Gloomy - Blog Posts
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I fasted all the way untill supper. I drank some tea, slept, and went up to the roof and listened to a podcast by shrouded head and binge watched YouTube. It's not even dinner time yet. It's 6pm and I'll tidy up by 7pm and shower then I'll start on dinner around 8pm. The sky is nice and gloomy this evening and I feel so lonely, dispaired and hopeless... I wonder if ill ever not be lonely someday?
Ughhh idk if I wanna dress like an emo princess, an angelic doll orr a character from the craft
Summer is literally glow up season
I go to the beach every dayy → the salt water helps my oily skin and clears up my acne.
I wear a bunch of sunscreen → my skin is moisturized and protected and I get a cute tan obvii.
I eat a bunch of fruit cuz now it's in season and I walk everywhere → I lose some excess weight.
Watch me go to school in September looking unrecognisable. I love love love summerrrr ⛱️🌞
highway
striptease
Gloomy coquette
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You’re a tragic girl, you need a tragic guy
Spring April 10, 2021 7:14 am
Gloomy lake days 🤍
sometimes i wonder if my father ever thinks about what he has done and how his actions affected me.
A 1965 Ford Falcon taking cover in the rain.
Arcane has destroyed my spirit, and if I had one, my soul
Thankfully, #BlackButler is making me less sad
Today the weather was gloomy
And for the first time in a while my mood did not reflect that
Which showed me that the weather can be gloomy and I don't have to be sad about it
Just like my emotions, when the sadness washes over I can be okay with it and let it be
Packing
Fate now come, Dis App was ready in his dispositions and intentions. But a journey, he understood, depends on many things.
Sustenance and garments. Some money for emergencies and some for leisure.
And even the common, directionless man will tell you that when fate calls you cannot rely on the promise of happy returns. But Dis App, being strong and resolute, did not also anticipate failure.
Should he never return, there would still be a future for him. In sweet Far Away.
What should he bring into his life, finally starting? Probably not cheap furniture or utensils. But not even things so far his greatest treasures. Fate can’t offer less than the gray past. In fact it can only bring him to possess more.
But, Dis App thought, maybe a watch beside the essentials. Yes, it was a birthday present. And it is perhaps of no brand and the gilding is fake but the leather smells genuine. It is the most elegant thing of the so far.
And maybe he doesn’t have to absolutely kill himself.