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ββ΅ΰΏΰ·΄πππ ππ ππππ ππ
My name is πππππ, I'm European and I am a young soul. This is what you have to know about me:
π ππππππππ ππππππ(π): Burgundy, Maroon, Scarlett, Navy Blue, Forest Green, Baby Blue, Baby Pink.
π ππππππππ πππππ(π): COFFEE. And Granita.
ππππππ ππππππ π ππππ: Ribbons and bows. Biceps. Vogue routines filmed by celebrities. Hailey Bieber. Water. Older men. Cats. Leopards. Dark clouds and storms. Nighttime. Early mornings and crisp air. Pines. Perfume. Mascara. Spicy chicken burgers. Wired earphones. Purses. Short skirts. Large shirts. Sunglasses. The moon and stars. Lacy underwear. Showers. Curly hair. Pinterest. Messages and asks (on tumblr). Gum. Mangoes. Pop Music. Polaroids.
π ππππππππ ππππππ: Feminism, history, geography, philosophy, phsychology, literature, poetry, mathematics.
π ππππππππ ππππππ: Chris Evans, Brad Pitt, Daniel Day-Lewis, Frank Grillo, Tom Hiddleston, Heath Ledger, Jodie Foster, Demi Moore, Jonathan Rhys Meyers, Natalie Portman, Aaron Taylor Johnson, Henry Cavill, Tom Hardy, Colin Farrell, Sebastian Stan, Angelina Jolie.
π ππππππππ ππππππππππ: Rafe Cameron, Steve Rogers, William Wallace, Achilles, Brock Rumlow, Pietro Maximoff, Wanda Maximoff, Natasha Romanoff, Tony Stark, Thor Odinson, Loki Laufeyson, Sarah Cameron, Emperor Geta, Marcus Acacius, Andrew Barber, Ari Levinson, Curtis Everett, Nick Fowler, Lloyd Hansen, Steve Abnesti, August Walker, Walter Marshall, Cyrus Hanks, Benjamin Martin.
π ππππππ: π ππ₯π©ππ, Outer Banks, Pedro Pascal, Chris Evans, Lana del Rey, Chris Hemsworth.
πππ π πππππππ πππππππ ?: The darkened side of the human nature has always fascinated me, and I believe that by writing what I write, I will understand how it works even better so I decided to share with you what is blooming in my mind, to explore new points of view and to not just let my creativity die. Writing is also my coping mechanism.
πππ ππ πππππ ππ (ππππππ) π ππππππππ ?: No, actually, not at all. It is a response to the trauma and issues I have, I do not find what my characters do attractive. It is only for creative and fictional purposes. DO YOUR RESEARCH about this topic, it is not my bussines to explain how dark writers and readers' minds work.
πππ ππππ ππππ ππ ππππ ππ ππ πππππ π πππππππ ?: It depends. If I feel inspired by it, I will write it in one hour or one day. If the request doesn't really appeal to me, I will delay it and prioritize what inspires me. Some requests really inspire me, but I take more time with them, because I'm a perfectionist and I want them to turm out good.
πππ πππ ππππ π ππππππππ πππππππ ?: If you are following me for a good amount of time now, you will know pretty well my love for @highonmarvel. I could write pharagraphs about her. Also, my Pedro side is dedicated to @pedrosyouknowwhat, her talent is brilliant. My mother, literally, is @rvfecamerons, she inspired me to write for Rafe. Her writing and talent is out-of-this-world.
ππππ ππ ππ πππππππ ππ ππππ ?: OH, I LOVE asks. People really don't understand how important their support is, every single encouraging message or comment warm my heart and help me keep going.
ππππ ππππ π/ππππ π πππ πππππ ?: You can ask me to talk about certain celebrities, about my fics, about a character, about life experiences, but I will definitely not reply to very intimate questions. Hate is also gross, just scroll and block me if you do not like what I say or write. Literally.
ππππ πππ ππ π ππππππππ ππππππ ?: The Tortured Poets Department, Midnights, Born to Die, Lust for Life, Eternal Sunshine, Evermore, Folklore, Hit Me Hard and Soft.
πππ πππ ππ π ππππππππ πππππππ ?: Lana del Rey, Taylor Swift, ABBA, Gracie Abrams, The Neighbourhood, Arctic Monkeys, Ariana Grande. THESE ARTISTS INSPIRE ME. IF YOU DO NOT HAVE RESECT FOR THEM, GO AHEAD AND BLOCK ME.
(πππππππ) π ππππππππ πππππ: The Albatross, I Can Fix Him (No Really I Can), The boy is mine, Video Games, Cherry, Forever Young.
ππππ π ππππ ππ π π πππ ππππππ ?: No.
ππππππ π ππππ ππ ππ/πππππππ: Visit the world. Become an influencer. Kiss someone. Interview a celebrity. Move out of my town. Get a therapist. Record a music video. See the Grand Canyon. Buy a polaroid camera. Be Tumblr famous. Finish all my requests and series. A speech in public. Punch a man in the face.
γ ππππ ππππππππ & πππππππ ΰ·΄Ϋ΅β΅ π ππ πππππππππππ πππ ππππππππ γ
βΰΌΰ·΄ γ πππππ γ : ππππππππππ | ππππππππππ | ππ ππππππππ | MY OTHER ππππ πππππππ | ππππ πππππ ππππ
PLEASE SEND IN THE NUMBER OF THE PROMPT AND THE CHARACTER YOU WANT TO SEE WITH IT WHEN YOU REQUEST. REQUEST VIA MY πππππ. SEND IN A SHORT PLOT WITH THE CHARACTER AND NUMBERS OF PROMPTS.
IF YOU WANT TO USE THESE IN YOUR WRITING, PLEASE TAG ME IN YOUR WORKS AND REBLOG THIS POST.
β Wiping off droplets of your blood from the floor, knowing he hates the mess.
β Not hitting you when you anger him, waiting until he calms down and you detense.
β Saying you don't want it because you're tired, and he says you're easier to handle then.
β You crying and him kissing you harder.
β Him wiping your tears, saying that you need him.
β Locking the door again after bringing you food.
β Making you pick your own restraints.
β You passing out, but he keeps going.
β Saying you made him do this while cleaning your bruises.
β Telling all your friends and family you are just too dramatic.
β Choking you with the necklace he gifted you.
β Feeding you from his plate while your legs are tied to the floor.
β Making you confess to him while being naked.
β Him slapping the "modern culture" out of your head.
β Gifting you right after an argument, while you're shaking on the bed.
β Making you delete and block all your contacts in front of him.
β Handcuffing you to the bed, you knowing he has to leave for a few days.
β Him finding your "escape" bag and burning it in front of you.
β Beating up your friends for trying to "take you away" from him.
β Him telling you your terrified face makes him hard.
still available! β‘β‘
βββ½ΰΉ ππππ πππππππ --- for requests
ΰ·΄ ππππππππππ: This content is dark and very triggering. Minors and easily triggered people, do not interact. Your mental health matters. You are responsible for your own media consumption.
ΰ·΄ πππππ: MY CONTENT IS DARK AND DARK ONLY. My requests are now OPENED. You can request as many fictions as you want, but you have to check out my CHARACTERS LIST and my WARNINGS first. IF YOU ARE ANON, USE AN EMOJI, SO WE CAN TALK MORE <3. Request via my INBOX. Please, also write a short summary of your ideas, do not just send in the number of the promp and the character. Thank you.
πππππππ ππππππππ I will use for these: Choking; chasing kink; Dacryphilia (tear kink); fear kink; dv + heavy violence; restraints; manhanding and others. Please choose a few in your request.
"You flinch like that again in public, and Iβll give you a real reason to." (1)
"I donβt remember asking what you wanted, sweetheart." (2)
"You can cry if you want. Wonβt change a damn thing." (3)
"Thatβs the problem with you. You never fucking listen." (4)
"Go ahead. Tell me no again." (5)
"You move, and I promise itβll be worse." (6)
"I told you to sit down. Donβt make me say it twice." (7)
"You think I give a fuck if youβre scared?" (8)
"I liked you better when you knew your place." (9)
"Youβre only still breathing because I let you." (10)
"See how quiet you can be after I slap you around?" (11)
"You can beg if you want. Doesnβt mean Iβll stop." (12)
"Do I look like a man whoβs gonna change his mind?" (13)
"At least make yourself useful, baby." (14)
"You act like I havenβt done this before." (15)
"If you were strong enough to stop me, angel, you would have by now." (16)
"C'mon, baby, don't cry...we haven't even started." (17)
"I'll destroy your pretty face of yours if you do that again." (18)
"Come here. Now." (19)
"I'd suggest you returned because if I catch you...you won't like what I'll do to you." (20)
βββ½ΰΉ ππππ πππππππ --- for requests
ΰ·΄ ππππππππππ: This content is dark and very triggering. Minors and easily triggered people, do not interact. Your mental health matters. You are responsible for your own media consumption.
ΰ·΄ πππππ: MY CONTENT IS DARK AND DARK ONLY. My requests are now OPENED. You can request as many fictions as you want, but you have to check out my CHARACTERS LIST and my WARNINGS first. IF YOU ARE ANON, USE AN EMOJI, SO WE CAN TALK MORE <3. Request via my INBOX. Please, also write a short summary of your ideas, do not just send in the number of the promp and the character. Thank you.
πππππππ ππππππππ I will use for these: Choking; chasing kink; Dacryphilia (tear kink); fear kink; dv + heavy violence; restraints; manhanding and others. Please choose a few in your request.
πππππππ 2.0
"You flinch like that again in public, and Iβll give you a real reason to." (1)
"I donβt remember asking what you wanted, sweetheart." (2)
"You can cry if you want. Wonβt change a damn thing." (3)
"Thatβs the problem with you. You never fucking listen." (4)
"Go ahead. Tell me no again." (5)
"You move, and I promise itβll be worse." (6)
"I told you to sit down. Donβt make me say it twice." (7)
"You think I give a fuck if youβre scared?" (8)
"I liked you better when you knew your place." (9)
"Youβre only still breathing because I let you." (10)
"See how quiet you can be after I slap you around?" (11)
"You can beg if you want. Doesnβt mean Iβll stop." (12)
"Do I look like a man whoβs gonna change his mind?" (13)
"At least make yourself useful, baby." (14)
"You act like I havenβt done this before." (15)
"If you were strong enough to stop me, angel, you would have by now." (16)
"C'mon, baby, don't cry...we haven't even started." (17)
"I'll destroy your pretty face of yours if you do that again." (18)
"Come here. Now." (19)
"I'd suggest you returned because if I catch you...you won't like what I'll do to you." (20)
DO NOT BLAME THE WIND
ΰΏ π²arnings: MY CONTENT IS DARK AND MY WARNINGS ARE NOT EXHAUSTIVE. PROCEED WITH CAUTION. MY WORK CONTAINS TRIGGERING ELEMENTS SUCH AS MENTIONS OF RAPE; RESTRAINS; AGE GAP; CAPTIVITY; STOCKHOLM SYNDROME; MENTIONS OF BLOOD; FEAR; TORTURE THEMES AND POSSIBLY OTHERS. MDNI, 18+.
ΰΏ CATEGORY: JOEL MILLER ONE-SHOT
ΰΏ PAIRINGS: dark!captor!joel miller x reader
ΰΏ MY NOTES: finallyyy managed to write some pedro pascal. Exam sessions are over for now, so I'll be yours, my babies. Enjoy reading my shit. REBLOGS, ASKS, LIKES AND COMMENTS ARE MUCH LOVED AND DESIRED. REQUESTS ARE OPENED FOR MORE DARK FIC IDEAS.
ΰΏ TAGS: @pedrosyouknowwhat enjoy, my beloved. @highonmarvel my sister and soulmate xxx @katwriteshardy JUST IN CASE U WANNA READ THIS TOO
The weathered bark of the pine was splinting the flesh of your back and the cold was leaving sharp bites up your arms. The wind was unforgivingly harsh, and it whipped at your face, making more tears run down your numb cheeks. The rope was secured tightly and you felt like an animal, tied and bound to take your punishment. Your throat felt hoarse from all the weeping and pleading after him. But, apparently, when Joel Miller wanted to teach someone something, there was no opposition or protests β all you could do was watch his broad figure ride towards the woods, while you were left prey to the storm outside.Β
Your wrists were all bloodied, the result of your struggle. The dizziness and agony made your retina blur, disorting everything in your sight. You only prayed that Joel would come get you and you promised yourself you will never spit at his face ever again, no matter how hard he backhanded you or thrusted in your core.Β
As if your prayers were finally heard, a rugged movement beside you made your body instinctively flinch. βJ-Joel?β, you asked, heavy eyes looking up at the older man. His jaw was clenched as his gloved hand came up and rested itself on your jaw. βIβm so s-sorryββ, you choked out, hot tears now cascading freely. Your whole body was shaking from the pain of standing with your back glued to the tree, restrained, all in the iciness of the howling tempests.Β
βYouβre shiveringβ¦β, he growled, as if your plea fell on deaf ears. You nodded and looked up at him through your wet lashes. βIβm s-so coldβ¦β, you whimpered, melting into the hardness of his body.Β
His calloused hand came to your back, where your wrists were secured, and ran his fingertips over the dried blood. You yelped. βI want to knowββ, he started, and your heart jumped. You were ready to say anything just so he would take you back inside. ββif you know why youβre in this positionβ¦β
You looked into the darkness of his orbs and swallowed, looking for permission to speak. You absolutely did not want him to believe you were talking back, even though he asked you something.Β
The click of his tongue in the inside of his cheek was showing off that he was expecting your answer.Β
βJ-just as you s-sayβ¦Do not blame the wind for destroyal if you were the one that o-opened the window.β, you whispered, eyes falling to the frozen mud around your feet. βI-I was di-disrespectful and it w-was right of you to p-punish me.β
Joel smirked, pleased with your answer. βThereβs my good girlβ¦β, he praised, cutting off the rope. You wrapped your weakened arms around his neckβ¦You were clinging for dear life at the man that made you suffer the most. How ironic.Β
βLetβs get you back home, where youβll show me if youβre actually sorry or not.β, he finished as your eyes darted to the pylon of your torture, wrapped in fog, and the crimson-stained rope lying forgotten in the dirt. Your face buried itself into his neck, and his warmth gave you an odd comfort.
Β Terror does funny things to mankind.Β