I’m Not A Hater. I’m JEALOUS Of People With Fast Metabolisms, I Don’t Hate Them. I Don’t Hate

I'm either gonna die skinny and ⭐️ving or morbidly obese getting rich off feederism content and there's no in between

I don't want my friends and family to know I've relapsed so im trying to eat normal foods sometimes but only eat a little bit and I don't know it a wrap or small baguette is lower cal😭 they're both so high but I need help!!

Ugh 4n4 coach needed fr😔

I won't make the same mistakes as last time. I'll be more discreet. I'll tell no one. I won't even mention w8 (except rn because you cant tell I've relapsed yet and our scale is broken so I'm trying to get my mom to buy a new one cuz I'm 'curious' how well my recovery going). I'm logging Absolutely everything. Every bite. If I don't finish something I'm still logging it as if I did. I'll only eat in front of people to avoid suspicion. I. Will. Not. Fail.

When I move out I wanna OMAD a strawberry daiquiri and a fibre one bar a day

This but just my skin cuz my grades drop when I ⭐️ve

i love when i start ⭐️ again and all of my self betterment comes back to me. like my skin clears up and my grades shoot upwards just bc im not distracted by food 🤷‍♀️

I don't even have a best friend. My friends are barely even friends I'm just there. 4na's the only girl in my life😔

Relapsing with a broken scale is my worst nightmare💔 I DONT KNOW WHAT I WEIGH ITS DRIVING ME CRAZY

Ew why does everything have c4lories