Laito Sakamaki(mostly angsty)
I would love for him to find actual love
So let's say he did
You
I feel that in the anime he never fully confronted his trauma with his mother
It's said (or atleast hinted at) that he dates and sleeps with alot of the girls at school
And he's obviously a pervert and a flirt
I wanna say that wherever he sleeps with girls he gets this uncomfortable feeling but chokes it down because it's what he's used to because of Cordelia
Never fully complete,empty
So let's say he found someone (you) that helps him fully heal and confront his trauma
He would have ptsd/panic attacks (before and after meeting you) but be in complete denial about it
Like he genuinely refuses to believe he's been traumatised
But as his back falls against the wall and he slowly slides down
You comfort him
Something that he's never felt before
And he starts hyperventilating,fully going into the panic attack
He would cling to you,disoriented and scared
Through a haze,he can vaguely hear your words,your soft touch and you heartbeat against his temple
And he closes his eyes and imagines you face,how you guys look right now
As he slowly calms down he just feels numb
And so tired
He let's you lead him to bed so he can lie down
You take off his hat and blazer
Laying down next to him, head on your hand,softly stroking his hair
For the first time in his life,he feels true love.