god. anyway. I’m a sucker for Eridan Ampora doing something with his hands. like writing or painting — just doing something. i love the idea of him looking deeper into history, finding old scriptures of the Beforus events for example and rereading and rereading until he gets a new perspective in his head. idk. idk i just like the idea of him writing stuff down. writing things. poems, i don’t care.
i want the dude to grow up and be able to create things after destroying so much. i want him to use that Hope aspect of his and then end up hating the final product or the idea of the final product that he never finishes it.
there’s this beautiful book that tackles a guy who’s about to be better but the author never finished it, the rest of the book is blank. his Hope died.