But I Dont Have Like. Sensory Issues Or Anything Except For Some Textiles That Make Me Want To Get Rid Of My Nervous System - Blog Posts

i am not diagnosed but i dont knwo what is wrong with me. i have enough neurodivergent traits that multiple people think i am autistic and now that i think about it that time where i spent the entire hour of lunch break alone watching pigeons in a nest and how i used to wal around doing shit that was verry definitely stimming and the fact that i have multiple times gotten back into the friend group of the peopl who are bullying me at school are apparently not extremely neurotypical behaviours? but i dont have like. sensory issues or anything except for some textiles that make me want to get rid of my nervous system i dont have issues with loud noises or bright lights or anything i just am really bad at social stuff. but thats because im with the wrong eople. im getting better at it and its judt because social anxiety it hink. i am considering whether or not im a different flavour of neurodivergent that nobody's ever heard of and is undiscovered idk bro something is wrong with me but i dont know what it is :(