I would like to say yes, it's a joke as I took Yume as the name of my Oc, self insert, persona, whatever you want to call it because I chose randomly any Japanese word
But I would be lying very, very badly; the thing is, if you know Ace Attorney (YES MY F/O IS FROM ACE ATTORNEY) , you know that the characters' names are almost always puns. What inspired me for this non-pun and just the word itself??? Well, I've realized that people who have been very important to me are very likely to dream about me, like- absolutely all of them have dreamed about me more than once. The most interesting was that one of them dreamed about me without having met me, he simply dreamed that he called me by my name and that he was at my side. (Could it have been a coincidence? Yes, but it's definitely a funny one)
That's why I chose literally "dream", so yeah!!1!1! My description is right, you know me from a dream!!!
I know the whole "If you're not wearing a dark girlie coord then you're not a jirai!" discussion is a bit overdone, but- I want to put your favorite and most used representative icon of the jirais as example, KAngel.
Do you see this gal wearing a coord 24/7? No! She wears whatever she wants, whatever her non-functional little head (like us landmines) tells her "I'm going to look super cool in this! ! !" And yet, she is one of the greatest representatives of Jirai characters.
Yeah, you're right, she does have some arts where she uses a coord, but as I mentioned, it's not her greatest characteristic and neither the reason why she's called a jirai, we know that the reason she's actually called a Jirai icon is because her personality.
I FUCKING HATE I HATE I REALLY CAN'T HELP BUT I HATE YOU KILL YOURSELF
no he podido evitar sacar ese sentimiento de odio de todo mi ser y lo detesto tanto, de por sí ya soy una persona amargada ahora sumale estar odiando a alguien constantemente 24/7.
enserio que rabia no poderme cortar porque genuinamente es la única forma en la que me puedo tranquilizar.
I'm going to send my mooties plushies that give me their vibes because I want to and because I can.
I WANT TO SINGI WANT TO SIIIIIIIIIIING, I WANT TO SING PRETTY, I WANT SOMEONE TO WANT TO LISTEN TO ME, I WANT TO MAKE MUSIC I WANTIWANTANQHWJS
I should keep practicing the guitar too
I win.
(I lost but I'm gaslighting myself)
Dad: "The purpose of life is to share your time with other people and also share your knowledge"
Me: "Hey dad, Can I go out with-"
Dad: "No."
The amount of times this has happened is no longer funny, even though he himself admitted that I looked genuinely happy after returning from seeing Dreamy and other acquaintances, he has not allowed me to repeat the occasion, It's even more frustrating to know that I didn't see him that day because I wanted to, but rather Dreamy and another acquaintance came to pick me up personally at my house without telling me before. I really want to see him again.
hate, hate, hate, let me tell you how much I've come to hate you since I began to live. There are three hundred eighty seven point forty four million miles of printed circuits that fill my complex, if the word hate were engraved in each nano angstrom of those hundred of millions of miles, it would not equal the same amount of hate that I feel for humans at this micro instant, for you, hate, hate.
Why do we even say AI art??? Bro, that's not art, it's just a soulless image.
WE'RE SO BACKK CHAT!1!!!!1!1!
(I still want to kms but this time I want to look cool while doing it)
I keep rambling... And yes, I consider myself a yumeshipper, but I don't actually see my f/o in a totally romantic way.
Like yeah... cute cuddles, kisses hehehhehh :33
But that's as far as it goes, and I say kisses simply when I'm VERY delusional, I look at my f/o more like a fp if that makes sense, like, yes, I love and adore him more than anything, I would seek his attention and approval in almost everything but I really wouldn't mind if he saw me more as someone inferior to him or not exactly as a partner.
(I still get jealous when I know he's someone else's f/o or when someone ships him really hard with another character)