He Wants So Many People Dead. He Wants Everything To Go Back To How It Was. He Wants To Feel Like Himself Again. He Feels Like A Shell - Blog Posts

dream smp dsmp ctommy darliii's ultimate faves CTOMMY ... CTOMMY OH CTOMMY i will always adore how fucking raw and *real* his reactions are he acts like an actual abuse victim hes angry. hes scared. he wants peace. he wants to rip his abusers fucking throat out. he lashes out and claws himself against anyone that tries to leave. he says cruel things to others because all hes ever learned is cruelty being given to him and to others he wants so many people dead. he wants everything to go back to how it was. he wants to feel like himself again. he feels like a shell oh ctommy i could talk about you all day especially with the “perfect victim” thing and how im such a c!ranboo hater solely for the fact hes seen as “the perfect victim” and Tommy is demonized for acting out. for acting like an abused and used teen