Aestehtic - Blog Posts
((stole the hoodie from a boy heheh))
aesthetic ootd thing? aesthetic ootd thing. why not.
Already lost
I don't know how I'm holding it together
The cluster of mismatched pieces
I don't know how I'm still standing
Though I am limping all the way
I know you feel those too
The anger, the frustration, the pain and all others
But why do you pass it my way?
Do you think I'm unbreakable?
I wish I was,
I wish I could take everything you give.
But I am a weak thing,
I have to battle every day just to survive
And,
Every time I have to face the reality of life
I lose it
Every time you take your anger out on me
I lose it
Every time I hear the screams of your suffering
I lose it
But you see
Even with all these factors telling me to give up
I always had a reason to fight
But now,
I can't remember it anymore.
Remember what life is all about
I was so concerned with my final year of college, finals, entry exams, that it felt like i was going through life head bowed, just walking on autopilot and staring only at the ground
I need to remember to enjoy life more often
The exams will be there, the time will pass anyway
So i choose to spend my free time remembering that there's life outside of university and the oh-so-important future
Smell the flowers, sit in the sun, go for a walk in the rain, watch children play, dance in your room, feed some ducks or squirrels (do some research about what is ok to feed them beforehand though)
Remember what life is really about
Taking breaks is also being productive
Studying constantly only leads to burnout. Go take a walk. Feed some ducks. Admire a pretty building. Try to cook something new.
You might feel guilty at first, but nothing in excess is ever good, not even studying.
Dont forget to live life
You are smarter than you feel and you know more than you think.
Always while studying or right before an exam i feel like i don't know anything, my thoughts are all jumbled and I can't find a straight answer for a question i ask myself for funsies.
That's ok.
I've come to know that, despite feeling like i don't know anything, i hold all the necessary information. When it counts, when you have a specific problem right in front of you, you will know the answer.
You sometimes just have to trust yourself.
All work and no fun makes for a very cranky law student
Take a break
Go play cards, smell some flowers, read tarot, do a funny sketch of an animal, learn origami, dance for no reason, draw a mustache on yourself
Don't let life pass you by
Little things can make a big difference
For me it's about color schemes
I generally enjoy studying but oh boy do i love doing it when i can annotate a book with a pretty color scheme.
Makes me want to look for deeper meaning into the text, to draw diagrams and make small summaries.
Today's goal is finding small reasons for happiness in everything and anything
Just because you have to study to achieve your dreams doesn't mean it can't be enjoyable
College has been a whole process for me. I did not know how to study, i did not know how to put effort into the right things, and most importantly, i did not know how to accept that my actions (or lack of) were the problem.
It took me years, but I've learned to accept that it's ok for me to need to study to be good when it comes to a subject, that college is a place for learning, not for being instantly good at something.
And now i can finally say that, without the subconscious frustration, i truly do enjoy learning new things, studying new subjects, and studying for the sake of knowing more, not just to pass exams.
It takes work, but it's all worth it.
Studying isn't about grades, it's about falling in love with a subject.
I've officially started my last year of college and have never felt more excited. These years have been a process of learning to love learning new things, but i think I've finally started fully appreciating the opportunity to study subjects that not only interest me, but will also help me in my life and career post-university.
I'm grateful to have professors that are passionate about the courses they teach, I'm grateful for the friends that are just as dedicated to learning as I am, with whom I can always discuss interesting details and debatable theories.
It's a new year and I'm grateful to become a new me.
We're all just humans
And to be human means to make mistakes.
And that's perfectly ok.
Learning to embrace making mistakes means learning to love yourself a little bit more (and at the end of the day, that's what really matters)
2/6 exams to go
And so, the simplest things bring me the most joy
“I don’t know anything with certainty, but seeing the stars makes me dream.” ― Vincent Van Gogh
now all I need is to have a large library in an old house, which is located on the outskirts of a small town, with a lot of magic books that can help make a potion for a variety of purposes, cure a person or predict the future
No tuve opción, tenía que dejarte ir, y con todo eso un gran dolor me invadió, la enorme tristeza regresó y la soledad me atacó.
-Z
the loneliness is killing me softly.
"Ve insanlar, ölü duygulara umut besliyordu."
Rüyalar, özlemden ateş alır.
🌙When I first came on here I was excited to post about my love of plants
🌿Realised I haven't done that in a bit so here lol
🌙The venus flytrap is called Vanessa :D
I've been feeling the colour yellow recently :3
4/06/2021
Heya!!
It's a beautiful day here and I have decided to do the following stuff
Complete revising Differential Equations ( I have an exam on it next week)
Finish the last assignment of Group theory
Revise Group theory Problems
I hope you have a wonderful day ^^<3
Guess what?
My results got announced !
The results are for my third semester in undergraduate.I am a Math major.So I had 10 classes this semester and I got 7 A+ and 3 As.My sgpa came out to be 8.58.I am super happy and satisfied.I am aiming for a 9 or above this semester and the coming semesters.So join me in my journey and see if I do it 🤭( Hey I did a little bit of advertising there lmao)
That aside today I did the following stuff
Revised Group Theory probelms
Solved some more new problems on Group theory
Duolingo
I hope today treated you well 😇If not then I wish you a good nights sleep 🌙
Love 🖤
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