Coco's Rants - Blog Posts

Between spiderverses

(ATSV DR)

“Go back home Miles, go home, and say hi to Spidey will ya?” - Coco.

★ Full name: Chloe Lynn Jackson (Arabic name is actually Lakisha)

★ Name meaning: blooming

★ Nickname: Coco or Lola or Kisha

★ Gender: Female

★ Age: 17 going on 18

★ Sexuality: straight

★ Pronouns: She/her/hers

★ Blood type: AB+

★ Ethnicity: American Egyptian

★ Nationality: American

★ Birthday: 6th April 1982

★ Birthplace: California, Los Angles, USA

★ Zodiac: Aries

★ Current residence: Los Angles

★ Spoken language: English with an Arabic thick accent + Arabic with Egyptian dialect

★ Occupation: highschool senior student, in an undergound band

★ Mbti: ENFP

★ Good traits:

Energetic

Creative

Optimistic

Loyal

Playful spirit

Kind

Quick learner

Responsible

★ Bad traits:

Impulsiveness

Impatience

Inability to focus

Zoning out/bored easily

Overthinking

Sensitive

Clumsy

Messy (yet clean, she is just disorganized)

★ Hobbies:

Painting street art

Sketching and sticking anything to the sketchbook that she has on top of buildings

Listening to rap and rock

Feeding stray cats

Eating

★ Pet peeves:

Insulting someone else for no reason

Overly strict rules

Being told she is “too messy for a girl”

Pressuring

Being unkind towards animals

★ Soft spots:

Close friends and family, or anyone

Animals

Random act of giving her food, food in general

Affection

Hobie and Mayday

★ Phobias:

Trypanophobia (only needles on her body, not to see them randomly, just syringes)

✶ Favorite color: pink

★ Love Language: Affection + words of affirmation

★ Favorite food: brownies and traditional Egyptian warm foods

★ Favorite drink: chocolate milk

★ Admired person: Peter Parker, Tupac Shakur and her mom.

★ Favorite singer/band: Kate Bush, Tupac, Biggie, Rihanna, Eminem, Radiohead and Nirvana, Metallica and also Aaliyah, MJ, Shakira, and some Egyptian singers, Fayrouz, Shalom Harlow.

★ Intelligence level: above average, and yet somewhat dumb in common sense as a joke.

★ Father:

Name = Alvie Aaron Jackson

Ethnicity and nationality = Californian American

★ Mother:

Name = Maleeha (Mabel) Al-Sultan (Mabel Jackson)

Ethnicity and nationality = Egyptian African

★ Siblings: none

★ Relatives (only in Cali):

first of all, on my mother’s side, only mom remained in Cali and others all went home, except for my grandmother who’s still alive

Grandma Karima Al-Sultan

Uncle Charles Jackson + Aunt Olivia Jackson (nee Williams)

★ Cousins:

Name = Sasha Sky Jackson (knows about my identity)

Name = Chase Ken Jackson (knows about my identity)

★ Pets:

Name = Brutus

Species = dog

Breed = purebreed naturally pinned eared big doberman

Color = pure black with a spikey collar

Behavior = so sweet and gentle, loves new people, but is also protective and quite helps me.

Gender: male

★ S/O: Hobie Brown (EWHEFRW-)

★ World: Spiderman - Across the Spiderverse

★ Earth: earth - 8002

★ Year: 1999

★ Origin story:

just a Californian girl in early 00s, skateboards and the rise of internet, quite a time.

sweet age of 16 a couple of years ago, one eventful night where it all began, being 10 PM outside under the breezy night of L.A, sodas by the vending machine while her group talks about the latest singer on the magazine.

to idly sit there and watching the starry night by the sidewalk, unaware a creepy crawler destinated to climb up her shoulder, and thus, taking it's bite, our hero was born.

★ Spider name: Webby

★ Canon event:

the Betrayal arc, where she found out one of her closest childhood friend was directly link to the cause of such a disaster she managed to almost save herself from being killed, it was quite something seeing someone you love and protect work against you when you thought no one will.

★ Special spider abilities:

despite the normal web slingshots and whatnot, being extremely flexible is actually something she's known for, and, her silked strings of webs are durable more than a normal one, it has some strands of red in them, making it agile and sharp whenever needed, the red strands acts as a venomous paralyzing agent when activated.

★ Spider suit + appearance:

actually just an everyday clothing, low rise jeans and hibiscus tattoos on your back and neck, maybe some other places, hoop earrings and long slightly curly thick brown hair, white mask and to tribute her Egyptian heritage, the spidermask has a blue and black eyeliner around the eye part, along with a gold gem on the forehead.

for a mummified look, to wrap her arms in bandages (diy lol), a necklace and wired headphones to go, usually to wear kohl around her green eyes, moles to adorn the body and face.

★ Earth theme song: California Love - Tupac (instrumental)

"And you don't seem the lying kind

A shame that I can read your mind

And all the things that I read there

Candlelit smile that we both share

And you know I don't mean to hurt you

But you know that it means so much

And you don't even feel a thing." - Duvet, Boa

@cyb3rl0v

Gon go with my promise and post my spidersona and Spiderverse DR soon enough 🤭, the poll said they wanna see me shift there first, so that's that 🫵🏻

I don't know if you understand hypnagogia, but they say that if you stay awake in it, you are in Focus 10 (awake mind, asleep body) and the void from there is very easy... hypnagogia is when you relax and out of nowhere you see some waves, images, with your eyes closed, I always go into hypnagogia, if it is an awake mind and an asleep body, then the void is the easiest thing in the world 😭😭😭

YES

YES AGAIN, HELL YES, HYPNAGOGIC STATE IS JUST BEFORE VOID 😭✋🏻 in that state your body will be like:

"whatever the mind says bc I don't know where the fuck are we."

GOOD LUCK AND LMK

Please never deactivate I loooooooove your blog and your aesthetics so much! 💗 💓 💖

NEEEVVVVERRRRRE

if any of y'all catch me with a deactivated acc come for my ass bc something would be wrong, either it got banned or smth, but never, imma stay here, and breaks will only be deleting the apps and not deactivating, MWAH

— 🍓 SUGAR SWEET STRAWBERRY … what’s the most romantic, sugar-sweet moment you’ve had or will have in your DR? something so terrifically soft and perfect it could’ve come straight from a wild strawberry patch

I ADORE THIS ANOSNOANS

This will be something

Hogwarts golden trio era:

I honestly have not written an S/O for myself, I'm the type to wait and see who there will actually like me back and love me for who I am, y'know? NO SHAME TO OTHERS I DON'T MEAN THAT, but honestly, being Harry's oldest childhood friend, I just know he picked up hair braiding and styling from my long hair to do out of boredom, I'd see my hairband on his wrist all the time, just either to play with it during potions or just his hand that always tugs around my hair strands, micro braiding them in class, with his lazy smile.

"Daniella, wanna watch the stars again?"

I might die from this.

Spiderverse:

Parting with Hobie can be hard oml 💀💀💀, I honestly think the only way we'd get off was bracelets we exchanged, and get that, occasional visits between each other even with our realities, late night deep ass conversations about his world in the 60s and my world in the 90s, one thing I'd be so soft over was If he does admit things I don't wanna even think of before melting 🤭

"I never liked consistency, but it's becoming a routine to want to see your face again."

Jujutsu Kaisen:

First off all, I just know this reality is traumatic, I'd cry a couple of times and I know that, and the only thing I want is a deep hug from Yuji, genuinely.

Like a big one if I cry and having his ass fret over how if he had done anything, best thing is he's already a golden retriever, having him around will solve everything, from simply sitting on the counter counting brownies when he just admits randomly he's been having a crush for ages now, then blames it on Megumi for pushing him.

I ADORE him.

I feel cringe when saying those bc of how much ppl made fun of it back when I used to tell anyone 💀, I DON'T CARE 🗣️🗣️

Despite everything, I will enter the void today! When I relax and become sleepy, I will confirm and go to my pure state. No foolish thoughts can stop me. Even though I think about it, I fuck it. This is my life, the void is mine, the void is inside me. It's easier to reach it than breathing. No more procrastinating and crying about it not happening. I will do it! (your blog really motivates me baby)

YES YES YES LANPSNPAJODJOSJOSJAOJEOJSOJOS YOU GO GIRL IM CHEERING BEHIND YOU WITH MY SPEAKER 🔊🔊🔊🔊🔊🔊🔊

EVERYONE READING THIS? 🫵🏻🫵🏻🫵🏻🫵🏻

THAT'S EVERYONE TONIGHT, COME ON, IM PUMPED INSTEAD OF U, I CANNOT WAIT FOR UR SUCCESS ARGH.

THERE WE GO ITS YOUR LIFE, WAKE UP CALLS EVERYONE 🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️

(and I adore you EVEN MORE)

this is so unserious and unrelated and I know you mean 'my love' (i ♡♡♡♡ it never stop!!) when you say ML but my silly brain keeps reading it as male lead

STOP I BURST OUT LAUGHING I CAN'T UNSEE IT NOW 💀💀💀💀💀💀

THIS MADE ME WHEEZE

okay no you have a point here I swear now ml

(male lead 🫵🏻)

NAH I LOVE UNSERIOUS ASKS IT MAKES MY DAY

🍋

🍋 TERRIBLY SOUR LEMON ... who's your least favorite person in your DR? a poisonous ex, a toxic professor-maybe someone who tried to straight up murder you. who do you truly go sour in the face at the thought of?

HOLY SHI THAT'S AN ASKKK, I got tons of Dr, and I wanna answer them on some of them.

Hogwarts golden era:

DRACO MALFOY, DO NOT COME AT ME DRACO FANS BUT ILL JUMP AT HIS ASS IF I SEE HIM-

I'm a true Gryffindor and he's such a whiny bitch in the books (not in the half blood prince, I actually felt half bad with the pressure around him but oh well).

I mean, let him throw a slur at my girl Hermione I'm begging for a fight with yo ass. ☝🏻

Spiderverse:

Miguel... 😒 Yeah he's attractive when he's not looking like he's gon kill me but honestly I hate pressure, I seriously hate pressure and he's the epitome of pressuring people and GOD THE WAY HE'D COMMENT OF EVERY SHIT YOU DO?

nuh uh, I don't like him, I do sorta respect him and feel bad for his daughter bc he's clearly mourning but I don't like his attitude.

(idk half a mind to make another DR just for the fight and hate between us with enemies and tension 😔✋🏻)

Jujutsu Kaisen:

THAT GIRL- MOMO, Jesus I hate how she talks down on women, I found her cute at first but girl.

Girl.

You is fr? WHAT THE FUCK DO U MEAN, but seriously I wanna get her down and give her some deep conversation about sexism.

Talk about sexism and Naoya 💀 what is it with pretty men and their ideas wtf, he looks good with his mouth shut tho.

And mahito would get on my nerves just wait.

Tokyo rev:

Kisaki.

No words 👍🏻 those who know they know.

Mini Coco Interview!!

bcs I’m boutta get all my desires tn!!😝

Whats on your manifestation list rn?

what do u do besides shifting or manifesting?

what are ur cats names?

Tysmmm!!💖

I ADORE PPL WITH YHESE ASKSLNALNSLNSOSJ

Ok so.

YES U WILL GET UR DESIRES BC YOU SAID SO ☝🏻

now, I HAVE THREE CATS, one named is Felix (my skz peeps understand) and one is Spidey (obv props for spiderman) and the other is Yuji (AGAIN BC OF ITADORI)

now on my manifesting list, I wanna get green eyes bc them eyes are pretty af 😔 and I have half a mind to manifest being a blonde but I still love my brown hair so I'm unsure yet 🧍🏻‍♀️

AND I WANNA MANIFEST BEING ABLE TO TELL WHEN PPL LIE BC WHY NOT.

being good at oil painting bc that shit is hard as fuck, and I also wanna manifest a dog, doberman specifically 🤭

I have a couple others but that is what I have in mind so far ngl, and for the other questions:

I draw and study or read fantasy novels and I ADORE dressing up, it's so fun omg, I love sleeping too even if my sleep schedule is fucked 😔

EITHER WAY THANKS ML AND WISHING U TO GET IN THE VOID

Hey baby whats your pov on manifesting things through void in Cr coz one of my fav blogger wizzbelle got a lot of hate for it she left

Wait what 🧍🏻‍♀️, HOLD ON AM I MISSING SMTH?

I mean I know I missed sm, I know who wizzbelle is after she deactivated though but I still don't know why she got hate? Her story sounded so inspiring and right I'm a little in the dark if anyone knows lmk in the replies pls 🙏🏻

BUT EITHER WAY, one of the main reasons people go to the void is either to relax or to manifest, and my views is that yes, you can manifest whatever the fuck you want (as long as it's not harmful, because please remember, it's not going to go well.)

It's literally the easiest thing ever and I purely believe that even if people hate or whatever, who the fuck they are to judge someone by their results and life? Good for her to get her results, buy like I said, I genuinely don't know why she god hate for.

MWAH ILY

wait btw are u a gyaru? If so what kind?? Im agejo!! Though my style isn’t that consistent It’s actually one of my mains!! ㅇ ㅅ ㅇ !!💖💖

SHUT. UP.

YOU KNEW IM GYARU??? AND YOU'RE GYARU TOO? OH MY GOD IM KICKING AND ROLLING JY FEET ALNWLNWONSLNWOJODNSO.

I've been gyaru for a couple of years now BUT ME TOO I'M NOT SO CONSISTENT, BUT MY STYLE IS SOMEWHERE BETWEEN ORA ORA AND TSUYOME GYARU

even tho I'm still such a beginner I'm still trying ☝🏻, especially with the make-up oml been trying sm for this.

EITHER WAY OMG I LOVE AGEJO, I TRIED TO DO IT BUT I COULDN'T PULL IT OFF 😭😭😭, I ADORE MEETING OTHER GALS FR MWAH.

Which DR should I shift to this week?

Ik i did the post last time but I just realized the poll was for 7 days 💀💀💀

Anyways lmk which place I should shift to first so that I can get my goddamn lazy bitch self up and finish the script of it today or tomorrow.

(p.s// whichever got the highest rating, I'll be making a post about my character there and it's script today)

Have u shifted before? If yes, to where? Also, have u manifested anything from the void yet? If yes, can you share with us, if you're comfortable with sharing? Also, you're such an inspiration and I rlly loveee your blog, loadsss of love to you💕

HELLO ML, ILY TOO SM.

First of all, yes I have shifted before, to my WR (back in like two years ago ig? I thought it was a dream at that time lmfao it was a house in the pink clouds.)

And I also shifted MULTIPLE times to a slightly altered CR when I get bored, fairly easy ngl just closing your eyes and imagining the thing you want and bam you feel sucked in, I open my eyes and I got what I want.

(did that for eyesight, I saw that I was slightly having trouble looking so I just got it that I already have 20/20 eyesight)

BUT, I haven't shifted to anywhere that I like YET, y'know why? Because my lazy ass used to postpone that given how I didn't have my script ready yet, but currently I'm working on it, ik you can shift without a script but I just love making them 🧍🏻‍♀️✋🏻, I may shift this week if I finished one of my scripts.

Now for the void, like I said, I entered last time I think a week or two ago? When I posted about it, and ever since I honestly have not entered for anything to manifest, I'll be truly honest with you.

It feels weird because once I knew the key to the void, I already have the key so everything is easy and my desires will still appear whenever I want, y'know? I don't know why but I feel like staying here for a couple of weeks or days until I'm gon manifest my list.

(it's so weird when I used to hate myself sm and wanted to manifest it away now I'm so neutral about it and I even like how I look, matter of fact next time I get in the void I already have a mind to keep my appearance just tweak some a bit.)

So sorry if you're disappointed by my answer but whenever I shift again or manifest anything from the void I already have a drafted post on it 😭, DON'T WORRY ML.

But yes I did actually manifest some small things last time, first like seeing stars in the void, second to wake up already a master at entering the void whenever I want, and third my mindset to never waver and sticks to itself.

GOOD LUCK AND MY VOID THINGS AND SHIFTING STORIES ARE COMING IN THIS MONTH

P.s// forgot to say that I also shifted to MHA for like a day or smth there, without a script or anything and holy shit was it a day 💀

My journey. (Tw)

This is the longest post, please read everything if you need motivation, need some advice, and let me help you with something.

I want anyone who is doubting themselves, anyone who is trying not to give up, anyone else in the community of being blessed, to read the post whole.

I'm going to be talking about my life, and how the journey started, what I did and what I did not, bear in mind please, this was a little emotional for me to write, I feel a bit nostalgic about it all and I honestly can't believe so much went in such a time.

I found out about everything starting with a book I bought from the local fair that interested me a lot, and I swear if it weren't for the book, I would be here, I used to be the most logical bitch child ever, top grades, stressed like I'm in college already, pained mind and always pressured to be perfect, resulting in me being burnt out and already too mature for my age in mind, yet still childish in many senses, and constant fights with my parents, I felt like I was against the world.

The book was The Power of your Subconscious Mind - Dr. Joseph Murphy.

I was a kid who loved hobby reading, sort of an escape from the hell hole of the pressure I would have around me, and I adapted by this book, and it changed everything for me.

I was only 13 at that time of the book, after that I started trying it out for things and I saw results, made me happy, and I went to something I found in the corner of YouTube, called subliminals, and another part of it where it was called manifestation.

Now with subs, I found reality shifting, then came the void, then came lucid dreams and all that combined together in a hot mess.

Shifting was something so beautiful to me, The idea of a world where I could live my life was something that trapped me so much, I already imagine things a lot and use it as an escape mechanism, sounded perfect, right? And naturally, my first DR was my hero academia, just because I wanted to relive being a proper teenage.

And for subliminals? I can tell you one thing, I was extremely insecure of the person who used to be in the mirror, because all I did was to throw away my life, I studied, slept, and woke up, no friends, no one to trust, I just lost myself, and all that when I was 13-14, (tw) I hated hated hated myself and my appearance so bad, I could only pity myself for the state I used to be in.

I feel almost sad for my younger self, as I'm 18 now watching my young teen self stress through her life, cry at her appearance, even sometimes (tw) wishing to be just die in her sleep, all that because I was heavily burnt out, seeing girls my age looking prettier through puberty, talking with others and I'm stuck on a wish that felt like it won't happen, and yet, a part of me was too ashamed to feel this way, because I knew there are people worse than me, and I sympathized for them.

I think it started good, at 14 years old, I fully started subliminals and it worked for a while, especially my first results that hyped me up so much as changing the grades I mentioned on the other post, so I thought life was changing right?

It did for a year, at 15 things were going well on the outside, I started obsessing over my look, I started using subliminals even more too much for my appearance, I changed drastically, and tried to fit in, but get, none of those changes in my self were drastically from manifesting or anything, sure of course I had some small results, it was almost like I was not naturally like that, I felt fake in short, like a second skin to my real self, every night trying to shift or enter the void and whatnot, all that and finally, and I even opened a Tumblr account which safe to say, got pretty popular back in the day and honestly that was quite a mistake for me at that time.

Why? It ruined me.

I thought I could open the blog to help people with their journey as well as help myself with mine, y'know? Things got out of hand when I got a bunch of people who messaged me and ranted to me about their problems, and bless my younger heart, I used to be so touched by it and help them with it, I was like an unpaid therapist, and I never cared about my health, I just wanted to make people who had worse life than mine, get their results before even I did.

I should've told them I can't manifest for them, but that was where the shit and trust issues came from, sadly I got into the trap of (tw) "suicidal" people who claimed they'll off themselves and blame it on me if I don't enter the void for them, saying how they hate their life and everything else and how they want to change everything.

Please.

For the love of god.

I've been there like you and in worse, I stood up, I found the courage to stand up everytime I fell down, everytime, and that happened so much, almost 6 years worth of failure and never once I wanted someone to do it for me, why? Because it's your life my love, please don't think I'm rude or whatnot, I seriously I'm telling you, it's all in your hands.

And yes, of course there are people with far worse conditions and living state than mine, and I'm never blaming anyone to ask for help, but seriously.

To threaten a literal child on a simply happy pink blog telling her to enter the void for them or else? Especially one where she was a little too eager to help? Please, do it on your own as much as we all did on our own, I used to think "why don't bloggers like to manifest for others?".

I understood it after that, the emotional baggage? That was traumatizing for me.

Either way, I also had one of my followers spam follow me on my private Instagram (which I don't know how) and started (tw) a slight talk of let's say, almost grooming.

Thank God it wasn't pictures, I don't know if it is considered that, but is it alright to be told (tw) that they'd like to f#ck me or what not? I'm uncomfortable to go into more details but that was the breaking point for me, seeing almost 40 or something accounts spam messaging my requests no matter how much I block them, kept making more accounts.

I. Was. Horrified.

That's when I snapped, that was my last resort, I hated everything, I hated it all, I blocked all the current accounts, deleted my Instagram account, shut my blog off and started neglecting myself heavily and got back again into a depressing state, where I thought that's it, I'm cursed, wasn't I?

I burnt out so bad.

I genuinely believe it was the worst year of my life, even when I turned 16, everything got wrecked, the life I built and tried to maintain it fell apart, one of my friends backstabbed me so hard, I just gave up on manifesting and the void, which was something I wanted so much every night, wishing or begging anyone listening to help me, scrolling hours in Tumblr trying to find something helpful.

When I turned 17, this was my healing stage.

I may have slight tears in my eye, or I may sound dramatic, but oh god I am so glad to be here where I am now, I love myself, I seriously feel so bad and emotional for my younger self, if only, oh if only I could go back to hug her and tell her to live her teenage life, but I couldn't, I took life too seriously at that time and told myself I was cursed, only in the summer of 2024 I got back to my manifesting mindset, without Tumblr.

At 17, I started fixing myself, I gently loved myself, I started throwing the pedestal of the void away, I treated everything in front of me as a miracle, I loved myself, helped myself, took myself back on my feet and I gave myself time.

Time is something a lot of people here are annoyed by, it does not exist, so why are you bothered to give yourself some of this "nonexistent" time to heal yourself? I know some might say it's hard to love yourself, guys please.

Just love that small part of you that is still standing, that was shown the void and shifting and anything else for a reason, at 17 I started seeing results from everywhere again, I gained popularity, I built myself, I helped myself, trusted the law of assumptions, and my mindset had grown.

Now, I'm healed.

I no longer do this just to "get out of this" or "to escape everything", I do it for myself and because I know I deserve it, I don't place it up, I place it within reach like an apple waiting to be picked.

Everyone reading this, if you have come so far, do not give up, but of course.

It's your choice, no one can beg you to come back to your life, it's your choice my love.

I hope everyone in any situation my deepest and my most tender love to them, wether you're shifting, premashifting, rebuilding yourself with the void, changing everything.

Please thank yourself for staying strong and reaching here for so long, some say they've been doing this for 2 years, some say one.

I went on strong for 6, and I am glad I did, and I realized it all falls in your hands, I could've done it all by the first year, heck, even the first month, so my loves, my last piece of advice:

Love yourself, thank yourself, and ease yourself, let the apple fall, and not your hand that was straining for the apple.

Xoxo. Coco

Guys tell me I'm dreaming WHAT THE FUCK HAPPENED TO MY FAV GIRLY? @premiumbitch

Is she okay? Does anyone know if she needs help? Is everything fine with her?

Oml I'm going to miss her, her blog was my fav ☹️

U guys don't get it I'm DOWN bad for Dick Grayson rn....

Fact is I could shift but I still wanna perfect my script bc yo girl like to be detailed ✋🏻

Like pls see my man.

MWAH YES, I LOVE YOUR BLOG, ALL OF Y'ALL, ADORE IT SM, and yes fr don't mind it at all it'll slowly get to you, BUT I LOVE HAVING A SONIC DR FR

Do you have any sonic ocs? Or perhaps… a sonic Dr? - 🎀

HELL YEAH I HAVE AN OC AND A DR.

so, I have two different versions of sonic DRs, one is movie version, obviously where I wrote there being tom and Maddie's adopted daughter and basically being a human yk?

My other one is where my oc is a bunny 🤭, Bonnie the Bunny specifically, either way sorta like Cream the Bunny yk? I still don't know if I should relate myself to Cream or not, BUT IT'LL BE SO ADORABLE TO HAVE CREAM AS A YOUNGER SISTER.

usually I haven't finished writing that specific DR yet but I'm SO EXCITED AB IT FR.

Btw I binge scroll thru your blog it's so fun.

All my DRs (part I)

── .✦ Jujutsu kaisen as a student

"Where souls connect and curses roam."

Shifting to the timeline of jjk 0.

Helping Yuta through his curse, late night strolls in the dark to patrol certain places being curse infested, laughs while training with Panda, trying to understand Inumaki over the sixteenth time until decided we have to learn sign language for him, and certainly being treated with donuts every weekend by Gojo, only to one day stroll through the ruins of Shibuya for a small oath to keep your loved ones safe.

── .✦ Resident Evil 4

"quiet roads leading to nothing."

I just started playing the game, the original, and god it's so much for a reality to shift to.

Being an agent besides Kennedy, a rough mission to retrieve the president's daughter, history runs back before the virus, late night fires and loaded weapons before you sleep, occasional humming in between treating wounds.

── .✦ Old renaissance love

"oh, if only the clouds could speak, they'd damn you for being the second sun."

Pure raw love, forbidden, close to something that could surpass any love in history, I want historic love, love over life.

Sounds dramatic, but being in the old simple times, maybe a simple villager, falling for someone, exchanging hidden letters, confessions through flowers, whispers in the night against the howl of the winds, begging for one touch.

── .✦ Hogwarts as a Marauder

"there goes Whiskers, hidden by trees."

I'm a sucker for them, the sweet old times.

Being James' twin, a constant piece they never part from, watching the stars on the astronomy tower with Remus, roaming through the forbidden forest as a panther alongside the Marauders.

Nimble fingers through the black fur, protecting her nephew, Harry, and to be a professor at Hogwarts later on.

Here me out. Read this.

Guys I think I know smth, listen believe me or not but the amount of success I've seen JUST this month is INSANE, given I also was successful, vibrations are weirdly high and I'm urging you to use it to your fullest extent 🧍🏻‍♀️, I may be wrong but my friend also SHIFTED just a while ago, and I almost got into a lucid dream last night, genuinely I don't know how the hell to make it make sense but genuinely if someone knows why this month is so lucky, LET US KNOW PLEASE.

it's a sign y'all, go do your own thing, I swear everything goes your way this month.

GUESS WHO'S BIRTHDAY TODAYYYYYYY??? SWEET 18 TO MEEEEE.

I'm entering the void tonight.