no you don't get it, when i say i need him, i don't just mean he makes me horny (although yes, that too). i mean i want to press my body to his until there's no space left to close so i can feel his warmth. i want to kiss every part of his skin that i can and then taste his tongue while we make out. i want to touch him in exactly the ways i know make him sigh and squirm. i want to bite and scratch him, and mark him as my own. i want to have my lips over his while i fingerfuck him so he has to moan and whine in my mouth. i want to make him cum with my tongue again and again until he has tears in his eyes and he can't think anymore. i want to whisper in his ear and tell him what a good boy, what a beautiful little mess he is while he takes my strap. i want to cuddle with him after and gently kiss his forehead as he goes limp in my arms and drifts to sleep. i need all of him