I don’t want to have another “crush”.
I need to have a full blown obsession.
I need to have someone to be the last thing I think about when I go to sleep.
I need to have someone to admire and adore every single aspect and flaw about them.
I need someone who I can confide in and be honest with and they can with me.
I don’t care if it’s for a week or even a day.
I miss being able to feel fuzzy things for other people.