WIP

the thoughts have gotten me again (too much ketamine, much too big a heart etc)

Venus in furs

📸: John Rahim

i’m gonna kill myself if i keep getting bots asking for art commissions

Something so fatherly about cleaning and polishing my shoes

I love my silly dream book but no one is ever looking in there

living in a city known for being weird means getting sad when someone takes the free stuff on the street that i had previously decided was mine (i miss you artwork i found opposite my house </3)

It's July 2023, i'm deeply in love with someone it'll never work with and i constantly replay the few weeks we had together, i cannot get rid of the deep pit in my stomach but i'm surrounded by friends and people that love me (i'm not sure how to feel about them but i'm too high to realise and i can't say no to a new shag) and i'm having some of the best trips and days of my life because its the summer, i don't have any responsibilities and i have my place at university secured so i know i'm leaving soon and i wont have to deal with how i feel for much longer (i will actually).

i think lou reed would take great joy in knowing a 21st century transexual is getting high and listening to his music