Dying Inside - Blog Posts
where’s all the Jerry Stokes x reader… I NEEED MORE OF THIS NERDY MAN😭😭😣😣😣
I forgot to post these😭😭😭
My mom: why are you wearing that wolf mask? You chould be getting ready for your first day back at school, aren't you existed? :)
Me wearing the wolf mask to hide my ugly crying: yep!
That awkward moment between being born and dying
That near-meltdown point when you feel like you can kinda control it and you ask yourself "am i here to make a scene or am i here to silently die inside"
Great way to start a chapter NOT
05.03.2025
DRAGGED myself to school even tho I was the literal embodiment of a walking corpse. Ended up crashing after school and woke up 5 mins before coaching.
Have chem hw to do which I'll get to soon (hopefully). Did math hw in class itself yaaay . I'll revise the stuff taken at school in the morning bus ride to school as usual :')
Toodles ~~
If flowers ever grow on my grave. Could I trust you to water them? Would you keep them alive like you failed to keep me breathing. No I am not sad I wanna live in a body that can at least make you smile.
Water my grave when flowers grow
_rainicide
was in class a few months ago and the topic of queerness and gender came up, like people usually do they started making jokes about labels.
"haha guys whats a FTM?? im a FTM HAHDHAHWHWJ"
me, ftm, already desperately attempting to not be singled out and now having to hold back from infodumping about every lgbtqia label because i hyperfixated on it when i was 10
Hiatus
As ssome of you guys might have noticed, I am not posting as frequently as I was (not that I'm posting that much anyways) but like exams are coming up and stress and self doubt are eating at me so like I'm a be gone to study my little poor Chinese heart out so my parents won't beat me to death /j
Until 4 October hehehehehe. I shall emerge again from the ashes. MY OWN ASHES
@vile-villainess I'm putting @bruisedandbeloved in a rehab program, I found her having a staring contest with a cat last night. . .
Nah, that ain't Jinx, it's Junk.
This is why I wish I could self destruct.
@onlyvika @piltovers-sweetest-cupcake @bruisedandbeloved @jinxbutsmol @vile-villainess @rio-specimen @ranofzaun @einthezaunite @minisevika @black-pearl-the-femme-fatale
@piltovers-sweetest-cupcake @bruisedandbeloved
Get a fucking room for that shit, stop doing it in public, you'll turn the frogs gay.
day 96 cleansing the #caitvi tl
time for cait to push vi a lil hehe