad person. Thats where im gonna start this. He is and was a bad person. But he gets better. Characters that get better, they dont have to be forgiven. He was rude and only cared about his ego, and his reputation. He used jericho for that, and made his friends and family dolls to his game. All throughout middle school, and highschool. He would toy with Jericho, use him, and do anything to get attention. His personality is nothing, it disintegrates, from a lovely, outgoing, selfless kid too a monster. He is selfish and unruly, he uses weed as a coping mechanism for his questioning sexuality and gender. Jericho gives him unconditional love, and Heacen thinks, knows, he deserves it. Jericho was breaking slowly, and Heacen didnt care. He lost his friends and his sister and his family but he still had Jericho. He wouldnt lose Jericho. He would abuse and use and hurt people around him, and keep people and take people away.
But that all changes, his ego is torn, like a wrecking ball crashing into a brick wall. Jericho cheats. Heacen doesnt know what to do, he's broken, Heacen cant comprehend that Jericho would want anyone but him. Be cheats with Connie, Jerichos best friend, the one person Heacen couldnt get rid of. Heacen liked Connie, they aere good friends Heacen thought, but not anymore. Heacen has a.. a breaking moment, a falling deeper and deeper into the bottomless pit, and then finally hitting the ground, bones shattering, heart shattered. He takes time, he realizes what he has done, and what he was doing. His reputation was taking over him. He was so obsessed with a good persona, he wasnt focused on being himself. But could he change truly? Did he change? He was desperate for Jericho. He needed attention and he did anything for it. Did Jericho change that by cheating?
Heacen learned a lesson, and climbed his way out of the bottomless pit, he isnt perfect, but he is trying his hardest, in the best way possible to make it up to Jericho. He relearns everything, his gives his whole being to Jericho and his kids, but is that enough?
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dude i totally forgot about Trees. All of that is so unrelated. WELP THATS FOR THE NEXT POST 😁