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Relapsing has made me question my faith. I've been an atheist for years but maybe the reason I feel so evil when I eat is because gluttony is a sin

Weekend plans!

Over the weekend I have tons of stuff to do, I need to lose w8 obv, but I also need to study for school because my chemistry teacher should have retired ages ago so I gotta teach myself. I also wanna platinum trophy a game, so I have a plan.

It's the last two trophies left and it's playing on the hardest difficulty so I'm gonna die a lot

I met my younger self for a coffee today.

She looked at me and went "we're still not skinny??"

I sighed and said "damn girl we're trying, okay??"

WAIT WAIT WAIT WAIT! I just remembered my biggest inspo when I was like 12. MONICA GELLER. Cuz like first of all Courteney Cox is beautiful, second Monica was a fat girl that turned her life around and turned her binge eating into obsessive cleaning?? My rooms so fucking messy I tidy it like once a year

“what’s your favorite horror game?”

idk probably lifting up my shirt and turning to the side in front of a mirror

I don't want my friends and family to know I've relapsed so im trying to eat normal foods sometimes but only eat a little bit and I don't know it a wrap or small baguette is lower cal😭 they're both so high but I need help!!

Not a fatspø supporter but the urge to post my ugly disgusting thighs for accountability is insane

When I move out I wanna OMAD a strawberry daiquiri and a fibre one bar a day

Fuck next week is pancake Tuesday. THEYRE SO HIGH IN CALS ALREADY AND I JUST KNOW THEYRE GONNA GREASE THE PAN WITH BUTTER

Lowkey don't care if I lose hair this time again because 1) my hair is too thick anyway, and 2) I can save up and get pretty extensions