Bsd Dazai - Blog Posts

my personal motivation of the day:

fucking interlinked bro, listening to party 4 u — charli xcx and a few repeats in i realized she says birthday cake in august but you were born 19th of june, my birthday is in august and osamu’s birthday is literally 19th of june.

the rest of the song captures the vibe of our relationship when we first met again after a while, which was why i was looping it before i even fully listened to the lyrics and realized. genuinely insane. so many specific lyrics that encapsulate specific things that happened in my life revolving the both of us. he’s half of who i am now, really. the identity i have in my personal thoughts is weaved with his, even though i no longer talk to my friends about him/shifting.

other parts of the song that resonate (in vague terms, some of it is kind of private, in a way that i just don’t feel like sharing it with everyone, but i’ll know & remember what it means) : • Called your friends from out of town ; Oda. • And I'm waiting for you by the window, yeah ; the thick glass square windows in the old doctor’s building we’d sit at. • Called your digits, but the phone kept ringin'. Wish I knew what you were thinking ; the night that ended (started) it all. • Yeah, if you saw my tears, would you touch me? Kiss me on the mouth, say you love me? Leave a message, tell me you're sorry? ; jail lmao • Why you treating me like someone that you never loved? ; the awkwardness on coming back.

i love you for this song charli, but make sure to count your days because omg??

My Bungo Stray Dogs Reality Masterpost ❦

realistic relationship chart

relationship chart

party 4 u, a manifestation

idfc trend

family chart

curses in bsd

soulmates in bsd

fun facts about sam

how we met in every reality

BONUS: My Realistic Images Bungo Stray Dogs Reality Relationship Chart ݁ᛪ༙

NOTE: i don’t think i have the base for this one sadly, saved or in dms :( ask me anything about my life here!

ARCHIVED; this tiktok i posted on 2024 - 2 - 27

My Bungo Stray Dogs Reality Relationship Chart ݁ᛪ༙

NOTE: i think i still have the base in one of my dms but i got a new phone in between then and now, so the original file is deleted off of my phone. just dm me if you’d like this base and i’ll try to see if i can find it!

ARCHIVED; this tiktok i posted on 2024 - 2 - 25

My Bungo Stray Dogs Reality Relationship Chart ݁ᛪ༙

NOTE: i think i still have the base in one of my dms but i got a new phone in between then and now, so the original file is deleted off of my phone. just dm me if you’d like this base and i’ll try to see if i can find it!

ARCHIVED; this tiktok i posted on 2024 - 2 - 25

doodles from the past 2 weeks :P

these are drawn on roblox (free draw, realistic spray paint), microsoft whiteboard, and ibspaint x :3

PART THREE WOOOHOOO‼️‼️‼️‼️

OKAY THIS TIME IM FULLY SERIOUS I SWEAR THE NEXT ONE WILL BE THE LAST ONE 🙏🙏 (can you tell which ship i draw the most)

i kinda forgot i had this app 😭, but i’m about to art dump‼️‼️, warning i jump fandoms a lot

Draw my rarepairs part 1

Dazai x Shirase

I named them shirazai

Strombringer is one of the best bsd novel i've ever read (my favorite is dazai's exam, because Im a kunizai fan),

but unfortunately, shirase and dazai didn't interact in the stormbringer, but I still thought, what if...?

Like, I think kafka had a good comedic potential for this duo, and I don't quite understand why he introduced shirase into the narrative if he only interacted with chuuya for about two seconds. for what? he didn't play any important role, although he could have...

And that's how I started shipping them👻

If Dazai doesn't come out of this whole situation with Batman levels of obsessiveness over the few, good things left in his life then I will actually riot.

This is going to be a wild take: under certain circumstances, I actually wouldn't mind if Dazai stayed dead.

Obviously, I want him alive, and am still in denial about how permanent his death truly is. But what's worse than an outright statement going "Dazai is dead and will never be brought back to BSD", is the uncertainty (partially because of the fandom). If he's dead, I want to have a skk scene that obliterates my heart.

I want what's left of the PM or the ADA to find vampire Chuuya, cradling Dazai's rotting corpse in his arms as he tries again and again, unsuccessfully, to save him by turning him into a vampire. Where each time he tries, Dazai's ability lashes out and removes the foreign ability, and he dies all over again. I want a Chuuya who has already been turned back to a human during one of his attempts, but still continues anyways because he can't cope, until the people who found him have to physically pry him away from Dazai.

I have a craving, and that craving is hurt/no comfort.

and they were narrative foils (oh my god they were narrative foils)

PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE TELL ME YOU KNOW WHAT LES MIS I WILL CRY IF THE REFERENCE GOES OVER EVERYONE'S HEAD AGAIN PLEASE anywau kunizai as enjolras and grantaire,,, yayyyy

and they were narrative foils (oh my god they were narrative foils)

PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE TELL ME YOU KNOW WHAT LES MIS I WILL CRY IF THE REFERENCE GOES OVER EVERYONE'S HEAD AGAIN PLEASE anywau kunizai as enjolras and grantaire,,, yayyyy

Fish tank

Lighting study/ rendering study -3-

“the temple of your soul”

First post on Tumblr yippeee

Posted from my Insta, @artifexnox

AllTober Day 5 - "I'm Not Going Anywhere"

Contains: Self-Harm, Alcohol, Suicidal Intentions, Kunikidazai

Fandom: Bungo Stray Dogs

Characters: Kunikida Doppo, Dazai Osamu

It wasn't uncommon for Dazai to attempt to kill himself - he even went as far as to call it a hobby. There was no meaning to life in Dazai's mind, so why would he live something with no meaning? Dazai witnessed murder, abuse and every other crime you could think, and also committed a large number of them as well. Even so, for some reason, someone cared.

In the Port Mafia, it was Odasaku. Even if Oda saw that there was no life or ambition behind the dead of Dazai's eyes, he still cared about Dazai. If it wasn't for Oda, Dazai would never have left the mafia.

Now, it was his work partner, Kunikida Doppo. But Kunikida was different. Kunikida specifically would find a section of his perfect schedules, and that section would be 'check on Dazai'. He would dress Dazai's wounds, make sure Dazai ate, and see it that Dazai slept. All before Kunikida would focus on himself.

Today was no different. Kunikida was in Dazai's apartment, at the same time everyday. He stood at Dazai's cooker, making the former mafia member something to eat. Unfortunately, Kunikida hadn't gotten there before Dazai had drank a few too many - and Kunikida had yet to find out.

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"Why do you help me?" Dazai blurted out after he'd eaten what Kunikida made. The mathematician was in the midst of redressing Dazai's wounds, some old and some new - most self-inflicted, few accidental.

"Sorry?" Kunikida was confused, no doubt.

"Why do you help me?" Dazai repeated. He tilted his head, laid on the back of the couch, towards Kunikida.

"Why shouldn't I? You're worth the same care as everyone else" Kunikida replied, finishing with wrapping Dazai's arm, moving round to the other.

"Am I? You know what I've done... It's punishment is it not?" Dazai stared at his ceiling as he said this.

"You've proven you can and have changed, Dazai. Yes, you drive me nuts, but when you don't it leaves me concerned. You're not the kid you were, alright?" Kunikida said with a tone that only a teacher could manage, using his ability to get another reel of bandage, realising he'd ran out.

"Heh, and I'm the crazy one... You're insane if you think that makes anything better" Dazai grumbled, watching Kunikida.

"Never said it made what happened better. However, you're helping in an effort to make Yokohama safer".

"Kunikida..."

Kunikida glanced up from behind his glasses, finishing the other arm. He immediately noticed that Dazai had tears rolling steadily down his face.

"... Why of all people do you keep me as your partner...?"

"You're more than a damn partner Dazai, and you know that. You're a part of me as I am a part of you" Kunikida moved to sit beside Dazai, pulling the shorter detective into a hug. Outside of Kunikida's usual actions, yes, but it would happen occasionally and Dazai would relax into it. Dazai fell silent, before wrapping his arms around Kunikida, sending the ex-teacher onto his back, only so Dazai could rest his head on Kunikida's chest. He would do this when he got like this - lay and listen to Kunikida's heart, and fall asleep to it, knowing that he would be safe.

"I'm not going anywhere, Dazai. I'm here to stay".

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drew dazai on realistic spray paint!!!!!

i followed the thing on how to draw dazai :3

this song is LITERALLY oda and dazai. no one can tell me otherwise.

Some doodles I did while studying

I love these two so much. They consume my every waking moment. You can tear freckled Chuuya from my cold, dead hands, that is my fav head canon in all of the univers, with him having heterocromia, but I couldn't really show it in the drawing very well🥲

A personal head canon for Dazai is that he has really chapped lips, 'cause...... just look me in the eye and tell me this man takes care of himself in any shape or form

Please ignore the spanish! And sorry for the handwriting it's not really the focuse but still

Redrawing some of my favourite manga panels! DAY 1

Soukoku (from bsd ) is one of my favourite ships of all time! I really enjoy their dynamic and design

If you have ideas for other panels, comment, or send them to me, please!

💭🧋🎧 dahyun moodboard ✧.˚˖ ་

like or reblog 🫶🏻

Z z z☆ﾟ⁠.⁠*⁠･⁠｡ﾟ

Dazai be plotting. Which ngl is one of the most kissable things.

Dazai in a dress supremacy

Just a drawing break from writing the souheki fic lol. I absolutely love how this turned out

(•'ω'●)♡

Dazai in a dress supremacy

Just a drawing break from writing the souheki fic lol. I absolutely love how this turned out

(•'ω'●)♡

Doodle is done (technically two) and the rough draft is halfway done :]

Here you go @ty-pod:

When i said doodles i meant doodles lol

The temptation to write souheki fanfic purely because I can’t find any ones that I like the characterizations. But there’s the fear I will do no better.

Also i literally have no ideas for plots so if anyone had any ideas/suggestions that’d be splendid

Ok but seriously I am dying here pls any help with ideas will be rewarded with a little doodle

The temptation to write souheki fanfic purely because I can’t find any ones that I like the characterizations. But there’s the fear I will do no better.

Also i literally have no ideas for plots so if anyone had any ideas/suggestions that’d be splendid

They have hijacked my brain recently lol

Have Ranpo being dramatic (like me)

Boo! I also ship souheki! (And really should draw more of them)

Also Atsushi does not get paid enough

Messy digital sketches are fun, it’s a nice break from the fully rendered digital art.

Really proud of how Chuuya turned out and Dazai turned out rlly soft

╰(*´︶`*)╯♡

Why are they so fun to drawww (￣∀￣)