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5 years ago

*taps eyes* is this thing on

5 years ago

More angst :

unanswered phonecalls

seeing op's phone with shit ton of missed calls and new messages

texting to deceased op or writing letters to op

mp3 players with op's favorite songs

grave with no flowers, or a single dead flower

feel free to add or use sum of dis for ya angsty scenes

angsty prompts

empty bedroom once was full and lively

messy bedroom, op never came back, it was left as it is, as if op will be back soon. but op will never come back

cut out calendar, where op knows its his/her time already, so he/she cut the calendar to leave it only until the last date

unfinished paintings

op wanting/wishing to meet a deceased loved ones (unknowingly op wished to die, they want it so bad)

the place that op use to seat is empty (in class, cafeteria, etc)

empty and undecorated bedroom bcs op is not here to stay

:)


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5 years ago

angsty prompts

empty bedroom once was full and lively

messy bedroom, op never came back, it was left as it is, as if op will be back soon. but op will never come back

cut out calendar, where op knows its his/her time already, so he/she cut the calendar to leave it only until the last date

unfinished paintings

op wanting/wishing to meet a deceased loved ones (unknowingly op wished to die, they want it so bad)

the place that op use to seat is empty (in class, cafeteria, etc)

empty and undecorated bedroom bcs op is not here to stay

:)


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5 years ago

Someone: Wow you’re so easy to talk to! I feel like our personalities fit so well together!

Me: thanks i made this one special just for you

5 years ago

i thought everything was kinda calm but turns out i’m just ignoring every single one of my problems

5 years ago
Exactly The Meme I Needed

exactly the meme i needed

*during online class*

Teacher : ask questions if you have any confusion :)

My friend, confused : asks questions

Teacher : disappears

5 years ago

akaashi’s characterization

the contrast between akaashi’s actual canonical personality in 2020 vs the  personality created by the fandom for him back in like 2015 (e.g. just being cold/calm/ethereal) really gets me. 

just based on the mujinazaka match, we find that his “cool and collected” personality is just a facade that he’s actively putting in effort to uphold. in reality he’s a mess of overthinking, low self esteem, and speaking in long ass metaphors no one really understands.

canonically akaashi is actually just an anxious dweeb who likes to write, owns a shirt with the word “setter” over a picture of an irish setter dog, and eats a fuckton of rice balls.  also, speaking as an anxious person, the mujinazaka match chapters themselves were oddly comforting. especially watching the way akaashi picked himself back up after his breakdown using “task focus.” also bokuto being super emotionally intelligent, with quotes like “giving your 100% is not something everyone can do.” and asking “are you reflecting on the game or regretting things?” after the match, was just so nice to see. 

5 years ago
AKAASHI’S LITTLE SMILE WHEN BOKUTO CLAPS FOR HIMSELF DURING THE SERVE AJHDGSFKJHDAJ

AKAASHI’S LITTLE SMILE WHEN BOKUTO CLAPS FOR HIMSELF DURING THE SERVE AJHDGSFKJHDAJ

AKAASHI’S LITTLE SMILE WHEN BOKUTO CLAPS FOR HIMSELF DURING THE SERVE AJHDGSFKJHDAJ

Still no sign of Tnedou *cries* but look at how cute Semi and Reon are while cheering for Ushijima!

AKAASHI’S LITTLE SMILE WHEN BOKUTO CLAPS FOR HIMSELF DURING THE SERVE AJHDGSFKJHDAJ

omg is that Wahijou’s wife or something? She’s so cute uwu

AKAASHI’S LITTLE SMILE WHEN BOKUTO CLAPS FOR HIMSELF DURING THE SERVE AJHDGSFKJHDAJ

Akaashi eating a rice ball uwu him babie

BONUS:

AKAASHI’S LITTLE SMILE WHEN BOKUTO CLAPS FOR HIMSELF DURING THE SERVE AJHDGSFKJHDAJ

Sakusa’s weirdly flexible wrists!

5 years ago
Akaashi Wishing He Were More Like Kageyama Followed By Pictures Of Kageyama Thinking Akaashi Is The Coolest
Akaashi Wishing He Were More Like Kageyama Followed By Pictures Of Kageyama Thinking Akaashi Is The Coolest
Akaashi Wishing He Were More Like Kageyama Followed By Pictures Of Kageyama Thinking Akaashi Is The Coolest
Akaashi Wishing He Were More Like Kageyama Followed By Pictures Of Kageyama Thinking Akaashi Is The Coolest
Akaashi Wishing He Were More Like Kageyama Followed By Pictures Of Kageyama Thinking Akaashi Is The Coolest

akaashi wishing he were more like kageyama followed by pictures of kageyama thinking akaashi is the coolest thing since sliced bread (+ being shocked/concerned when akaashi makes a major fumble)

5 years ago

What caused Kageyama to turn into the King of The Court

it’s officially March 22 so I am now allowed to post this:

What Caused Kageyama To Turn Into The King Of The Court
What Caused Kageyama To Turn Into The King Of The Court

Ever notice how he was still innocent in his first years of Kitagawa Daichi? A lot of people assumed that it was because of Oikawa bullying him a lot that he got tired and just did what he wanted. 

But no it’s because his grandfather, the one that got him into to volleyball in the first place, who he always looked for every day to play, died. That’s what caused him to snap and have all these negative emotions around him. 

What Caused Kageyama To Turn Into The King Of The Court

That would also explain this: (credits to @iwillstillopenthewindow​ )

What Caused Kageyama To Turn Into The King Of The Court
5 years ago

*during online class*

Teacher : ask questions if you have any confusion :)

My friend, confused : asks questions

Teacher : disappears

5 years ago

Not all character development is positive. Characters can, and in my opinion, should, develop both negative and positive traits throughout the course of their story. As the story goes, they shouldn’t be perfected, they’re people, not artpieces, and so there shouldn’t be a stage where they’ve improved/changed exclusively for the better, to the point where they have no negative traits at all. 

5 years ago

Not wearing glasses anymore. I’ve seen enough

5 years ago

i relate to urie on a spiritual level for these reasons:

* secretly loves family

* would die for them

* but is really antisocial

* people can feel it radiating from his very soul so they leave him alone

* HEADPHONES

* InternallyCaringTM

* low-key has a soul

* thought to be a demon

* “why the fuck are you touching me”

* wants recognition

* could kill you but won’t because reasons

* likes his alone time

* annoyed by humanity

* no capacity for bullshit

* does what he wants

* regrets it all

* no regard for the rules

* maybe slight regard for the rules

* “i just hate you all”

5 years ago

shirabu: when i first met you, i did not like you.

semi: i’m aware of that.

shirabu: but then you and i had some time together.

semi: uh-huh...?

shirabu: it did not get better.

5 years ago

*gas mask breathing noises* you know where the nearest taco bell is

5 years ago

reaction pics everyone will still understand even with the text removed

Reaction Pics Everyone Will Still Understand Even With The Text Removed
Reaction Pics Everyone Will Still Understand Even With The Text Removed
Reaction Pics Everyone Will Still Understand Even With The Text Removed
Reaction Pics Everyone Will Still Understand Even With The Text Removed
Reaction Pics Everyone Will Still Understand Even With The Text Removed
Reaction Pics Everyone Will Still Understand Even With The Text Removed
5 years ago

she had the face of an angel, a snow angel though

5 years ago

if we are talking in person and i accidentally spit dont even call out i saw it and im dead inside

5 years ago

Does anyone else feel, like, a weird inhibition against starting new TV shows?  Like, there are shows I want to watch but when I think about sitting down to start it something in me goes “no you can’t just do that.”  What am i waiting for?  I feel like I need to prepare?  Brain:  You have to wait.  Me:  Wait for what???  Brain:  WAIT

5 years ago

Urie: I don’t get paid enough for this.

Takeomi: For what?

Urie: [ Gestures to everything ]

5 years ago
Tokyo Ghoul:re - Urie Getting Fucked Up
Tokyo Ghoul:re - Urie Getting Fucked Up
Tokyo Ghoul:re - Urie Getting Fucked Up
Tokyo Ghoul:re - Urie Getting Fucked Up
Tokyo Ghoul:re - Urie Getting Fucked Up
Tokyo Ghoul:re - Urie Getting Fucked Up
Tokyo Ghoul:re - Urie Getting Fucked Up
Tokyo Ghoul:re - Urie Getting Fucked Up
Tokyo Ghoul:re - Urie Getting Fucked Up

Tokyo Ghoul:re - Urie getting fucked up

Please stop his suffering

5 years ago

Hinami: You should always say ‘please’ and ‘thank you’.

Ayato, to Tatara: Please shut the fuck up, thank you.

Hinami:

Hinami: Not what I meant, but progress nonetheless

5 years ago

Touka: People are 75% water.

Touka: But Ayato is 75% salt water.

Ayato: [in another room] ARE YOU TALKING SHIT AGAIN?

5 years ago

Hey im a weeb and balling my eyes out at that last episode of tada never falls in love and i have not learned my lesson of trusting romantic comedies to stay comedic and not kill me

5 years ago
Don’t Step On A Nokia
Don’t Step On A Nokia
Don’t Step On A Nokia
Don’t Step On A Nokia
Don’t Step On A Nokia
Don’t Step On A Nokia

Don’t step on a Nokia

5 years ago

“so what do you see yourself doing in the future?”

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5 years ago

i’m fluent in talking shit

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