Muss Weg Hier... ...hoch...
Muss weg hier... ...hoch... muss. still. sein..... Wo bin ich??... ...Ich... ...kann... ...kaum... ...atmen..... Du?!... ...so hell... ...aber unerreichbar...... Verblasst. Verbannt. Vergessen..... Oh Gott, es tut so weh... kann nichts retten..... Grabe... ...tiefer... ...weiter... ...einfach weg..... !Ein Funke... ...reicht für die Mauer. ...Staub in Staub... ...Herz in Herz... Stimme?!... deine Stimme!!... ...wo bist du???..... Nein... Immer wieder. Ich muss! ...So bitter..... Leere... Erstickt... So kalt..... Eiskalt..... Angst..... Offenes Fenster, Wind, dein Lachen!?..... ...Fäuste geballt. . . . . . .gestrandet. . . . . .nackt. . . . . .allein. . . . . Säen... ernten... alles mein Fehler?..... ...alles Lügen..... Für mich... Für dich... Für alle... Für gar nichts..... ...Wo für?.....
Manchmal versuchen wir, uns in andere Menschen hineinzufühlen, in ihre Ängste, Sehnsüchte und ihren Schmerz. Wenn diese Zeilen dich berühren, dann können sie dir ein Lichtblick sein: Du bist nicht allein.
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Kaltes Licht
Stimmen, die zu dir sprechen
Stimmen, die über dich sprechen
Doch wer spricht mit dir
und wer hört dein Schweigen?
Wer liest deine Sätze,
und wer zwischen den Zeilen?
Künstliche Lichtstrahlen
- Zittern in beleuchteter Dunkelheit
I don't know who I am,
What to do,
What is real.
This anxiety and depression
Devour me day in, day out.
Every step outside
Is a struggle
A fight against myself
And I hate it, hate myself,
Despise myself.
Isolate even more
So that the world
Won't see my worthless being.
If I had one wish
It would be
That I'd forever
Disappear.
Stelle der Welt und dem Universum eine Frage
doch sie bleibt stumm.
Ein statisches Rauschen
schwarz-
weiß-
roter
Töne
verborgen in der Stille
schwelt es bedrohlich.
You're smothering me with ignorance
a mix of deadly silence, broken promises
and lies.
Abandoned and rejected like I don't matter to you
as the words you speak oppose the things you do.
And it hurts like a burning knife in my heart.
& Space
Some might see me as a key
Some might feel me deeply
Some might see me as the door
Some might meet my core
Some might perceive my essence
Some might hear my soul
_______________________________
Follow up / Twin poem to:
I always fuck it up.
And I deserve to be miserable
For what I've done.
I wish I would have been
A good partner
But I think I'm not.
Please don't leave me.
I need you.
But if you do
I'd understand
As you deserve better.
Please take care.
I wish you the best.
I'm so sorry.
I love you.
But I hate myself so much.
I hate myself.
But I love you so much.
Spirit Petals 🌸✨
A sakura in blossom
whispers pink and white,
soft, fine, and gentle
- Rising
Its roots stretch deep
into Mother Earth,
solid, strong, and sturdy
- Staying
Anxiety runs deep
While awake
While asleep
A staircase too steep
An end seems
Out of reach
I stand in front of the windows
outside of a warm brown house
looking in.
There is a fire burning bright.
I can almost feel the warmth.
All the people inside smile,
smile as if their happy.
They look at each other
Comfortably.
Their eyes shine bright
in peace and bliss.
I stand in front of the windows
outside of a warm brown house
looking in.
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